In fact, my name is not Boni. I used to have a full name with a family surname, but I don¡¯t deserve that name anymore. I woke up naked in my box in Soul Capital that day, and I told them that my name is Bonny.
I have always felt that I am an ordinary man, born in a quiet town, maybe because I have been used to the tranquility and beauty of the town since I was a child, when I was young, I always wanted to go out of the town and see the excitement of the world hustle and bustle.
If a man is a man, he should break in, run around, and create, that's what I think.
My parents once told me that a man only grows into a real man when he bleeds and tears, and I didn't take it seriously when they said that.
I thought, how can there be so much suffering in this world to save every man, many people will live a life in peace and stability.
I am not an ambitious person, and what I want is to spend my whole life with someone like my parents.
I don't know if this wish also implies ambition. When that man broke into my life with an absolutely destructive momentum and destroyed my life, I couldn't help but review it. It must be that I was not devout enough when I prayed. My ambition must have made God feel ashamed, so, fair God punished me.
In the first few days in Soul Capital, I missed Annie crazily, she was my girlfriend.
She is beautiful, all words are not enough to describe her, she is my goddess, my favorite forever, the most holy goddess. Even though she was raped, even though she had an abortion, even though she is now in a spiritual sanatorium
I have never hated a person so much as I do now. His name is Geldalton. His family is powerful and he is also the president of a company.
I haven't met him yet, but I know that everything I encounter now is due to that man.
His cousin ruined Anne, and he ruined me.
I just want to get justice for Annie. I didn't kill that scumbag. I despise myself. I should kill him, not just cut off his evil roots and broke a few bones.
After staying in Soul City for two months, I have been admitted to the hospital four times, and I am completely finished.
I wanted to commit suicide, but someone was watching me all the time, and they didn't even allow me to hurt my face. If I didn't obey, they had plenty of ways to make me abuse me without leaving any traces.
After being admitted to the hospital four times, I figured it out and compromised. I can't die, and Annie is still waiting for me.
I started to have a good relationship with the manager, and it wasn't until this time that I realized that my looks and soul were top-notch.
In fact, I didn't do anything, but I did what the manager said; I just stopped trying to escape and resist; I just stopped looking at everything around me with a pair of resentful eyes.
I buried my hatred and my passion for life at the same time.
I look down on life and the world, they say I have no desires or desires.
No, this is not correct.
On a certain day, I was finally crushed by the manager. From then on, every ten days I could get a lot of money from him, and I sent them all to the hospital where Anne was. what you want.
I have been completely reduced to the young master of Soul City, and I am dedicated to serving men, but those who watch over me have not decreased because of my obedience.
I started to deliberately not think about Annie, and I didn't inquire about her. Even if she became crazy, I had already become Bonny.
Bonny doesn't deserve a psycho!
I am waiting for someone.
Geldalton is a regular visitor to Soul City, but I didn't finally meet him until three months later.
Forgot to say one thing, no matter what happened to Annie or me, I didn't cry. All my hatred and tears and blood flowed into my heart.
I don't cry, because I know that even if I cry to death, it will have no effect except to show my cowardice, humbleness and ugliness to the enemy.
However, the moment my chin was lifted by Geldalton, my tears flowed uncontrollably.
I think, at that time, I should be very pitiful, because I actually saw something suspected of pity in the eyes of that demon.
But that must be my illusion, because the next thing the demon opened his mouth and kissed my lips, in front of so many people, he put his hand in my crotch I'm like a whore, no, I It was originally, but I forgot again, he forced me to drink with him mouth to mouth, forced me to kiss him, forced me to give him oral sex in front of everyone
I forgot how I wasI endured it, and how calmly I asked him to take me to the hotel opposite Soul City to open a room. Some memories were selectively forgotten by me.
The part of me in the forgotten part is definitely unknown to me, vile, lewd, he is Bonny, not me!
I still remember that link.
I straddled him, and this position made his stick go straight into the depths of my body. I will never forget the feeling of shame until I die, and it makes my life worse than death.
I never knew that my body could make a man fascinated. I served Geldalton so well that he knew that I was the ant-like life that he destroyed, but he could still Closing your eyes comfortably, it looks like you must enjoy it.
I seized the right moment and stabbed him hard in the heart with the dagger hidden under the bed sheet
I thought I would hear the sound of flesh being cut and blood gushing out, but the man who had his eyes closed opened his eyes at some point. I was blinded by hatred, and only then did I realize that the man was as intimidating as a snake letter. At that moment, I finally saw a reality clearly, even if I risked my life, I would not be able to take revenge.
A wave of overwhelming sorrow and pain overwhelmed me in an instant, I hate it so much
"If you want to kill me, it's up to you?" The man suddenly exerted force on his waist, and the world was turned upside down. I was pressed on the bed by him, with a ruthless hand leading to hell on my neck.
"I'll fight with you, I'll fight with you, bastard!" I was completely desperate, punching and kicking desperately, I don't know if what I did was in vain, I was already going crazy, suppressed by hatred Nerves are highly tense, and there is only one thought in my mind, if I can't kill this bastard, then let me die!
Then let me die!
What am I still alive for?
Because just the day before, I just found out that Annie is gone!
She left me a letter and just left!
That is her autograph, and the signature is the pattern of our initials that I created with her.
The town of my dreams, the paradise I had longed for, and I want to go back with Annie
I do wish that Geldalton had killed me.
But he didn't, he grabbed my waist and suddenly moved It turned out that he was still in my body.
My body no longer belongs to me, it has been developed to be extremely sensitive, even under the body of an enemy I hate who wants to peel the skin and eat meat, it actually betrayed me, and its bones softened under the impact of the enemy.
At that moment, I knew what real sorrow is!
Geldalton is a crazy bastard who actually said he was interested in me.
The consequence of what he said was that I was taken home by him and became his pet alone.
I resisted, I ran away, I went on a hunger strike As a result of this, I was dizzy from hunger, fell down the stairs on the second floor, and rolled to the devil's feet.
At that time, I still had one leg on the steps, and I appeared in front of him in a very embarrassed and ugly state.
He seemed disgusted by me, turned around and picked up a potted plant next to the stairs. It was a large porcelain pot with a diameter of about 50 centimeters. The demon was so powerful that he lifted it above his head. Then he smiled cruelly at me. , the porcelain basin in my hand hit my leg
?Because of my leg injury, I had to stay in bed, and besides guards and nurses, even suicide became a luxury.
But the devil didn't let me go because of my broken bone. He stayed with me longer and longer. He tortured me endlessly. The leg injury was still not healed. be hospitalized.
I didn't pay attention to whether the doctors and nurses looked at me with sympathy or disgust. I only knew that I was rotten from the inside out, and the stench made me almost suffocate.
This is Boni, this is not me. I anesthetized myself over and over again, and saw a handsome young man holding the hand of a girl in the small town of my hometown. The small manor with white walls and red tiles in front of me was their home. .
But I knew in my heart that I would never go back
When Geldalton said he loved me, my reaction was dull.
No shock, no surprise, no hatred, no doubts!
For a long time, I didn't say a word, treating myself as air.
The devil didn't torment me like before, but when I couldn't give him the bed reaction he wanted, he would angrily slap me in the face, but I didn't go to the hospital again, I'm already very grateful.
It took me a whole year to recover from just one broken leg bone.
I don¡¯t remember exactly how many times I went to the hospital this year, and how many times I had to get a plaster cast before I finally stood up.
If I ever see my parents again, I will tell them they were right.
But for me, the price of growing up is too great, so that I dare not have any unreasonable thoughts from then on.
Would I love Garrett Dalton?
No, I'm afraid even the hatred is running out.
I just want to leave, leave, even if heaven can¡¯t go back, I want to go to a hell without Geldalton (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com)??It took me a whole year to recover.
I don¡¯t remember exactly how many times I went to the hospital this year, and how many times I had to get a plaster cast before I finally stood up.
If I ever see my parents again, I will tell them they were right.
But for me, the price of growing up is too great, so that I dare not have any unreasonable thoughts from then on.
Would I love Garrett Dalton?
No, I'm afraid even the hatred is running out.
I just want to leave, leave, even if heaven can¡¯t go back, I want to go to a hell without Geldalton (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com