When I mentioned Jiuyouyu, my mother said with a deep sigh in her words, "Jiuyouyuthat is a long, long, long story."
"Mother, what happened back then?"
The mother just shook her head blankly and said, "That's too long ago, so long ago that I don't want to mention those past events."
I hesitated a little, then nodded and smiled, and said in relief, "The past should be forgotten too. Mother, as long as you can be by my side now, that's enough."
The mother's eyebrows moved, and she smiled slowly, "Yi'er, there are some things that I have never regretted. I have never regretted leaving Jiuyouyu to go to Weiguo. I have never regretted meeting you there. Father, he never regretted becoming the prime minister's wife. In my eyes, meeting him was the best thing in my life."
She misses my father, how can I not understand that kind of miss.
I couldn't help but feel a little sad, and replied slowly, "Father would also think the same way. You are always the only one in his heart."
The same was true before his death.
The outside sun couldn't shine into the room, the two of us sat in the backlight, and felt that this season suddenly became a little desolate.
The desolate and desolate air is full of biting pain.
The pain made me feel sad, I just felt that it was the sudden miss that brought me into this unstoppable season.
It's the same every time my father is mentioned.
The mother sat there quietly for a long time before she slowly opened her mouth and said, "Just like you are with the person you love now, when I first found out that you married him, I was extremely reluctant. But these days Heaven saw that the two of you get along very well. And he is a very good person, but he is definitely not the kind of person who is sentimental and does not cherish. That young man is very considerate of you. There are many things that I can't think of. He To actually decide to do it, I never thought that he would have such an idea. Every time you look at him, your eyes will emit a unique light. Yier, I know that you are really in love with him. So. When you meet him, you must cherish it. You never know when you will say goodbye to him, and you never know when an accident will happen. All you can do is stay in his place Sitting next to you, doing what you can do, not being stingy with your love, and not letting yourself never regret it in the future."
I have never been stingy with my love for him.
I just never dared to express my love, I was afraid that I would say it, the two of us, even the ordinary life we ??have now is gone.
I'm just afraid that I love him thoroughly, but he will want to leave me.
I just want to keep the mediocrity of today, so I am willing to do anything.
As long as the current life can go on like this for a while, with him by my side, it is like the breeze in the world is always accompanied.
As long as he is there, I am content.
I held my heart, lowered my eyes, concealed the sadness in my expression, and said in a deep voice, "Mother, there are too many things in this world, and I can't help them. know what to do."
My mother stretched out her hand and slowly held the hand that was holding my heart. Her eyes were distressed and helpless, "Yi'er, you are still young. What you have experienced now is far beyond your age. You don¡¯t have to think so much about those things, just go with your own heart, that¡¯s fine.¡±
I looked into the distance and said, "This half of my life will go by very quickly."
She said slowly, "That's why you have to do what you want to do in this short period of time." She just finished saying this, as if she suddenly thought of something, "No, no, how can my daughter We will grow old, you forget, we will not grow old, nor will we die easily."
Yes, I have half of the blood in Jiuyouyu on my body.
However, even if I will not grow old in the future, how long can my body last.
Just at this age, I already feel that my body is a little unable to support.
But I still opened my mouth slowly and said, "It will be fine as long as you are all by my side in the future."
My mother suddenly held my hand tighter, she opened her mouth slowly, and said, "No one can say for sure what will happen in the future, you are well, don't feel that everything is not good because of some things, you Remember always, always, that everything you've been through will be worth it."
I nodded and said, "Okay, I'll make a note."
she said gently?, "Yi'er, there will be many, many roads in the future, and you need to walk them by yourself. You have to take care of yourself and take care of yourself."
My heart flickered, and I quickly asked, "Why? Why do you want me to go alone? Don't we always be together? In the days to come, are you going to other places? Are you leaving this palace? ?¡±
I don't want to be away from my mother anymore, not even for a day.
But this palace can trap me, but it will never trap her.
She will have where she wants to go, and she can go wherever she wants to go.
The mother said lightly, "I won't leave. In fact, I don't have anything to go to those places outside. In the days to come, I also just want to spend my life in peace. It's good to be plain, just like Now like this, you can drink tea in your spare time, you can enjoy the flowers with Yin Liangchen, and we can talk together, and you will feel very good."
Hearing what she said, but I was still a little worried.
Will that day really not come? But why, I faintly feel that there will be a day of separation.
Don't say goodbye, okay?
I said softly, "The life in this palace may sometimes be very boring."
As soon as I finished speaking, there was a knock on the door.
The mother called in the direction of the door, "Who is it?"
"it's me."
The voice outside the door was faint, as if a little tired.
It was Yin Liangchen who came.
The mother got up, then walked over and said, "Look, I just talked about her just now, and now the work has come."
I got up with her, ready to meet Yin Liangchen.
The mother called out, "Here we come."
The door creaked open, and her slightly tired face came into view.
Yin Liangchen hurried into the door, grabbed his mother's hand, and hurriedly asked, "Did you already know about that?"
What is she talking about?
My mother glanced at me suddenly, and Yin Liangchen followed her gaze, showing surprise when he saw me.
She froze what she wanted to say just now at the corner of her mouth, and said after a long time, "Yi'er? You are also"
I nodded, bowed my body, saluted, and then replied, "I'm here, what's the matter? What did you just say?"
Yin Liangchen smiled gently and said, "You don't need to salute when you see me in the future, we are all a family, so there is no need to be like this."
I looked at her quietly, waiting for her to say the next sentence, but after waiting for a long time, she never said what she said just now.
I wanted to ask her again, so I said, "Mother, then"
But the mother suddenly said, "Go and sit inside, go in and drink some hot tea." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com