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Chapter 138 Seeing me lose my mind, will you be moved?

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    The words I have suppressed for a long time are all asked at this moment. The trust, suspicion, and trust all these days have come to my heart, and they have broken out of the cocoon, but they have not become butterflies, but bright red ants, gnawing at my flesh and blood.  Pain into the bone marrow.

    Linhan listened to my questioning but didn't move at all, just looked at me sadly and helplessly.

    I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, turned my gaze and continued, "Forget it, it's useless to worry about these things now. From now on, you marry yours, and I take my university entrance examination. Let's be separated from each other."  Wide, everyone is happy."

    The throbbing pain in my heart has spread to every part of my body. Only now did I realize that I was not unrestrained at all. I just held my last breath to say the farewell words. Maybe when I separated from him, I would feel heartbroken.  die.

    The night outside the car window was already late at night, and God seemed to have got the message, knowing my current mood, and it started to rain in a reasonable way, not too small, and the continuous pouring rain fell on the car, urging and breaking.

    ? In the middle of May, there was a heavy rain, which was almost like a cold winter day, but I felt colder in my body. I didn¡¯t know where it came from. I just felt that I was frozen.

    I remembered, tomorrow is the engagement banquet between him and An Ran, and today I came to have a showdown with An Heng.  It's not that Linhan came so fast, but that he was going to come back to hold his own grand happiness. With a beauty by his side, do he still need to be my little bodyguard?  I laugh at myself, do you really think he loves you?  !

    Suddenly a big warm hand covered mine, as if the sun pulled me back, I looked into those dark brown pupils, and saw him jokingly said: "I was still secretly happy just now, you will be jealous; now  I am desperate, am I really not important to you at all?"

    My heart suddenly tightened, and I looked at him for a long time. His dark brown pupils were filled with self-deprecating sadness. I shook off his hand and said, "Do you think you are the only one who is hurting? Have you considered my feelings?  ?¡±

    Lin Han was taken aback, and I only felt hot eyes. I quickly lowered my eyes and lowered my head, fearing that he would see my tears and said: "You have been by my side for eight years, and I have always trusted you very much, do you know that?"

    I looked up at him, his eyes were very tender, through his eyes, I seemed to see his fiery heart, and at the same time, I saw myself in it, the mischievous self, the crying self,  The self who loves to laugh.

    "How did you repay me?" I looked at him with a sense of powerless pain, his eyes kept flickering, and he stretched out his hand and said, "I" I immediately interrupted him: "You don't  Do you think this is cruel? What do you think of me? A dispensable doll or a dilapidated puppet?!" In the end, I couldn't control my emotions, and I almost yelled out.

    He hugged me into his arms and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"

    What's the use of being sorry?  !  You have no idea what I want!  What I want is your current loyalty, your current companionship, your current everything, I want you to marry me, I don¡¯t care what the law is, I just want to be with you, to be your wife, I can justifiably stand by you  By my side, grow old with you.

    In the end, you have to promise these things to other women and give your companionship to other women. I broke away suddenly and shouted: "Don't touch me!"

    Linhan was startled, like a rag doll who lost his soul, he lowered his head and said: "Sure enough, you are the most difficult test, you are really amazing." He smiled wryly, and I didn't understand what he meant.

    "An Heng kept asking me why I insisted on doing this? I told him that I just followed my own will." I laughed at myself, I came to snatch him from An Ran, and he was within reach right in front of my eyes  , but why do I think he is nothingness?

    Linhan looked up at me, frowning, obviously unhappy that I mentioned another man's name in front of him, as expected, he grabbed my shoulder and said angrily: "You would rather tell him what you think, but never  Willing to share with me, do you think he is better than me?"

    I shook my head and smiled, "I feel like I've been wrong all along."

    "What?" Linhan asked in confusion, with undisguised anger in his voice.

    I looked at him and said, "At first I thought you were by my side, and company was what I wanted most. Later, when you went to the East, I felt that tolerance became the trust between us. I understand now that you put my  Tolerance has become a weapon that hurts me, and I am riddled with wounds by you, but I am looking for a tonic for myself when I am devastated."

    I laughed at myself even more, and Lin Han grabbed my shoulder even harder, the veins on his forehead and hands had already exploded, "I am sincere to you." The few words that almost gritted my teeth only made me even more angry  heartache.

    "by my sideI have very few friends, you know better than anyone else, Linhan, you are the only one in my world.  Tan Yuming is right, he was arranged by my family to be by my side; An Heng, I came to the club because of you, although I think he is very cunning, but his purpose is very simple, just want to complete An Ran's marriage  Your long-term fate, they are more like brothers or friends who can talk to me.  From the moment I chose you, I said I would not leave you, but what about you?  sincere?  !  Do you think I will believe it?  Need me to help you figure out how many women there are?  "

    Linhan was in pain, his eyes were bloodshot, he pondered for a moment and said: "If I say that these are not what I want, would you believe me?"

    Without even thinking about it, I replied: "I believe it!"

    Surprised by my answer, Linhan raised a faint smile and said, "Then you will stay by my side, I promise you, after these things pass, we will have a better future, trust me." Immediately he  Caress my face and smile.

    I looked at him, my heart ached, I knew my eyes were red, I stubbornly kept my tears from falling, knocked off his hand and shouted: "Do you want me to be your lover?!"

    Linhan didn't speak, but looked at me, as if telling me, this is only temporary, and I'm here for our better future.

    The pain in my whole body has become numb, only my head began to have a kind of cracking pain, and my vision became blurred. I shook my head violently to keep myself awake, and dragged each word slowly and clearly: "I tell you  impossible!"

    Linhan's hand stopped in mid-air, and he stared blankly at me, unable to believe it.

    I can't believe it either, this is the result of waiting for so long.  I can't stay longer, I don't want to see him, never!

    I quickly took out the bottle opener from the wine cabinet, concentrated all my strength and smashed it against the window glass, a sound of shattering accompanied by the sound of wind and manic rain hit me, and I yelled: "Stop the car!  Or I'll jump out of here!"

    Linhan looked at me in shock, and hurriedly ordered: "Stop!" The moment the voice fell, the car also stopped.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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