?Life is full of contradictions, large and small; full of many helplessness.
?Being born in the secular world, you will inevitably be entangled by the world of mortals, and nine out of ten you can't help yourself.
When you want to live in seclusion by the spring and under the forest, your heart of serving the monarchy makes you often want to enter the world. When you live in a high temple, your heart that cannot display your talents, is suppressed everywhere, and is always fettered, makes you secretly think of retiring; when you yearn for freedom and follow your will, your heart The heart of honoring your parents and being responsible for your wife's food and clothing makes you have to face the reality and bend your back; when you are rolling and struggling in the mud of reality, your heart without ideals and no light will make your The ideals are raised again and again, yearning for ideals and freedom
No matter how difficult and troublesome it is, you have to bite the bullet and move forward on the road of life.
For a long time, although I was in the officialdom, my heart was always in the mountains, forests and countryside. It has always been like this and has not changed. When there is nothing to do, I always draw an ideal life scene in my imagination:
The bamboos are cultivated to form forests, the springs are tinkling, and the sounds of birds are forming a rhyme, humming and buzzing. Carrying a pot of old wine, the ancient and modern anecdotes and anecdotes are all laughing and talking; writing a few poems and essays, the world's human emotions and scenery are all freely swayed.
Over the years, on this road of life, I have been travelling, tired in body and even more tired in heart. To deal with personnel, to handle official duties, to balance the gap between reality and ideals. Not to mention anything else, looking at the white hair on these two temples, it looks like it has been stained with frost and snow. It can't help but remind people of the stars in the distant night sky.
Although spring is good, but the pace is hurried, and it can't last as long as the flowing water. I have been in the official career for many years. At this time, even if there are foreign affairs and foreign things that make me stay in the moment, I still have to obey the inner arrangements and decisions, gently put down the mundane affairs, and return to Linquan. Think about it, no matter how great the prosperity is, it cannot be as long as the leisurely and plain;
It is my long-standing idea to go back and live in seclusion in the mountains. These years, due to various reasons, I had to do my best in this official career; because of various reasons, I had to wander around in this foreign land. At this age and in this situation, you should do what you should do, and you should do what you should do. I don't have any nostalgia for my official career anymore; I can fully explain my family; I should have an explanation for my inner persistence. So, please don't have any doubts about my intention to go back. My heart to go home is so firm, so high, so pure, as firm as there are clouds in the sky; as high as the clouds in the sky that you cannot touch; as pure as the clouds in the sky The color of the white clouds.
Even without personal experience, simply thinking about the life of hermitage will make people fascinated. Not to mention, at a certain moment, when I really linger among the secluded high mountains and clear flowing water, changing cups and changing cups with drunken eyes, I enjoy the real happy life. Unrestrained, drunk to rest, this is the culmination of life.
At that time, when the flowers bloom, I will enjoy it calmly; when the flowers fall, I don't need to be sad. At that time, the flowers blooming and withering will not be the reason for the fleeting spring and the hasty sigh of life; the full moon and the moon will only be a natural proof of the movement of celestial bodies and the changes of seasons. I want to cherish this wonderful time, savor the life of Guizhen carefully, and appreciate the rural scenery. I want to live every day for eternity.
Recalling those rainy days, thinking of that wet heart, I once thought that the rain in nature has become a kind of suffering. After returning to hermitage, the days of bitter rain were just a dream of yesterday. There are no entanglements, no barriers, when the time comes, I will quietly watch the rain fall from the sky, and be grateful for the rain that I don¡¯t know when it will fall. After the rain, I will seriously appreciate the washed green hills and observe the moistened dense forest with my heart. The mountains after the rain will definitely be brighter and more pleasant, and at that time, my mood will definitely be brighter for it.
From then on, there is no need to drink wine for entertainment; no need to drink wine for worry. At that time, the wine will return to its clear and intoxicating standard, and I will return to my natural and pure heart. When the mood came, I would fill the boat with wine, go boating between the lakes and mountains, drink to my heart's content, and never get drunk.
In life, many good times have been wasted in frustration; in life, most of the true nature of temperament has been eroded in the busy career. After returning to hermitage, I will cherish the good time, not letting a day pass by, and not letting the charming spring scenery disappear before my eyes in vain.
This is my comfortable life;
This is my happy life;
Attached the original words:
For many years, I have sent my thoughts to the forest, and the dust on the temples has become stars. Fangyi is not as far away as water, and the desire to return to the sky is flat with the clouds.
linger and get drunk, the flowers fade forever, and the mountains shine after the rain. From then on, the boat will carry wine, don't teach idleness but spring love. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com