The first kiss was the one when I crossed the lake on my birthday last year. After I calmed down, I browsed various materials (online reviews and novels) through "Forget Me Not", and after thinking about the definition: this may not be a kind of kiss, but just another form of artificial respiration, because "saving people" is objectively In fact, it's not considered a kiss, but subjectively, it's my first kiss.
The amazing thing is: since that time, the seeds of love have germinated naturally, just like Baoyu and Daiyu watching "The Romance of the West Chamber" in "The Story of the Stone", perhaps, it came earlier than I thought.
The impact of the first kiss is absolutely unparalleled. When the same soft lips are covered, I can no longer control my heart.
How uncomfortable it was to feel as if I was about to suffocate in the lake. Since then, I have never been in the water again, and I was even afraid.
At that time, he only wanted to save me. In such a critical situation, how could the two have time to experience this not-so-called first kiss, let alone savor it carefully.
At this moment, this slightly forced kiss made me feel the purest emotion in my youth.
At an age without scruples, living heartlessly, frivolously screaming up to the sky, and squandering unscrupulously, love can come to be hot. But the passion often cools down quickly, and as time goes by, it eventually becomes a pool of stagnant water.
He kissed me with full of emotion, and through his chaotic mood, he could feel the pain, helplessness, and depth in his kiss.
At the beginning, he deliberately wanted to punish me violently, and even wanted to bite me, eat me, and swallow me.
He wants me to feel the pain and feel his pain. But the word "reluctant" is very heavy, and it is pressed into a thick gentleness.
He kissed deeply. Sudden emotions kept hitting me, my sensitive heart was messed up by him, my brain was short-circuited, and my central nervous system and body couldn't react, and I couldn't even refuse.
This may be saying no, but the body is very honest.
He kissed for a long time, and I felt my lips were numb, and I almost lost consciousness. I stretched out my hand and gently pushed him, telling him it's okay. But he didn't want to finish it. He held my head and moved closer to him to continue trying. I was curious, is it so sweet?
He slowly ended this deep kiss. He pressed my head with his big hands, and looked at me with deep brown eyes lovingly. There were happiness, satisfaction, and disbelief in his eyes.
He stroked my face and said, "It would be great if I didn't grow up."
"What?" I was taken aback for a moment, not understanding what he meant.
He kissed me on the left cheek, and turned close to my ear. His warm exhalation disturbed my body again. He sighed deeply, and then said softly: "It's ridiculous I'm afraid that you will grow up Don't want me."
I was taken aback for a moment, it turned out that Linhan, who was omnipotent in my eyes, would also be afraid, actually afraid that I would not want him when I grow up.
My emotions came flooding in like a tide, and I looked at him, only to realize that I seemed to really like him, the person by my side. He will protect me but will order me; he will take care of me but will limit me; he will grow but will be afraid of me growing up.
Such a simple idea, such a complicated request, but what's so difficult, it's as simple as it is, and I just like it.
When the emotion reaches a climax, if you don't pay attention, you will stumble and fall to the bottom
"Then why did you save An Ran? You and her"
I dare not say it, I choose to avoid the matter of divergent loneliness. When I think about it, my heart will feel very uncomfortable. It is more uncomfortable than having a high fever and being in a coma for a few days, and it is even more uncomfortable than having a splitting headache!
"I didn't save her, I did it for you." He whispered while biting my ear, the itching feeling made me shrink my neck.
I avoided him, put my hands on his chest to keep a distance, and I said, "For me? Why?"
I looked at him in disbelief.
He gently rubbed my face, and described lightly: "She has been deported by Anshi and will not come back."
"What?"
Deportation meant that she was kicked out by her family. Could this be the price she paid for falling in love with Linhan? Or was he deported because he offended me? Or Linhan, did you drive her out? If this is the case, wouldn't it be the old saying: Is there no silver three hundred taels here?
I moved my body back, and this movement cut off the ambiguous distance between me and him.
He couldn't accept my distance, and looked at me dimly.
My eyes turned cold, "You haven't answered my question yet."
He grabbed my arm and pulled me back, picking me up on his lap. heLooking at my face, although looking at me but not looking directly into my eyes, but in a state of emptiness.
He said: "I won't be able to explain clearly for a while, and I will tell you slowly later."
His evasive answer made me unacceptable, my heart sank, and I resisted staying in his arms.
He seemed to be provoked by my resistance, his eyes turned cold, and he hugged me even tighter.
"Let go of me, what did you and her do, why don't you dare to say it?" I said without hesitation.
He didn't speak, but he didn't let go, and held me tightly in his arms.
I then asked: "What are you covering up?"
Yes, what are you covering up? Recalling the scene at that time, a terrible thought came to my head in a flash, and I shouted out this thought: "You lied to me!"
His eyes froze for a moment, and his hands loosened.
It seems that I guessed it right! I broke free, stood up and pointed at him and yelled, "You lied to me!"
He didn't speak, and I continued: "Linhan, do you know what you did? You kissed me, don't you want to live?"
Did you kiss me just to save your safety? You are worried that I will sue my dad as soon as I wake up and kill her, so? so! You kissed me on purpose, trying to take advantage of my trust in you, and the depth of emotion I didn't even know about you.
What a fool I am, I was tricked by him!
I looked at him angrily and my heart broke.
Facing my questioning, he actually sneered! "Hehe, of course I know what I'm doing."
He picked me up and put me on the bed, then pressed me up, without giving me time to react, another kiss.
"If you refuse, you can bite me." He bit my tongue and said something vague.
But I heard it very clearly. I shook my head and kept resisting with my hands and feet, but the power gap was too great. I looked at the ceiling in despair.
A sentence repeated in my brain: If you refuse, you can bite me.
Don't think about it anymore, I want to bite it down, and it hurts my heart at the same time.
He pushed me away, stood up and looked at me. I immediately sat up, seeing a smear of blood flow out from the corner of his mouth, he reached out and wiped it away.
He asked: "Why?"
"Why? Because I don't like you, do you think I will fall in love with you foolishly? Don't dream, if what you need now is money, I can give it to you, but please don't be delusional."
He laughed at himself, very hopelessly.
I feel even more desperate in my heart, if I can take back everything I said.
His hoarse voice was weak, "I see."
Without stopping for a moment, he turned and went out. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com