Mei Wenjin, who fled from the house, hurriedly took a cold shower and forced himself to wake up.
He never knew that there was still a beast living in his heart, with a gentle face on his face, only he knew how possessive this beast was.
On weekdays, he circled around the court, treated others with gentleness and courtesy, and was extremely gentle towards Murong Nian.
He is also tired, but he never shows it in front of Murong Nian.
In other words, as long as he sees Murong Nian, he will not be so tired.
He didn't want her to be stressed, and he didn't want her to be afraid. He just wanted to see her live carefree like this, see her smile happily, and be the truest self in front of him.
If such an attitude of keeping a distance can make her rely on herself subconsciously, and pull his sleeve when she feels insecure, he will be satisfied.
However, Mei Wenjin never expected that as soon as Mu Huai came back, he would lose control of the beast in his heart.
He was jealous, he was crazy jealous, he really wanted to take Murong Nian as his own, but he knew that if he did, then she would never be one step closer to him in this life.
When he was a child, his husband told him that many things need to be fought by oneself to know the answer and get the result that satisfies him, but these principles have no effect at all now.
If you don't love, you don't love. He knew it two years ago, and now he can't blame others
After finally regaining consciousness, he changed into clean clothes.
Tonight was the first time in the past two years that he lost control. Murong Nian was quite frightened, he was a little worried, and wanted to see her.
When he reached the door, he took a deep breath, collected himself, and then mustered up the courage to open the door and go in.
Fortunately, she has already fallen asleep.
The moonlight spilled in through the window, making it look extraordinarily comfortable.
Mei Wenjin quietly sat down beside the bed, and couldn't help reaching out and rubbing her ear.
Murong Nian didn't sleep well, curled up under the quilt, his small face against the backdrop of the moonlight made him even more reluctant, but his brows were tightly frowned, as if dreaming of something terrible.
Mei Wenjin couldn't bear it in his heart, the moonlight hit his delicate and gentle face, and the affection in his eyes seemed to pour down from the moonlight.
Nian'er, you are my weakness after all
He stretched out his hand to caress the center of her brow, rubbed it lightly, and coaxed her in a low voice for a while.
"Nian'er, be good, tonightit's my fault"
After all, he is not good, he shouldn't lose control, he shouldn't say such things, and he shouldn't forcefully kiss her
Maybe it's because Mei Wenjin has been too repressed in the past two years, and Mei Wenjin didn't even realize that he actually has a heart that wants to possess her, so strong that he can't control himself.
He wanted to take her as his own, to get her openly, to kiss her, to hide her in his arms and hold her in his hands at any time.
Just like how he hid her in his cloak when it snowed last winter, he felt her little one being held in his arms, with a soft and charming fragrance of a daughter, with curved eyebrows and clear eyes, and a smile appeared on his face. A lovely blush appeared, all the way into the bottom of his heart.
That day, she was wearing a bright red palace gown with embroidered gold silk and lotus patterns, and he was wearing a smoky blue auspicious cloud and dark pattern cloak that she was always fond of. She followed him in small steps in the snow, like a pair in the same boat. lover.
A servant who could speak said that they were very affectionate and envious of others.
Seeing Murong Nian blushing and running away, he felt unbearably warm
At that time, he thought that he still had a lot of time to let her slowly walk into his arms, but when he felt the danger, he was like an enraged beast, showing signs of death.
He can't do this
For the first half of his life, he always lived a humble life, without the love of his parents, and no one to teach him by precepts and deeds. Only the old gentleman in the school pitied his background and took him in, but they could only teach him the principles of reading and being a man, but not much.
In fact, he doesn't know how to love someone.
In love, he is also the humble one, he thought that as long as he could be with Murong Nian, he would be content, but he did not expect that people's hearts are so prone to greed.
After sitting by the bed for a long time, seeing Murong Nian finally no longer frowning, he got up and left.
On the second day, Murongnian took the Heli book Bi Tao had found for her, and wrote a copy of it, waiting for Mei Wenjin to give it to him when he came back.
She thought, as long as they reconciled, how could she care about Mu Huai being upright? Mei Wenjin would not ask that kind of question like last night, let alone be so fierce to her.
Who knows, Mei Wenjin didn't come back that day, she was bored waiting, and then fell asleep lying on his desk.
When Mei Wenjin came back, he saw the paper that Murong Nian had pressed under his arm. The words "He Li" were extremely clear, like two sharp swords, piercing straight into his heart.
She actually wrote the Heli book
He walked over and gently woke her up.
When Murong Nian woke up, she felt Mei Wenjin's hand caressing her side face. When she woke up, she paused indiscernibly, but she still didn't want to take it away.
Murong Nian sat up straight, Mei Wenjin withdrew her hand, and the He Li book on the table was unobstructed, reflected in his eyes, Murong Nian's heart suddenly felt sour, a trace of regret welled up, and she was quickly suppressed go down:
"My son-in-law, this is He Lishu. After I enter the palace to beg my father and queen mother, we let's make peace!"
As Murong Nian said, he grabbed the copy of the Heli book she had copied and handed it over, looking away, flustered, not daring to look him in the eye.
Mei Wenjin looked at her dodging, and felt that it was not He Lishu, but a judgment for the rest of his life, declaring that he would not be able to find love in his life.
"Princess If you really want to reconcile this time, there will definitely be an uproar. The princess has thought about how to deal with it?" Mei Wenjin did not rush to take it.
"Think it over!" Murong Nian replied without thinking.
She didn't understand what was going on in the court at all, she didn't know why His Majesty wanted her to marry her, she didn't know that it was Mu Huai who begged His Majesty to guard the border two years ago, let alone what happened in the court today.
"My son-in-law, we don't like each other, so don't delay any longer. I know that two years ago, you had no choice but to agree to the marriage because of your father. Now that Brother Mu Huai is back, you know what I mean. Afterwards, you can also find another girl you like to marry, so you don't have to wrong yourself like this!"
He forced her last night, but she actually thought that she was forced to marry her, and she actually thought that he didn't like her
"You were drunk last night, II won't blame you, and I won't tell my father" Really wanting to know what Mei Wenjin was thinking, Murong Nian suddenly added.
Hearing what she said, Mei Wenjin smiled self-deprecatingly, was he drunk last night?
But why does he still remember that kiss so clearly
Mei Wenjin endured the bitterness in her heart, and took the Heli book from her hand.
He didn't want to read what Heli wrote in that copy, but that line of words caught his eyes.
"One difference and two wide, everyone is happy."
After parting with her, how could he have any joy?
Since she wants to reconcile, she can't hide what happened today. I'm afraid that tomorrow, he can't hide it even if he wants to.
"Princess, if you really want to reconcile and leave, it will take some time." Mei Wenjin kept calm, folded the book and stuffed it into his sleeve.