I force myself to keep my breathing steady, just pretend that I am really asleep, or just a dream, ignore it, maybe everything will be fine when the sun rises tomorrow.
Although my eyes are closed, I can clearly feel his presence. As long as I stretch out my hand or he stretches out his hand, he can touch each other. It seems that neither of us intends to take this step, and we are deadlocked with each other.
At this time, the smell of alcohol on his body showed that the sounds of smashing bottles and quarreling heard just now, and even the suspicions during the day all came from him.
I think it should be Charlie not letting him approach my room. There was a dispute between the two parties, but Charlie is a discerning person, so he had to turn a blind eye and let him in.
Even if my door is locked, he will be able to open it and it will be silent, but he must have hesitated when he came in, maybe he didn't dare, for fear of being kicked out by me if I am unhappy, and he has kept it until now. keep a safe distance.
It is often at this time that I can really think about whether my relationship with Linhan should continue.
I have lost my initial expectations for this relationship. If I knew it was so painful, I wouldn't have fallen in love with it, but I just forget it.
During this period of time, I have looked at this relationship peacefully. I don¡¯t mention it or think about it. I don¡¯t know what I¡¯m running away from or what I want. Only when he appears in front of me can I feel his emotion. Breathing, so my heart is also hurting with his breathing, and I want to say something chicly: We are different from each other, and each is happy. I'm afraid it will be difficult.
?The higher the expectation, the greater the disappointment. No one can accept the person he loves and be tempted by others at the same time. The tenderness given to you is also given to others. Linhan's character is never to explain these things, he would rather be misunderstood than to keep his own thoughts.
As a member of the Yan family, I have been used to seeing intrigues and business struggles since I was a child. I am also very aware of their methods, that is, they cannot let people find their weaknesses. This is also a role that a woman can play in it. I have already confirmed this idea. Someone knew his weakness and set up this complicated trap, just to see if he was willing to jump.
But Linhan made it hard for me to understand. If it was for protection, he could tell me, but he seemed to be planning something alone, and no one knew what he was thinking.
This is the point of conflict between me and him. This fight must be noisy, unless I turn a blind eye and let him flutter the colorful flags outside. Since ancient times, the inequality between men and women has created some gaps in concepts, and women can only suffer. I don¡¯t have such a high vision. Accepting it is impossible. I would rather be single for the rest of my life, even if I want to be a nun. This kind of love, unless you are not tempted from the beginning, prepare for the worst, and cooperate with each other.
He kept sighing silently, until he quietly left my room after a long time, I opened my eyes immediately, opened the curtains and found that the sky had turned fish belly white, and then I closed the curtains to leave a bleak figure in the room.
"Daddy, Mom, where have you been?"
"I'll be home in an hour, baby, if you're hungry, you can eat something yourself."
"I'll wait for you for an hour, it will pass soon."
Hang up the phone, immediately stand in the corridor and shout: "Everyone, get ready, you will be home in an hour."
"Okay, miss." The following began to respond in an orderly manner, and the voice spread all the way to the garden. The servants were busy making the final decorations. Aunt Ea must be very busy preparing special dishes, some of which have been prepared a day in advance. Prepare, after marinating, the time is just right, and this is the best time for cooking.
I went back to the room and entered the cloakroom, put on a red dress, curled my hair, and specially put on a new year's makeup. When everything was ready, I went down to the living room to wait for Mom and Dad's return, preparing for the New Year's Eve dinner.
I can hear the sound of fireworks in the distance. The whole city must be shrouded in a festive atmosphere. As long as Mom and Dad come back, this year will also be a reunion.
"Charlie, have Daddy and Mom got off the plane yet?"
"It's already in the car."
The reason why Wu's villa does not have a private airport is for defense, and Wu's private airport is about ten minutes away.
"Charlie, Aunt Ea, hurry up and get ready, I'll go outside and set off firecrackers and fireworks."
"Miss, be careful, I'll let Rachel go with you, put on a coat before going out."
"No, I'll put it on myself." I picked up a coat and put it on, and walked outside the door with a bunch of fireworks and firecrackers in my arms. I looked at the instructions, put the largest gift box on the ground, took out the lighter, I ignited the fuse, and I ran to a place farther away to wait, and within a few seconds, a loud noise went straight into the sky, "AhaHa, it's pretty awesome. Try this again, this firework stick needs to be held by hand, okay, let me light it up and try. "
The impact of this ignition was beyond my imagination, and the sound was loud because of the close distance. I struggled to hold the fireworks stick steadily while blocking my ears and kept walking backwards. At this moment, a big hand covered mine to hold it steady. I picked up the fireworks stick, and at the same time I was hugged into a familiar embrace.
I shook my head and turned my head, and met a pair of dark brown eyes, which were a little more sad and a little more nostalgic. My heart was beating fast, and I couldn't help but want to hug him tightly, but my reason told me to stay away from him. He was the right thing to do. I let go of my hand to keep a distance from him, but he didn't hold back but let go.
Just at the embarrassing time, Daddy and Mom's car drove in and had already reached the door. I went forward and threw myself into my mother's arms and said, "Mom, welcome home, happy new year!"
My mother hugged me vigorously and said: "Do you still like the New Year's gift from my mother?" Then he looked at the clothes and said: "It really fits."
I said: "Thank you mom, I like this gift very much." Mom and I met and smiled, only each other knew the meaning.
Daddy patted my head and said, "I haven't seen you in just a month or two, and Xia'er has grown taller again."
"Didn't Daddy hear that a day is like three autumns? I'm already a giant now."
Daddy laughed and took my mother and I's hand into the living room and looked up, "Linhan, when did you arrive?"
"Boss Hu, I just arrived."
"It seems that coming from the east is a bit closer. Come on, let's have a New Year's Eve dinner together."
It's not that Daddy doesn't know the time it takes for the east to get here, it seems that Daddy knows that Linhan has already arrived.
"Daddy and Mom, you must taste these dishes carefully. Aunt ea has come up with unique skills. If you can't finish eating, I'm afraid you will cry all night."
Aunt ea stood aside and said embarrassedly: "Recently, I have learned a few Chinese dishes, and I made a fool of myself in front of Mrs. Hu and Mrs."
Mom said: "EA's craftsmanship is one of the best in Bin Ting's family. You and Charlie should come to have the New Year's Eve dinner together."
Aunt ea and Charlie said embarrassedly: "Thank you Mrs. Hu for your kindness. There are still many unresolved matters, so we can't relax." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com