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Chapter Ninety-Three: Ready to Move (1)

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    After the breakfast with different thoughts, Bai Li originally planned to talk to Chu Han, but considering that his mind was fluctuating now, it was easy to be led away, so he could only try to find clues elsewhere first, and at present he should  Training is at the top of the list.  Bai Li rubbed his throbbing temples, he couldn't sleep well all night, coupled with the increasingly complicated and difficult situation, one can imagine the exhaustion.  But the momentum waits for no one, and if the problem is not solved, it will only become more and more troublesome.

    Bai Li was still worried about where to start, Ouyang and Xie Linlu walked over muttering all the way, seeing Bai Li leaning against the wall with his head slightly lowered, unable to see the expression on his face, the two looked at each other, Ouyang rarely smiled  He stepped forward with some hesitation and said, "What are you thinking?"

    Hearing the voice, Bai Li raised his head suddenly, saw Ouyang and Xie Linlu, and said in a flat tone, "I want to talk about this morning."

    Ouyang walked a few more steps and said, "Then have you figured out why?"

    Bai Li stood up straight, glanced at him and Xie Linlu and said, "I have no idea, do you have any ideas?"

    Unexpectedly, Ouyang seemed a little embarrassed and smiled: "Xie Linlu and I think that those things are not our turn to bother, and you will solve them anyway. Of course, even though we think so, the two of us also discussed it.  In fact, we feel that thinking about those things now is just speculation, and we will become more and more confused. We might as well become stronger. Anyway, we just want to survive. As long as we survive, we will know what we need to know.  "

    Bai Li was slightly taken aback, thinking that Ouyang seemed careless, but his mind was delicate.  Thinking about it, they are entangled with some things that are completely incomprehensible, and the more they reason, the more chaotic things are, and the most important thing is to live now.  But even if she understands, her mind can't help but wander there, not to mention Bai Xue Bai Li squeezed her palm hard, and the slight pain made her withdraw her thoughts.

    She looked at Ouyang and Xie Linlu and said, "You are right, the most important thing for us now is to survive."

    Xie Linlu folded his hands and said with a smile: "That's right, but you should pay attention. After all, you actually don't mean anything else, but even if you don't want to talk about it, I guess other people will not let you stay out of it."

    Bai Li nodded slightly, and heard Ouyang say again: "We have gone to training, do you want to come together?"

    "No, I have a headache and I want to go to bed."

    The two nodded, Ouyang said: "Okay then, let's go first."

    Bai Li nodded, watched the two leave, and turned back to the room by herself, but she needed to take a good rest. Only when her brain was clear could she have the energy to plan the next thing.

    Bai Li went back to the room and lay down, curled up with the quilt in his arms. At first, he was still so upset that he couldn't fall asleep, but he gradually fell into sleep.

    Throughout the sleep, she seemed to have one dream after another, starting without warning, and then ending without warning. There were many people in the dream, mother, Bai Xue, father, grandfather, Roland familiar,  Unfamiliar, each face opened her mouth as if to say something, but she couldn't hear any sound. She stood in a void, unable to touch anything, and stretched out her hand to grab Bai Xue's hand.  The ground touched the slight warmth and coolness, and suddenly woke up from the dream

    Bai Li opened her eyes, stood up from the bed, and saw a clean smiling face, she was still a little dazed, in a trance, the smiling face of Bai Xue in her dream gradually overlapped with his.  When he came back to his senses, Bai Li immediately withdrew his hand and looked at Isaiah in front of him without speaking.

    Isaiah stretched out his hand again to touch Bai Li, but Bai Li instinctively shrank aside, but Isaiah suddenly hummed a familiar yet unfamiliar tune, which was Bai Xue's favorite tune,  Elgar's "Love Greetings", she heard more than once when she was a child.

    Bai Li's face turned pale almost instantly. Looking at Isaiah's face, he was speechless for a long time, his heart was beating violently, and the blood all over his body seemed to be frozen. Bai Li let Isaiah hold him again in a daze.  Her hand was just staring at his face, and a ridiculous thought appeared for a while, could it be is he Bai Xue?

    Bai Li couldn't help but shook his head, it's impossible, but why did she see Bai Xue's shadow in him, why did he hum the song that Bai Xue often played, why Bai Li's brain was filled with too many questions,  For a moment, my emotions were a little out of control, and I grabbed Isaiah's collar almost out of control and said: "Say! Who are you? Why are you approaching me? Baixue What is your relationship with Baixue? Where is she? She  Where?"

    "Bai Li? What are you doing?" D, who heard a strange noise from outside, broke into the door suddenly, and watched Bai Li shout at Isaiah uncontrollably. He had never seen her so uncontrollably.  layer is very obviousWhat purpose?  "Bai Li waited for himself to calm down a little, and then he spoke, and then he laughed at himself, and then continued: "Although this question has been asked many times, I still want to ask it againWho are you?  "

    Isaiah still stared at Bai Li with a blank expression, and did not answer Bai Li's words. Bai Li endured the wanton pain in his head, and his breathing was a little heavy. The more he looked at Isaiah, the more he felt in his heart.  cold.  The reason she moved away was to prevent him from discovering her almost undisguised desire and madness. To this day, the crazy delusions she had suppressed so hard in the past, with Chu Han's temptation, and with the mystery of Isaiah, she gradually  Want to let go of the roaring beast inside.  No one knew how much she was suffering. She didn't have the calmness and indifference that others saw. She knew better than anyone else the extremely crazy thoughts and desires behind her escape.

    This world is inherently crazy and unbelievable, so no matter how out of the ordinary her ideas are, it may not be impossible here.  Chu Han was right, she wanted her mother and Bai Xue to be resurrected, but she never admitted that she had such a desire, because it completely broke her calm pretense, and the dream bubble she always thought was burst.  Accepting their deaths, and facing a mirage that she might see them again, if this hope is dashed again, will she really go completely crazy?

    Under the impact of all kinds of rushing thoughts, Bai Li slowly calmed down. She let go of the quilt and got out of bed, standing in front of Isaiah.  Bai Li stared into Isaiah's eyes, as if he wanted to see someone else through him, and finally said after a long time: "Since you don't tell me, I won't ask, but I will definitely find out  The truth, whether it's about you or Bai Xue."

    The voice was very low, as if speaking to Isaiah, but also as if speaking to himself. After he finished speaking, he paused for a while. Bai Li took a deep breath, and the cool breath poured into his chest, slightly calming down the inner tension.  Frustrated, and then a strange expression appeared on his face: "Everyone expects me to cheer up, everyone hopes that I will become stronger, but why should I live up to other people's expectations?"

    As soon as the words came out, Bai Li was also stunned. It turned out that she was still as selfish as ever, but wasn't this the truest version of her. She was afraid of being hurt so she closed her heart, and deliberately kept her cool and didn't care too much about other people and things.  She lived alone in a small and dark world, and gradually pushed herself to the brink of oblivion.  But now, like a cocaine injection, she couldn't help but think of all the things she had deliberately forgotten, and the suppressed desire grew like crazy, and living gradually became an indescribable torment.

    Just when Bai Li fell into a kind of self-loathing and helplessness, Isaiah slowly took out an exquisite cross necklace decorated with fine diamonds, Bai Li's body froze instantly as if struck by lightning.  Well, if the song Isaiah hummed before was a coincidence, then this necklace almost established all of Bai Li's conjectures.  This necklace was Bai Li's birthday present to Bai Xue, and it was bought with the first sum of money she got after completing the first mission.

    Isaiah was at a loss when he saw Bai Li's expressionless face. He looked at the necklace, then at Bai Li, as if he didn't understand what happened, as if the gift didn't have the effect he imagined.  Bai Li did not relax because of this.

    After the initial daze, Bai Li took the necklace with a wooden face, stroked the pendant of the cross almost mechanically, focused his gaze on Isaiah's face again, and said with a half-smile: "I just thought there is no  The reason for living, you have to give me a reason?" (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com
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