Chuyao has never experienced the emotion Fu Yunyan mentioned, so she can't understand it, and it's hard to persuade.
For Jiang Qianyang, she grasped the driftwood's dependence in the midst of difficulties, and for Xiao Jing, she was once tempted and longed to trust. But these two people have disappointed her one after another, like or love, this kind of thing is too unreliable for her.
As for Rong Shaoyang
Chuyao recalled that afternoon in his mind, his deep voice rang in his ears, he called her Yaoyao, and told her that everything was over.
She wanted to numb herself with pain, but he was gentle and cautious.
Compared with Xiao Jing, Rong Shaoyang is more unpredictable, but she wants to trust him out of instinct. Probably because of the childhood, he gave her a piece of life-saving silver when she was in the most difficult time in the snow. From a certain level, she may be more inclined to trust him in her heart.
In addition to trust, what else is there for Rong Shaoyang, she can't tell, and she can't explain, and when she was about to go crazy, he was by his side, and passed through the pain of losing her mother. Rong Shaoyang's place in her heart is not just as simple as a benefactor.
On that other night, he waited for her in the courtyard of Fengxia Palace, dragged her into his arms, and said that he wanted her to stay. Although he said he wanted to leave, she could not deny that her heart was moved and she was ready to stay. In the country of Li. If something like that hadn't happened on the day Rong Shaoyang ascended the throne and his mother was still alive, she would have answered him, I want to stay.
At that time, she already had vague feelings for Rong Shaoyang, although not strong, at least she had a heartbeat, otherwise she would not consider staying.
It's a pity that all of this changed on that day, only hatred for Xiao Jing remained in her heart, and she couldn't tolerate anything else.
Chu Yao closed her eyes and lay on the bed. This night, she dreamed of Rong Shaoyang for the first time. In the dream, he was dressed in white and his hair was light, and he was only a few feet away from her.
She reached out to touch it, but couldn't reach it anyway. He smiled slightly at her, which gradually faded away like smoke.
Chuyao opened her eyes, but the sky was still gray. She turned her face and saw that Fu Yunyan was still fast asleep.
She sat up, lit a candle, and searched for the candlestick in the tent. There are many snakes in the wild, so there should be sulfur in the tents in the army to prevent snakes from approaching and hurting people.
She needed sulfur water to remove the mask, and then persuaded Fu Yunyan to help her put the mask on her face to lure the two shadow guards away. Regardless of whether Fu Yunyan would agree or not, let's find Sulfur first and then make a long-term plan.
Chuyao carefully illuminated every corner, being careful not to disturb the shadow guards outside. After searching for a while, I finally found some sulfur under the table. Chuyao took out a handkerchief and put some on it. She didn't need much. Even if it moved, no one would be able to tell.
Just after finishing this, Yu blew out the candles and lay back on the bed. When she turned around, she saw Fu Yunyan sitting up, staring at her in the dark.
Chu Yao pursed her lips, approached her persistently on the candlestick, hesitated for a moment, and said, "I want to leave."
Fu Yunyan frowned and looked at her suspiciously.
Chuyao sighed softly, sat beside Fu Yunyan, blew out the candles, and narrated some things lightly in a hoarse voice. Including her identity, and what happened with Xiao Jing when they were in Wenguo, but it also concealed a lot, such as the revenge of killing her mother, and the entanglement between Xiao Jing and Rong Shaoyang.
She emphatically said that in Wenguo back then, they suspected each other, hurt each other, and missed each other. That's why she entered the palace pretending to be a beautiful girl, and wanted to know why this series of things happened in the first place. Now she feels that there is nothing to be attached to, so she wants to leave.
The whole story is half-truth and half-false, but there are no doubts about it.
"If according to what you said, everything was a misunderstanding, then why didn't you stay." Fu Yunyan was puzzled.
"Sometimes the damage has already been done, and there is no turning back. Between me and him, what cannot be repaired is mutual trust." Chu Yao lowered his eyes, "He said he would not allow betrayal, and I would not allow him to still have Su Qing in his heart." Mo's shadow, I entered the palace just to find out, but I didn't expect to see a house full of white flowers that he had planted for Su Qingmo in the depths of the forest."
Fu Yunyan knew about the house in the forest that Chuyao said, but she didn't know that it was planted for Chuyao inside, so she believed what Chuyao said.
"You feel that there is no possibility between you, so you decide to leave?"
"Yes, I regret it. I regret entering the palace. Yunyan, you once said that you would help me." Chuyao grabbed Fu Yunyan's hand and looked at her expectantly.
"He won't let you go, so what can I do for you?" Fu Yunyan frowned, she never thought that the mediocre Xia Yihuan in front of her would be the famous Song Chuyao.
"As long as you are willing, it's actually not difficult." Chu Yao lowered his voice and told her the plan in his heart.
Fu Yunyan looked at Chuyao in shock: "You said this face of yours can be changed to mine?"
"It's just a human skin mask. I've already found something to take it off. As long as you wear this mask, go out of the tent to lure the shadow guards away. I will change into the clothes of the soldier and go out of the tent quietly. The driver fled away." " In fact, Chuyao was still not sure whether Fu Yunyan would agree to her proposal, after all, if he helped her escape, Xiao Jing might not forgive her.
However, Fu Yunyan's love for Xiao Jing can actually be a double-edged sword. One is that she is afraid that Xiao Jing will not forgive, and the other is that she loves Xiao Jing, and she probably doesn't want a woman beside Xiao Jing to take away all his attention.
In addition to these reasons, she also believed that Fu Yunyan sincerely regarded her as a friend, and that was what she bet on.
"Yunyan, I won't force you, you can consider it." Chuyao shook her hand, then let it go, got up and wanted to walk back to her bed.
Fu Yunyan lowered her head, the dim light made it impossible to see her expression.
Just when Chuyao thought there was no hope, she raised her head, looked at her and said, "Okay, I'll help."
Chu Yao turned around happily: "Really?"
Fu Yunyan nodded, and said: "As long as you don't regret it and leave this time, I'm afraid he will never forgive you again."
"Yunyan, thank you." Chuyao looked at her with a smile, but felt sore in her heart. If Fu Yunyan knew that what he wanted to help was a woman who would kill her child's father in the future, he would hate her more and regret it in the future.
Fu Yunyan shouldn't have experienced these pains.
Forgive her selfishness, and the revenge she must avenge.
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