Shenzhen has been raining heavily for several days in a row, and Ah Sang's mood is just like this rainy day, dull and depressing. The eldest sister quit her job in the factory for her sake and stayed in the hospital every day to take care of her. Ah Sang, who came to Shenzhen at the expense of cutting off his parents for his dreams and love, not only had his dreams and love shattered, but also suffered serious physical and mental damage due to long-term depression and malnutrition. She knew that her life was like a candle in the wind, which would go out at any time. The eldest sister's family situation was not good, but now she even lost her job. In the afternoon, the hospital came again to call for payment of the hospitalization fee. The eldest sister kept saying good things to the hospital, saying that she was trying to find a way. Even so, the eldest sister still comforted Ah Sang, telling her not to worry, but to feel better, and she would find a way to get money. Ah Sang looked at the elder sister's somewhat gray hair, and felt as uncomfortable as a needle prick in his heart. Regret and self-blame are like a stone on the heart at the same time. Ah Sang's face was pale, and his hair began to fall out. Her tears had dried up, and the sunken eye sockets made her elder sister want to cry.
Ah Sang's sister decided to take out the more than 20,000 yuan on her card to see a doctor for Ah Sang. It was originally used by the village to send her son to college, so let's talk about it later.
All afternoon, Ah Sang lay in bed in a daze. She hardly spoke. Seeing her like that, Ah Sang's eldest sister felt sad and helpless. Until now, the eldest sister has not told her parents about Ah Sang's illness. If they knew that Ah Sang was terminally ill, they would feel even more uncomfortable. But, can't we keep telling them? In any case, Ah Sang is also their daughter. She took the wrong path at the beginning because she was too young and only had good ideals and love in her heart. At that time, she couldn't see what the road ahead was like, and always felt that everything was bright. She has come to the point where she is today, and she also regrets it in her heart. The eldest sister decided to call her parents tomorrow night and tell them about Ah Sang's real condition. If it didn't work, she took Ah Sang back to her hometown for treatment.
Liu Zhi also hasn't come for a few days, and now Ah Sang doesn't think whether he will come or not. It can be regarded as a kind of friend who met by chance, what do you expect others to do to you? What's more, now that I am like this, who would take the initiative to do so many things. Ah Sang also understood in his heart that Liu Zhi's approach to him was not a kind of attraction in the relationship between men and women. Or maybe there is a little sympathy for her. Ever since he told Ah Sang the reason for the conflict between him and his wife, Ah Sang has had an opinion on Liu Zhi. She herself was deceived by a heartless man, and she could not tolerate any man who betrayed his wife. That day when Liu Zhi kissed her on the cheek, she didn't refuse or stop her, because she didn't want to embarrass Liu Zhi. After all, they helped themselves. Those days when Liu Zhi was looking forward to seeing her, she also wanted someone to come and talk to her, because she was too lonely.
Liu Zhi didn't come to the hospital for a few days. On the one hand, he was sticky with Liu Yanni. On the other hand, when he came to the hospital and saw the misery of Ah Sang and the sisters, he didn't know what to do. That day he paid more than 1,000 yuan for Ah Sang's hospitalization fee, but he thought that Ah Sang should be fine, and the money was nothing. But now that Ah Sang has been diagnosed with blood cancer, it won't work for three or five thousand. If Liu Zhi is asked to help Ah Sang with more money, firstly, he does not seem to be able to do it now, and secondly, he himself is not willing. He admitted that when he approached Ah Sang, he was more attracted by her beauty and personality. He decided to call Ah Sang tomorrow, and said that he was on a business trip and was out of town. I went back to see her in a few days.
In the evening, Ah Sang took the initiative to drink some porridge. After nine o'clock, Ah Sang asked the eldest sister to buy some fruit to eat. She said she wanted to eat lychees, so the eldest sister went to the street.
? When a family member of a patient found that Ah Sang was hanging from the drain pipe in a squatting room in the hospital bathroom, Ah Sang was already out of breath. Ah Sang tore his skirt into several pieces and hanged himself. The family member of the patient screamed and called the medical staff, Ah Sang's legs were soaked in the urinal. After they washed Ah Sang's body, they took her to the morgue.
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After Asang's eldest sister came back from buying fruit, she heard that her younger sister had committed suicide and passed out on the spot.
After the eldest sister woke up, she went to see her younger sister's body. She endured her grief and called her parents. It was his father who answered the phone. After Ah Sang's eldest sister told his father about Ah Sang's suicide in tears, his father didn't speak for a long time. Finally, the father said: "Then burn her, your mother and I don't want to see her anymore. Just treat her as dead."
Ah Sang's eldest sister hung up the phone silently, and she squatted outside the hospital gate and began to cry. She didn't know whether she was crying for her dead sister or her father's unfeeling attitude. She cried for a long time, and finally, under the persuasion of the relevant personnel in the hospital, she went to handle matters related to the disposal of Ah Sang's body.
Ah Sang's suicide also alarmed the leadership of the hospital. The hospital believed that the hospital should also bear some responsibility for Ah Sang's suicide, and decided to waive the hospitalization fees owed by Ah Sang during his lifetime. For the humanitarian spirit of the hospital, Ah Sang's eldest sister expressed her thanks again and again in tears.
 ??When I paid attention to you, I realized that you are so beautiful, with the gentleness and elegance of a Jiangnan girl, sentimental, like a small bridge and flowing water. At that time, wanting to approach you was more of a man's greed. Thinking about it now, how ashamed I am!
Now that you are gone, you will never see your newly written text again. But I still want to send you a lot of notes, because you have never returned a note to me. And I also think that blog is your soul, although you are gone, your soul is still there.
I think of the way you told me your story in Overseas Chinese Town, and the displeasure and disdain you showed after listening to me about the conflict with Li Xiang, it is still so true.
Starting today, I also write a blog, let us communicate in the blog. "
Liu Zhi didn't know if what he wrote was called a commemorative article, but he felt that this was how he felt.
Sitting in front of the computer, he thought of Li Xiang again. He knew that he was not a good man, and he deeply hurt his wife who once loved him deeply. It's just that he thinks that Li Xiang is the kind of person who can see things aside, unlike Asang who goes into a dead end. Liu Zhi also understood that the harm done to his wife was irreversible.
When Liu Zhi was still in a trance, Liu Yanni called. Liu Zhi saw it and didn't want to answer it, so he turned off the phone. He started to hate this girl now and regretted clinging to her. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com