"When I was a child, you threw me into a snake's nest, into the barrenness, and you left me to fend for myself. I was so scared to death, I cried and shouted, hoping that someone could help me, how desperate I was at that time, But you never care about it. You are really cruel. I have believed in you many times, but you have brought me more despair. It probably started from that time. My heart has changed. It's going to be numb Heh, it would be great if I could keep being numb like this" I won't give up my heart but get despair again, and end up with scars.
"I, I know, I've been following you all the time, I'm afraid you're in danger, but I can't do that I'm sorry" Yan Po supported his body and turned his head away, looking at Yan Xia who was already in tears , Said regretfully: "Silly sister, you are still so kind, please stop crying? It's not worth it for someone like me I want to see you smile, can you show me, okay?"
Yan Xia could feel that the powerful life of Yan Yan was slowly passing away. When she learned the truth of the year, she had let go of all the resentment.
In order to fulfill the last wish of Yan Xing, he hugged Xing Xing tightly, said with a forced smile: "Don't be like this? I finally let go of my guard, and when I want to talk to you, you have to leave me, you How can this brother be like this? He is still a few years older than me, so he is so ignorant and childish! He is still the same as when he was a child, only chasing me around with a toy snake, and finally scared me to tears. It's too bad"
Ÿ‚â~ laughed, not only laughing at himself, but also laughing at them at that time. He was so innocent. If he could go back, he might express his emotions well, and he would not regret his life
Just when they let go of each other, Huan looked at Yiye Youping who was not far away and said, "Live well, Xia'er"
"Brother¡ª¡ªBrother, Brother Xi"
The sun at this time is the most hopeful moment, but this man who bears the sun has gradually turned cold in the warmthforever
?Pan Xia was in great grief holding her, and the cry echoed on the shore of the lake, making people burst into tears and heartbroken
When the yacht docked, Yan Xia was still refusing to let go of his already cold body, and the surrounding Yan people were also solemn and quiet when they saw this.
After a long time, they fired guns to bid farewell, and the entire eastern periphery was shrouded in a kind of intense grief.
Charlie, wolf dog, and Yan? all tried to persuade Yan Xia, but Yan Xia still couldn't hear what they were saying, and kept holding her until the afternoon, when the sun was shining, she felt that she was not strong enough, and then she let go. As soon as she saw the remains of the raft, her eyelids became heavier and heavier, and her heart became dead silent.
However, things tend to develop to the worst. When Xia Xia woke up from a coma for a few hours, she hadn't recovered from her grief before she learned another sad thing.
Her world collapsed suddenly, shattering her powerful consciousness into pieces
? At the end of July 2013, Bin Tingxiuer, the wife of the Kun Ye Group and the eldest princess of the Nordic aristocratic Bin Ting family, passed away due to a critical illness
She woke up from the nightmare, but unfortunately she was still living in the nightmare after waking up. The only difference was that she would never wake up from this nightmare.
She fell off the bed suddenly, her body was completely exhausted, she had to crawl if she couldn't walk, she was going to see her dearest person, she had to ask her why she refused to tell her the truth, and she had to hide that she was critically ill In such a situation, why should she be left behind?
"You always say that you are very busy at work and don't have time to accompany me. All this is to plan for my future life, so I will be considerate of you, I will be obedient, try to be a good boy, and don't cause trouble for you and make you worry. Even if you don¡¯t even come back for Chinese New Year, it doesn¡¯t matter, I can wait, every year I just need to wait for my birthday, really, 365 days a year, just one day can stay with my parents, I It's really satisfying. But why didn't you tell me even at the end, that you want me to be an unfilial son for the rest of my life, and make me regret it for the rest of my life. You are all liars! You always say it's for me, but In the end, I didn't even see each other for the last time, and I will live in the torment of self-blame for the rest of my life."
The tears on her face were never dried, and this was probably when she was most desperate.
After losing her loved one, her heart was already riddled with holes. In the end, only resentment was left in her heart. She resented everyone, and she also resented herself.
"I died to save myself. My mother has been ill for many years, but I didn't even know it. I'm so unfilial! I used that person's money all my heart.In the morning, he ignored his mother. My mother's illness is not without clues, she always coughs, I have noticed all this, but I If I had been firmer at that time, maybe my mother would have told me everything, and it would not be the last time I have seen my mother. I haven't even seen Mom left me like this and left, so what should I do in the future? Mom, how should I face the future of life? Why am I still alive? Obviously the one who should die is me, not my mother or my mother, why? You are going to leave me alone Mom, can you take me with you? Don't leave me alone, don't leave me alone, I'm afraid"
But there is no medicine for regret in this world. Regrets are regrets after all.
The door opened, and Aunt Ea ran in in a panic. She saw Yan Xia laying on the ground and wailing, and she couldn't stop crying: "Miss, get up quickly, your body is still very weak, get up quickly, your wife will be sad if you are like this." Miss Miss"
Yan Xia was helped up, and when she saw that it was Aunt Ea, she just hugged her and cried a lot, and finally she fainted from exhaustion
Woke up again, it was still late at night, her eyes were so red and swollen that she couldn't open her eyes, and her body was weak, but she had to be strong, and she had to see her mother for the last time.
"Miss, take a bite, you can't have anything else, ma'am, she" As soon as Aunt ea mentioned this matter, she began to cry.
After hearing this, Yan Xia was heartbroken and cried again. When she had some energy left, she asked, "Auntie Ea, when did it happen? Why didn't I know anything about it? Where is Daddy? Where is he? "
Aunt Ea wiped away the tears on her face. She was combing Yan Xia's hair and choked up several times, "Three days ago, Madam's condition was already very bad. When she learned that Miss was trapped in the east, she was even more physically and mentally exhausted. Just like that After I fell down, I never woke up" (Remember this website: www.hlnovel.com