Hui Feng nodded: "This subordinate will definitely tell the young master."
Su Wan held the box in her hand, feeling a little hot in her heart, but holding it made her feel a lot more at ease. She was still in the mood to feed the geese for a while, and seeing them eat something, she hurriedly Back to Guanyuan.
Then, I opened the box when I was alone in the dormitory.
Inside the box was a golden hairpin of ginkgo leaves, and a letter was pressed under it. Su Wan took out the golden hairpin, looked at it carefully for a moment, then put it aside, and took out the envelope.
Her fingers trembled slightly, she lowered her eyes, opened the seal of the envelope, and took out the letter paper inside.
The thin piece of paper on it is an undated letter from Heli.
He has already signed and sealed the letter. If she wants to, just add the date and name, and the letter will become real.
The book says:
May my wife leave,
? Comb the bun again, and sweep the crescent eyebrows beautifully.
Cleverly presenting a slim and graceful posture, he is the master of selecting and hiring high-ranking officials.
Let go of grievances and knots, let alone hate each other.
One is different and two are wide, each is happy.
Her fingers slid across her, and every word and sentence on it seemed to be engraved on her heart stroke by stroke. The apex of her heart hurt slightly, and then spread little by little. The pain made her unable to breathe. Before I knew it, tears fell.
"One difference and two wide, each happy"
She murmured softly, closed her eyes, tears fell down one after another, wet her clothes, she wiped it with a handkerchief, and when she opened her eyes again, her eyes were reddish with tears.
"So what about me, I'm happy with you"
Su Wan was dissatisfied with Li Lin before, and felt that he cheated her, making her have to suffer the pain of being separated from her relatives, and for the sake of the future, she had to stand up and try to make herself stronger.
Because she no longer has a backer in the future, she can only rely on herself, and then live a lifetime of strength in the ups and downs.
It's not that she doesn't want to believe that he will treat her well and make her rely on her forever, but she also doesn't want to bet her whole life on whether a man will be consistent and never change.
At this time, it is true that he likes her, but one year later, ten years later, or even twenty or thirty years later, if the two of them no longer have feelings for each other by then, he will not take a concubine, maybe he will not. I will take care of her again, and when the time comes, she will be thousands of miles away from home and alone, where should she return.
These days, she has actually been thinking in her heart that she is embarrassing him and finding fault with him. If he shows any reluctance or impatience, she probably won't continue the engagement with him.
If he has no patience with her now, how can he expect to have it in the future? !
Some people say that the love between mountains and seas can be leveled, that is the greatness of love!
But love and marriage can be the same thing, or they can be two different things!
It is true that she likes him now, but she does not have the courage to leave her blood relatives for this feeling, go away for him, and give up the life and future she wants.
She once asked herself, dare? ! Can it be done? !
She dare not.
Maybe it's because their relationship isn't that deep yet, enough to make her give everything.
But at this time, seeing that he left her a way out, so that she can make another choice in the future, and then ask her again, if she would like to? Ask her if it's worth it? Ask her if she dares?
During this period, she can watch how he does, understand his thoughts, and even test him, and then think about whether to go with him? Do you want to join hands with him and live your whole life?
Her tears fell on the letter paper, making a slight clicking sound.
She wiped it with a handkerchief in a panic, feeling guilty and distressed, and she didn't know what kind of mood he was in when he wrote this letter and left the book.
Before Madam got married, the He Li book had already been written.
Su Wan let herself cry for a while, then folded the letter and Li Shu, put them back into the envelope, and put them in a wooden box.
The wooden box was specially prepared by her to hold the letters that Li Lin sent her. She didn't want Xiao Sang Xiaowan to see it, so she locked it with a small brass lock, and took it out to read when she missed him. look.
She first put the envelope on top of the pile of letters, but felt it was inappropriate, and finally took out all the letters, put this one at the bottom, and then put the other letters in.
I only wish that this Heli book has been kept here and will not come in handy.
After locking the box and putting it back in its original place, she calmed down and opened the door to let Xiaosang and Xiaowan in.
The two saw that Su Wan was in a bad mood, but Su Wan hadn't been in a good mood for a while, so they didn't dare to ask her what was wrong, so they had to keep their heads down and pack up, preparing the clothes they would use for the few days at Da En Temple.
Because I went to the temple to pray, it is definitely inappropriate to wear too bright clothes. I need some plain clothes, but not too plain. Fortunately, Su Wan has a lot of clothes, so I quickly picked a few sets, but I was a little hesitant about the headgear.
For her headdress, there are several hosta hairpins, most of which are fancy, and what kind of inlaid with silk, all kinds of patterns are immortal.
"Just take two jade hairpins that you wear on weekdays, and this one."
Su Wan picked up the golden ginkgo leaf hairpin that was placed on the dressing table earlier. The veins of the ginkgo leaves on it were lifelike, and it was very beautiful to look at. "Take this one too."
"Take them all." Xiao Sang Xiaolan quickly picked out a few and finished the matter.
Su Wan pinched the hairpin holding a ginkgo leaf, and finally smiled a little.
In the next two days, Su Wan took care of things in the house, took Xiao Sang Xiaoman and followed Wang to Da En Temple.
Originally, Mrs. Wang only planned to bring Su Wan and Wang Weixi, but after much deliberation, she also brought Su Luo along. The little girl had been bored for a long time, so let her go out to breathe a sigh of relief.
It was difficult for Su Luo to get out of the door, and she sat in a carriage with Su Wan, like a bird out of a cage, chattering non-stop, Su Wan listened to her helplessly, barely coping.
Arriving at Da'en Temple, the carriage stopped at the gate, and an old monk in monk's robe came to greet him.
"Master Jiangchen." Wang clasped his hands together and performed a Buddhist salute. The three girls and the servants who followed him also saluted together.
? Master Jiang Chen folded his palms together and saluted: "Amitabha, the honored person is coming, but I am far away to welcome you. The courtyard has been prepared in the temple, and the nobleman is invited to go."
Wang said: "Master Lao will lead the way."
Master Jiang Chen said: "Please come inside, noblemen."
Su Guan Wang Weiwei and Su Luo followed Wang to the temple, just passed the lotus pond in front of the Great Buddha Hall, and met someone who was going back the other way.
The two teams collided with each other.
Su Ling stood beside King Sui, with a ruddy face and a small belly. When she saw the people from Jinning Duke's mansion, her eyes lit up, and then she smiled, and was supported by the servants.
"Grandmother."
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