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Chapter Thirty-Seven: Lost Soul (2)

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    In the afternoon, Fanglan told him that Xiaoling hadn't returned to the dormitory, maybe she hadn't returned from buying books, and maybe she had already returned to the dormitory by now.

    He became listless after listening to it, and dozed off in class. The teacher threw him twice with chalk before barely finishing the class.

    After school, I took a book to the reading room and waited for her. I rummaged through the book, but kept looking at the door of the reading room without reading a word.  There was no one who wanted to wait until the door closed.  I wanted to wait for her to have dinner with me.

    On the contrary, the student coordinator in the reading room saw that he did not come with the beautiful senior, and guessed that he must have lost his love. She sympathized sincerely and kept comforting him with her eyes.  He comforted himself that he could always see her at night, she was a person who kept her word and would not break her promise.

    I didn't eat anything at noon, and I was already hungry, but I still had no appetite.  Thinking about what happened one day, I felt a little funny. I didn't see her for a day, and I was already in a state of confusion. If she really left one day, I still don't know what will happen to me.  I was so hungry that I had to go to Shaxian County for a snack and ate flat meat noodles, then rushed to class excitedly, thinking that I would see Xiaoling later.

    Everyone was watching the TV series with relish, and he followed suit, but the smile on his face had nothing to do with the drama.

    As usual, Wang Qian sat in the front row every night to watch TV. Seeing his expression, she thought Xu Xiaoling was stupid for him, and said worriedly, "Yang Shufu, you're not crazy, are you? What's so funny about that?"

    He only glanced at her, still smiling happily alone.

    Wu Fanglan was also busy watching TV, and had long forgotten what Xu Xiaoling told her, and joked with concern: "Hey, are you okay, you keep a straight face all day, like someone has a deep hatred, but you laugh at night  Hehe." She had long forgotten about lying to him in the morning, and she no longer felt guilty.

    Shu Fu finally spoke, and said with a smile, "It's no surprise." The two left him alone when they saw that he was fine, and continued to watch their TV dramas conscientiously.

    Shufu waited excitedly, like a boy on a first date.

    Until the bell rang for evening self-study, I didn't see Xu Xiaoling.  She's never late, what's going on today?  I waited for a while, I don't know how long it took, I just felt unbearable, like the thirst for water of an explorer lost in the desert.  She wouldn't really stop coming, otherwise there would be no reason not to come so late!  He patted Wu Fanglan on the shoulder with the book and asked, "Hey, do you know where Xiaoling is?"

    Wu Fanglan was suddenly slapped by him. Although it was not heavy, she was still shocked. She said angrily, "You have a hole in your head? Are you trying to scare me to death?" After a pause, she said, "She really  Back home, believe it or not."

    "Isn't it? Then when did she leave?"

    "The car at one o'clock in the afternoon."

    "How did you know?"

    "She called when she arrived in Xiamen."

    Shufu asked disappointedly, "Didn't you say anything else?"

    "No."

    "Then her things are still in the dormitory?"

    "Of course she's here, she's just going home, what do you think she's doing?"

    Shu Fu was relieved, and asked again: "You really don't have her phone number?"

    "Wow, you are so shivering. I don't even have you. How could I have it? Even if I did, I would advise you not to call. It would be bad if it disturbs someone's date."

    Wu Fanglan's last words plunged Shufu into a long night of melancholy.  Xiaoling hurried home, could it be that the weather was unpredictable, what happened to her family?  Thinking of this, Shufu was startled, blaming himself for thinking wildly, wanting to slap himself in the face, how could he think like this?  She is auspicious and has her own natural appearance, so nothing will happen.  She often goes home, but it's all on weekends. I don't know why she left without saying goodbye this time?  Maybe I am worthless in her eyes, not worthy of nostalgia at all, in order to avoid misunderstanding, I should not show too close to myself, so I left without saying goodbye; the usual intimacy is just treating me as a good friend, which is pure and innocent  Girls are pretty normal.  Thinking of this, Shufu felt ashamed of himself.

    In the next few days, Yang Shufu was like a writer who lost the draft of a masterpiece that he thought could be handed down to the world. All thoughts were lost. He ate, attended classes, and slept mechanically by himself. Living seemed to be an obligation.  Things that usually make him happy don't arouse his interest; things that usually make him upset, angry, sad and sad multiply their lethality.

    The eyes of the crowd are discerning, and everyone discovered his depression and loss by coincidence, and they came to comfort him if they were friendly, and said a lot of rhetoric about where there is no grass in the end of the world, and Guo Zhenyuan's "Brother Fu, can't you just be so depressed?"  Ah, what am I going to do if you're unconscious?"Do it"! Sweet talk like that. He had long since given up on pursuing Xu Xiaoling and did not rob Shufu. It's a pity that these kind words could not save Yang Shufu from the sea of ??suffering, so he had to let him do it on his own.

    Wu Fanglan has a unique style. When she saw him, she would always beat the dog in the water. One day when she was eating, she said to him: "No, Writer Yang, you only eat such a small amount of food. You won't follow other people's hunger strikes, right? You must not  I can't think about it, if something goes wrong, the Chinese literary world will lose a great writer! If you want to experience life, you have to die. I advise you to forget about her, maybe she will go back and fly with his boyfriend  Now, you better stop being sentimental" She didn't dare to go on when she said this, because she saw that Yang Shufu's eyes were wet, she stood up and left, knowing that she was making a big joke, so she hurriedly remedied it and said: "  Hey, Yang Shufu, I'm just kidding, don't take it seriously!" Watching him go away worriedly, thinking that this kid is really an infatuated kind!  You shouldn't be doing anything stupid.

    Shu Fu only felt that the sky was falling and the earth was falling, hopeless and helpless.  I knew that without Xu Xiaoling, my life would be lifeless again, but after all, I have never experienced it myself. Now that I experience it myself, I understand why there are so many tear-jerking and heart-breaking sad poems in ancient and modern China and abroad.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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