My mother looked at me, as if guessing what was on my mind, she asked, "What's the matter, did something happen again?"
I raised my eyes and looked at her, and I said softly, "Actually, my dad should be more aware of what is going on than me. You all know what is going to happen, but none of you told me. Are you going to keep doing this?" How long are you going to keep it from me?"
The mother frowned slightly, and asked in a low voice, "Yi'er, what's the matter? Why are you talking about this all of a sudden?"
I whispered, "I didn't mention it suddenly. I asked you many times, but you never said it."
You guys never told me about it
The mother sighed softly, with a sense of loss in her expression, and said, "Okay, don't think about these things anymore, it's fine, don't worry, everything is fine."
That's what everyone said, everyone said nothing would happen, that's what everyone said to me.
However, if there is really nothing, why does everyone keep it from me, and why these things just refuse to tell me.
Why are you all refusing to tell me
I walked slowly towards the door, with a low voice, "I want to go out for a walk alone, you are here, take a good rest, I want to go out alone for a while."
At this moment, I just want to be alone, I don't care about anything, I don't think about anything.
I just want to calm down my mind.
Walking in the Hall of Liangchen, looking at the familiar beauty of the past, looking at the pink petals swaying slowly with the breeze, that touch of peach blossom seems to tell me that spring is coming.
But the cold wind suddenly blew over my face again, and the cold wind hit my face, and I only felt that half of my face was cold.
The cold wind made me feel that I seemed to be stuck in the winter season.
Winter is about to go away, and he seems to be getting farther and farther away from me.
I don't know how many springs, summers, autumns and winters I can go through together with him, and I also don't know what will happen to this seemingly calm palace with what happened today.
I don't know anything, everyone seems to know what's going to happen today, they seem to have an appointment, everyone keeps it from me, and doesn't tell me anything.
Everyone said so, everything will be fine.
Just like the warm sun in spring will replace the cold snow in winter, just like the peach blossoms in spring will cover the snow in winter, just like the dawn will finally pass through the darkness, as they say , everything will slowly get better.
But these, after all, are just my own persuasion.
The warm sun in spring has not yet arrived, and the cold of winter is still destroying me beside me.
Now, I only know that I am not well at the moment.
All I know is that everything is not going to get better, and I don't know if it will gradually get better.
I don't know if the dawn after darkness will come to me, and I don't know if the peach blossoms in March will bloom beautifully.
Peach blossom, it will bloom after all.
Su Ji suddenly appeared beside me and called out, "Nian Nian."
I looked back and said, "Why did you come out, why don't you take a good rest inside."
There was a quiet and gentle smile on the corner of Su Ji's mouth, she said with a smile, "I'm not tired, why rest, I'm afraid you are in a bad mood by yourself, so I want to come out and talk to you."
I looked haggard, and replied in a low voice, "It's okay, don't worry."
Su Ji pouted, sighed softly, and said in a low voice, "I don't know what happened, but you all feel weird."
I smiled wryly, "Even you can feel it."
Su Ji asked, "What's the matter? Is something going to happen?"
I replied in a deep voice, "Maybe something will happen in the palace today, but I don't know what will happen, they didn't tell me. Su Ji, it's too dangerous outside right now. You shouldn't be here all the time, You should go to a safe place to live your own life, you should leave earlier."
Originally, your life did not belong here. Such a beautiful you belongs to the mountains and rivers, the purple curtain of stars, the blue sky, and the warm and soft clouds.
You can have the residual warmth of the world after dusk, instead of doing nothing in the cold palace.
You can go and warm a pot of hot wine on a cold night and chat with a speculative person all night, not like todayIn this way, I live as if I have lost my soul.
There was no warmth in the days in the palace, and there was still no joy.
Everyone here is living their own way of life.
Their way of life has never changed a day.
Those palace people do what they have to do every day, every day.
Day after day, year after year, living a boring life.
The days in the palace, without the thousands of colors and tastes of the world, make people feel no warmth.
? In the boring days, there is no colorful and colorful scene.
You can obviously leave this palace and live your own life.
You can choose what kind of life you will live, what kind of people you meet, where you will stay, and what you will do.
Everything can be chosen by oneself, instead of staying in this cage and doing the same thing every day like now.
Repeatedly doing these things every day without any fun.
You shouldn't do this, you should live your own life.
Su Ji frowned slightly, she was stunned for a long time, her expression suddenly became a little heavy, she said very seriously, "Why did you leavewhy did you say this suddenly again? Didn't I tell you, I don't Are you going to leave? Are you driving me away? Why am I leaving? You are still here. Didn¡¯t I tell you that I will always stay with you in the palace. Don¡¯t say these things anymore I will not leave you. I will not leave this palace. I don¡¯t want to go to other places at all, and I don¡¯t want to go to those beautiful mountains and rivers outside. No matter how good those places are, I don't want to go either. I don't have any place I want to go, and I don't think I will leave this place, so don't tell me this again, okay?"
I hurriedly explained, "That's not what I mean, because I don't know if something will happen today, I don't know what will happen in the palace, I'm afraid you will be in danger."
Su Ji said, "You are still here, you have never been afraid, what am I afraid of, besides, we have experienced all kinds of things together, so there is nothing to be afraid of. In the palace of the Kingdom of Wei before, we Didn't we go through scarier things together? And, do you think I'll be scared? Don't worry, nothing will happen, don't they all say that, they all said, everything will be fine, they all If you say so, nothing will happen to you, don¡¯t worry, nothing will happen to you.¡± (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com