I slowly put my hand on my heart, only feeling that my heart is aching at this moment.
The pain seemed unhealable, I just felt that at that moment, my heart seemed to be pierced by something.
Xu Zhishi's cold voice reached my ears, "Yi'er, the group of the national teacher should have left, he is still outside, go out and have a look."
I looked at him, opened my mouth, and didn't say a word for a long time.
His gaze was fixed outside the window, and never fell on me for a moment.
I lowered the sound of my breathing, endured the soreness in my nose, and spit out that sentence, "Then I, go out and have a look."
"Go."
The moment I turned around, he still didn't stand up, nor did he look at me.
Anan, I don't know what you are thinking at the moment, nor do I know what troubles are going to happen today.
All I know is that the calm in this palace will pass after all.
Those peaceful days are gone after all.
The turbulent waves finally came.
"Mingxuan."
Jiang Yixing was still standing where he was, like a stone statue in the palace, standing there motionless, with gusts of cold wind blowing through his clothes, but he didn't say a word.
But he didn't say anything.
Mingxuan, I know that you must be feeling very uncomfortable right now. I know that you must feel extremely guilty and remorseful in your heart when you saw her die in front of you.
But Mingxuan, I can't blame you for everything at this time, you have done nothing wrong.
I don't know what happened
I called again softly, "Mingxuan."
He still hasn't looked back.
I walked to his side, stretched out my hand, my hand slowly raised, and then slowly fell down.
I took a deep breath, and felt that at that moment, there was a cool wind blowing over my cheeks, and my cheeks were cold, and my voice was low and hoarse, "Mingxuan, it's cold outside, go in, drink some hot tea, and warm up body."
His thin lips parted slightly, and his voice was cold and sad, and the sadness overflowed bit by bit, "There has never been a cold wind blowing beside me."
I asked again, "What?"
He opened his mouth lightly and said softly, "It's never been cold."
What?
What has never been cold?
How can it not be cold in such a cold day
His eyes fell on Peony who fell on the ground, and his voice was low and hoarse, "Yi'er, do you think she will be cold?"
Most likely, she will be cold.
But Mingxuan, I don't know what to do
Do you know, I really don't have the courage to look at her, I don't even have the courage to walk to her, I don't even dare to look at her, not even a glance.
I endured the soreness in my nose, and said in a low voice, "Mingxuan, no one would have thought that something like this would happen today. Don't feel bad. You must protect yourself in the future and don't let anything happen to you. Everything today I can't blame you, I can't blame anyone for what happened today, no one thought it would happen."
Jiang Yixing's deep voice sounded, "Yi'er, she is innocent, she didn't deserve to die."
I know, I know she is innocent, and I know she doesn't deserve to die.
Do you know that I am really sad that she died, do you know how sad I am, do you know how much I blame myself.
I originally thought that he and A Ji could leave the palace in peace. I thought that nothing would happen to the two of them again.
I originally thought that if A Ji came back to life, the two of them would be safe and sound in the future, and I could send them out of the palace safe and sound.
I thought they would have a good life in the future, and nothing would happen again. I wanted them to live a peaceful and stable life, but why, why did such a thing happen today, why did such a thing happen.
She, Mudan, died here I brought the two of them into this palace How can I forgive myself
I opened my eyes and let the tears blind my eyes, but the cold wind blew by and let the tears fall on my eyes, but not a single tear fell, "I know, I Know she doesn't deserve to die."
But what can I do, there is nothing I can do Peony is still dead, and I don't want her to die, but what can I do.
Jiang Yixing gently closed his eyes, when I opened it, I only felt a slight coolness in his eyes, I watched him slowly walking towards Peony, but the thin voice stayed where he was, "You can rest in peace."
I stood where I was, letting the cold wind blow off my robe, and I repeated his words, "It's safe in the ground."
After all, she is going to die in peace
Jiang Yi walked to Mudan's side, squatted down slowly, and a yellowish light shone on his green shirt, which should have been a warm color, but it looked very bleak at the moment.
He said in a low voice, "Why are you so stupid"
"You are dead, how can I repay your life-saving grace, and how can I repay you after you leave? You know, the last thing I want in my life is to owe others something? You know, If you do this, I will remember it forever. You know, if you do this, you will always feel guilty for you in the years to come. The last thing I want is this. I would rather die here today. I, I Rather, the person lying on this cold ground with closed eyes is me, not you. Do you know that this feeling is more uncomfortable than death?"
Mingxuan
I stood behind him, the moonlight bleakly sprinkled on the ruthless palace, and bleakly circled around me.
I looked at my hazy shadow under the moonlight, and suddenly lost my mind.
Perhaps death is the only relief.
The dead can sleep forever and ever, and in the future, the dead will no longer be troubled by the troubles of this world, and the dead will never feel sad about those things again.
But the living people can never be freed.
Those who are alive will always live in guilt and sin forever. It will be forever and ever, trapping myself in my heart, and I will never be able to let go.
The person who wanted to make up for it has died since then, and the person who made him feel guilty will never come back.
She will never appear in this world again.
Those, but can no longer make up for it.
Only those who cannot make up will make people feel sad.
And those sorrows will remain in his heart forever and never go away.
The sadness and sorrow left in his heart are even more distressing.
Mingxuan, what should I do to make you feel better.
Mingxuan, but you really don't blame all of this, you didn't do anything wrong, you didn't do anything wrong.
There was a moment when I also felt that if I were to leave this world, I wouldn't have to worry about those things anymore.
Whether it's feelings or the world, I don't have to worry about it anymore.
I don't need to worry about it anymore I can let go of everything.
Regardless of whether those people live or die, it has nothing to do with me, because at that time I have died, and the whole world will have nothing to do with me.
If I die now, maybe it will be a lot easier.
If I die now, those worries will disappear. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com