After Peony left, I turned around and looked at Xu Zhishi.
At that moment, I finally didn't have to support myself anymore.
At that moment, I just wanted to lean on his shoulders.
But at that moment, I still stood up straight.
I smiled wryly, and said softly, "A'nan, were you angry just now?"
Xu Zhishi said slowly, "No, I'm just afraid that if she's still here, you won't be able to bear it, I'm just afraid that if she's still here, you'll feel even more uncomfortable, that's why I said that, I I'm not angry, there's nothing to be angry about this matter. But Yi'er, are you feeling very sad now, very sad."
Yes, how well you know me. How uncomfortable I feel in my heart now.
I said helplessly, "Now, we can only do this first. We can only wait and see if Mingxuan can save A Ji. After all, nothing is as important as a person's life. As long as there is still hope , I should try it.¡±
He walked towards me slowly, and said gently, "Okay, okay, don't think about it now, it's over, don't think about it anymore, nothing will happen, it will get better , everything will be fine. Right now, we can't do anything, just follow God's will now."
I wanted to calm myself down, but I couldn't calm down for a long time.
I don't know whether my decision just now is right or wrong, I don't know what I should do next, I don't know if Mingxuan can save A Ji, and I don't know if A Ji will Died in the palace.
Why these days, I am so unlucky, why these days so many things happen, why can't I stay in this palace peacefully why why such things happen.
Why is this so
I lowered my eyes and whispered, "I really hope everything will be fine."
All of this should get better, and life should be getting smoother and smoother. You can't let me live like this forever, there will always be luck coming to me.
It will definitely get better this time.
Everything is going wrong, what kind of feeling is it
Now, I just hope to get better.
Now I only hope that these worries are false, I now only hope that these worries will no longer exist.
I just hope it all works out and I just hope it never happens again.
I only hope that the future imperial city will be safe and stable.
There is no life or death.
Xu Zhishi seemed to see what was going on in my heart, and gently persuaded me, "Yi'er, no one can control life and death in the imperial city. All of this is God's will, and no one can decide."
"I know¡¡"
In fact, I know all of this, and I know all the truths.
But my emotions are also difficult to control.
He frowned, as if he was asking himself, "It's clear that he's almost recovered, why did such a thing happen again?"
I squeezed out a gentle smile from the corner of my lips, and whispered, "It's okay, it's really okay."
Anan, I also hope that all of this will be fine.
I also hope that everything is going well
I lowered my eyes and said weakly, "A'nan, go back and have a good rest."
He approached me and asked with concern, "Are you tired?"
I raised my eyes, just in time to meet his bright eyes like stars, I hastily responded, "No"
Xu Zhishi said softly, "I'll take you to go boating on the lake. Maybe you'll feel better after going out for a while and not thinking about these things in the palace."
Rafting?
How could he suddenly think of going boating with me on the lake
I nodded and said softly, "Okay, it just so happens that the weather is better today."
The lake is very clear, just like it was in Jiuyouyu that day.
Such a scene reminded me of the day I went boating with him.
What a beautiful thing this is, hidden in my heart, hidden in the depths of my memory, what a beautiful thing.
It is probably a happy and beautiful thing to be able to go boating with you, to escape the world with you, and to forget these worries with you."Let's go."
He supported me and said gently, "Come on."
Looking at his gentle profile, I felt joy in my heart.
I just looked at her like this, and I was extremely happy in my heart.
I sat on the small boat, looked at him, and asked slowly, "A'nan, I didn't expect to be able to go boating in this palace."
He smiled and said, "Of course it is possible. There is such a big lake in Cangran Palace, so we can't just plant lotus in it."
I said softly, "Going boating and swimming in the lake here can be considered comfortable."
He looked at the calm lake and said softly, "Yi'er, when I was young, if I was depressed, I would come to this place often. I was alone in a small boat, or sometimes I just let the wind blow me to the lake. On the other hand, I just walk with the wind like this, and sometimes I feel much better."
I asked in amazement, "You are the prince, how could someone trust you to come here alone."
He smiled wryly, "Although I am a prince, I should also have some freedom. But unfortunately, the pale prince does not have freedom, so when I came here, I naturally came here secretly."
I said slowly, "The scenery in this place is very good. When you are depressed, come here for boating and see these scenery, and your mood should be much better."
He smiled and said, "Yes, it will be much better."
When we were in Jiuyouyu that day, we were the same, talking while floating in the boat.
How nice this is
All bad things will go away from me.
All the bad things will gradually disappear by my side.
Those good things will eventually come to me.
Everything here will get better and better, there will always be good things coming to me, and it will always get better and better.
Most definitely.
Xu Zhishi will get better and better, and so will I.
I looked at him and asked, "Anan, were you often in a bad mood when you were young?"
I remember that when I was young, the biggest boredom every day was that my father only let me stay in the prime minister's mansion every day.
At that time there was nothing missing, every day I thought about how to escape, every day I thought about how to escape to play, every day I just thought about how to leave the prime minister's mansion.
At that time, my father asked me to stay in the prime minister's mansion, and I was never able to go out to play. I was there, thinking about how to escape this way every day.
That was my trouble when I was young. When I was young, I only thought about how to go out to play every day. I didn¡¯t understand anything else, and I couldn¡¯t go anywhere else.
Because at that time, I didn't understand anything, so I didn't understand anything.
At that time I was still a child.
At that time, my heart was very small, as long as I could go to the street and eat a bunch of candied haws.
He smiled and said, "When I was young, I would feel unhappy because of many things."
Now, now we are all grown up.
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