Recently, Shen Jiao can't help being alone in a daze, staring blankly at the ceiling, she doesn't know what is going on in her mind.
Hugging the pillow in his arms, he lazily reached out and fumbled for the phone beside him to answer, "What is it?"
On the other end of the phone, Ting Chengjun's deep and charming voice came out, "Come out, there is something I want to talk to you about."
"Is there anything else to talk about between us?" Shen Jiao looked at the ceiling and slowly closed her eyes.
"I said, we are destined to be entangled for the rest of our lives, come out, I really have something to tell you, I want to have a good talk with you." Ting Chengjun's voice seemed to have a faint plea.
Shen Jiao held the phone in her hand, was silent for a moment, and then said softly, "Where is it?"
"Playground." With a charming voice, Shen Jiao returned softly, "Yes."
Hanging up the phone, looking out the window with a little confusion, with a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth.
Playground
Ting Chengjun seemed to have already been waiting there, the dim light hit him, and the shadow stretched so long. Shen Jiao walked over slowly and stood beside Ting Chengjun. For a while, neither of them spoke, they just stood there quietly.
"Little guy." After a long time, Ting Chengjun's deep voice called Shen petite guy so softly.
"Let's be together." As if mustering up a lot of courage, the truth in Ting Chengjun's words made Shen Jiao startled, and turned around to see Ting Chengjun looking at her expectantly.
"Where's Lin Xiaoxiao? You're getting married, aren't you? How can we be together?" Shen Jiao asked back, with a faint expectation in her heart, if he was willing to let go of everything and take her away, she would definitely leave with him without hesitation.
"If we marry her, won't we be able to be together? This is not contradictory, is it?" Ting Chengjun really summoned up a lot of courage, only he himself knows how nervous he is.
"Ting Chengjun, do you mean to let me be your shady lover? By your side without status, as your mistress? Hehe, mistress, what is a mistress?" Shen Jiao suddenly smiled, Tears flowed out of laughter, which made Ting Chengjun's heart flustered instantly.
"I only have you as a woman. I haven't touched her. It's just a title, little guy, do you love me?" Ting Chengjun looked at Shen Jiao expectantly, his eyes were so anxiously expecting Shen Jiao's answer.
"Love, but what can you do? Ting Chengjun, do you love me? Let me answer for you, you love me, but what can you do? Even if you love me, you married another woman, what can you give me?" I love you, your heart, but you can¡¯t give me a marriage, a home. Because you can¡¯t let go of too many things, you talk about protecting me, for my own good, but you say it yourself, why don¡¯t you For yourself, if you can let go of everything, you can take me away. If you say take me away, then I will leave with you desperately. But you didn¡¯t. You let me be your mistress. Mistress of light. You love me, do you really love me? For you, too many things are more important than me, maybe you can¡¯t let me go, maybe you love me, but you can¡¯t let me wear a wedding dress after all The most ridiculous thing is that you still hold me and don't let go, so that I can't choose others, you think I'm even deprived of the right to wear a wedding dress." Shen Jiao's calm words made Ting Chengjun There was a faint pain in his heart, and there was a touch of uneasiness.
"Give me some time, please?" Ting Chengjun said softly, "One day I will put on a wedding dress for you, it's just some time, isn't it possible?"
"Time, how long is it? One three years have passed, how many more years can I wait for you? Ting Chengjun, why do you really think I have been alone for these three years? Enough is enough, you can It's over, it's time to end. Mistress, hehe, Ting Chengjun, I didn't expect that one day you would let me be your mistress." Shen Jiao smiled so desolately, the wind blew away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and her body was so fragile. So cool.
"I didn't ask you to be my mistress, little guy, you know I've always asked you to be my woman, only my woman." Ting Chengjun frowned and said, not understanding why she just didn't understand He didn't understand why everything had to be like this?
"To be your woman, to be a woman you can't see? When you are sick, you are still in the house and no one cares about it. When you are hurt, you lick your wounds alone, waiting in the house every day for you who don't know when you will come back. , This is not what a mistress is, Ting Chengjun, don¡¯t deceive yourself, okay, do you think you have dropped me too often? You broke the engagement after proposing, and you ruined everything. You said it was for me Okay, to protect me, okay, I'll wait for you, wait for you threeyear, so what? "There was no anger in Shen Jiao's voice, only deep sadness.
Ting Chengjun looked into Shen Jiao's eyes, and didn't know what to say for a while, the two stood face to face in the night, the wind didn't know whose heart was disturbed, it was so cold. The voice mixed in the wind was slightly bitter, "Little guy, do you really care about a name so much?"
"Do you care so much?" Shen Jiao repeated a few words, "Name? Huh? Am I qualified to care? Why should I care? Ting Chengjun, let's end this between us. Why bother, torture each other , I'm already tired of all the entanglement." Shen Jiao said lightly, what's more, her heart was completely hurt, this time she was really heartbroken.
"I don't agree. I said that even if you die, you will be obsessed with it for a lifetime. You can only give it to me." Ting Chengjun's eyes flashed with determination and anger.
"It's really funny, what are you doing? You are getting married soon, and I will also find someone who loves me to spend the rest of my life with." Shen Jiao said lightly.
"Don't provoke men anymore. You have provoked enough men. Don't make me do things that I don't even know." Ting Chengjun's tone was a little cold.
"Provoke a man, who are you referring to, alivn? Do you think I provoked you? Hehe, how exactly? You don't need me to say it too clearly, do you? Don't you really know some of her little moves? All of this is really funny. We have all changed, the former you never spoke to me so indifferently." Shen Jiao said lightly, without any emotion.
"It's all changed? Indeed, the previous you were never so aggressive, nor so smart. No, the previous you were very smart, but you concealed it very well." Ting Chengjun said with a smile , I felt a little lonely in my heart, even he himself didn't know why.
"Yeah, that's why we should separate too. Let's just leave it at that. Marriage between men and women will have nothing to do with each other in the future." Shen Jiao said coldly and heartlessly, "I have shed enough tears for you, and I don't want to continue anymore. Let's stop here. And I don't want to get involved in your affairs, I don't understand how deep my heart is."
"You seem to know more than I imagined, little guy, no matter how you want to separate the relationship between us, I will not agree. If you want to marry, you can marry, but you don't know that he will live How long?" Ting Chengjun said charmingly, his eyes were still indifferent, meaningless and tender.
"Since that's the case, why let me come out? Since you've already made up your mind, why bother to pretend to be in front of me." Shen Jiao's heart really hurts, it hurts so much that it can't hurt any more.
"Really?" Ting Chengjun paused, "I'll take you back."
"No, from this moment on, I don't want to see you again." Shen Jiao turned and left, but Ting Chengjun did not catch up.
In fact, they are both confused with each other, and they don't understand why they love each other so much, but there are so many things they can't let go of, why they always have thorns, hurt each other, don't know when it started, it has changed For this. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com