Possibly, what I said was too sudden; it is also possible that my expression was wrong. Seeing her darkened head portrait, I began to regret it, as if I had been stabbed, unable to move for a long time, chanting that simple text in my heart over and over again, as if, that sentence It is automatically generated by a computer. The more you look at it, the more weird it becomes, and the more you look at it, the more unpleasant it is. I really wonder if my brain is flooded. Otherwise, how could I send such a sentence to Siyu? Woolen cloth?
At six o'clock in the afternoon, Siyu came to work on time. From her demeanor, she didn't hate me, but she didn't take the initiative to talk to me. She just pretended that nothing happened and went to her class as usual. , doing what she should do, and didn't even mention to me that she had already paid the phone bill.
After dinner, I went for a walk along Yanjiang Road to relieve my mood. I know, I don¡¯t have self-confidence, I¡¯m afraid, I¡¯m afraid that I¡¯ll be rejected after confessing to her face to face, so I¡¯m always testing, feeling, I¡¯m always questioning my life; Feeling unsure.
I don't know how long I walked, I only know that the sun has set, the sky has been shrouded in darkness, the moon has risen, and the stars have hung high above the sky. It was another night of silence, and along the way, I didn't know how many cigarettes I smoked. I only knew that there was not much left in a full pack.
When I returned to the supermarket, it was almost nine o'clock. Before those people got off work, I hurriedly took my clothes to take a shower, so as not to be accused by them later.
When I finished showering and cooled down, it was just in time for get off work. Staying in the computer room, watching every move on the field through the monitor, in fact, the most important thing is to see what Siyu is doing? When she got off work, I was in the monitoring station as usual, Lamei, and when she came from the employee passageway, I sat back at the backstage computer, but this time, she didn't jump out to scare me like before, nor did she Take a peek with the probe. I know that it will be of no benefit to anyone if this matter continues to be stalemate like this. Instead of this, it is better to fight and play cards with her, so that it will be unnatural for everyone to meet each other.
When they officially got off work, I calculated the time, and when it was about eleven o'clock, I called Siyu. In fact, it's not that I don't want to tell her clearly in person, it's just that there are outsiders around, it's really hard to say such words, no matter what the result is, it will definitely be spread in the supermarket the next day.
After connecting the phone, I heard Siyu's greeting. I don't know why, but I heard her yelling "Hello, hello" a few times, but I didn't say the words that were on my lips. I just knew , at this moment, the little white mouse on the left chest made me breathless.
After a while, Siyu hung up the phone. Then, I took a deep breath, lit a cigarette, took two puffs, and called her again. This time, I was the first to speak. As soon as the phone was connected, I asked, "Hi, hello, is this Siyu?" After hearing Siyu's answer over there, I found an excuse Explained: "There was a problem with the phone just now, I'm sorry."
"Oh," Siyu responded, and then asked again: "It's so late, what can I do for you?"
"Well" I hesitated for a while, and then murmured: "I don't have anything to do, I just want to ask, how are you thinking about the noon matter?"
"What happened at noon? What happened at noon?" Siyu asked over there.
"Didn't you see the sentence I sent later?" I asked strangely.
"What are you talking about?" Siyu asked.
"I ask you, do you want to introduce you to me." I repeated.
"Why do you want to introduce me to you?" Siyu asked.
When I heard this at the time, I didn¡¯t know if she asked the question knowingly, or if she really didn¡¯t understand, anyway, I didn¡¯t want to beat around the bush, so I summoned up the courage to ask, ¡°I said, would you like to be my girlfriend?¡± ?¡± As soon as these words came out, time seemed to freeze and stopped there.
After a while, I saw that she still didn't speak, and then asked: "How are you thinking? Do you want to be my girlfriend? If you like me, just say it, it doesn't matter if you don't like me, at least, I know what you're thinking"
Siyu hesitated for a long time before answering: "I don't know." It can be heard from her tone that she is hesitating, but as for why she is hesitating, I am not clear about it. Maybe it's because I'm not good enough; maybe it's because I'm not suitable for her; or maybe it's because she hasn't seen me clearly. But one thing I'm sure of, she definitely doesn't have a boyfriend. Why am I so sure? With her character, let me ask, if she has a boyfriend, is there any need to hesitate there? I have been rejected long ago.
Then, I happily said: "NoI know that is a promise. "How did you know that as soon as these words came out, they aroused her inner voice. She immediately refused and said: "No. "She didn't know how uncomfortable I was when I heard this, and tears almost flowed out.
At that time, I was stunned for a full minute. That minute was so long in my inner world, so empty and tasteless, as if the whole world had stopped. But I know that it is not good for everyone if we continue to be stalemate like this. I probed to the side and took a deep breath. After sorting out my emotions, I said with some ambiguity that cannot be erased: "Let's do it like this. I won't bother you again. Good night." Unexpectedly, before I finished speaking, she gave me the warmest sentence in the world at the end, which melted my already cold heart.
Siyu shouted over there: "I love you." In this life, apart from my parents, she was the first person to say these three words to me. Maybe, Siyu is afraid of losing me! That's why when I said that sentence (I won't bother you in the future), she blurted out from her heart, revealing the emotions hidden deep in her heart all at once.
After hearing her words, I, who was already watery, suddenly shed the first tear of joy in my life. Afterwards, we chatted on the phone for a long time, and she said that she liked me a long time ago, but I asked her when it started, but she said she didn't know. Maybe she is like me, she accumulated feelings bit by bit from the very beginning! I teased her jokingly and said, "That's why you fucked me first."
Siyu smiled and replied: "So what if I soak you first, I can't!" Hearing her words, I felt very happy, it seems that the feelings buried in her heart have been fully revealed up.
I showed a gentleman's demeanor and said to her seriously: "I don't allow you to do this. How can a girl pick up people casually? I fell in love with you first, and I chased you. Understand." Then, we chatted flirtatiously for another two hours, until the mobile phone issued a no-battery reminder, we reluctantly hung up the phone. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com