Before Xu Zhishi could speak, the national teacher shouted again, "Emperor, even if I don't say something, you should know it, right?"
Xu Zhishi glanced at her indifferently, and replied, "After the dinner, there will be a haze, and the national teacher hopes to go back to prepare earlier, so don't delay the time."
He ordered again lightly, "Get up the sedan chair."
We left this place, but we could still hear the National Teacher's rampant laughter.
I took his hand and asked quickly, "What do you mean by what you said just now? What do you mean by some words? What are they? And what do you mean by what you said to her just now?"
Xu Zhishi smiled gently, and said softly, "It's okay, Yi'er, there's nothing wrong with you, don't worry, your mother has been brought back safe and sound, and in the days to come, you can always be with you Mother is together."
I frowned slightly, and said, "But Anan, do you really have nothing to hide from me? What does the haze you mentioned just now refer to? What will happen after the dinner? What else is she going to prepare ? Anan, tell me, okay? No matter what it is, you trust me, I can accompany you to face all things, okay? "
He froze for a moment, then smiled lightly and asked softly, "Yi'er, what are you thinking about?"
"You really, have nothing to hide from me?"
"What can I hide from you?"
Maybe it's just me thinking about it.
I smiled helplessly, and said softly, "I thought you were hiding something from me."
He held my hand, loosened it suddenly, and said softly, "In the future, everything will get better."
We went back to Liangchen Hall first, stayed until evening, and then went to the dinner party.
As soon as I got off the sedan chair, my mother took my hand, and she looked at Xu Zhishi warily.
My mother pulled me aside, frowned beautifully, and asked, "Yi'er, what's going on? What happened just now? Why are you with him? Why are youwhy were you two just now?" Holding hands? What is the relationship between you two?"
I lowered my eyes and replied with some guilt, "Mother I don't know where to tell you."
The mother said softly, "Then tell me all the things that happened during this period, from beginning to end, what happened during this period. What are you going to do, and what is your relationship with him? Tell me all of this."
I nodded and replied softly, "Okay. On the day the emperor died, he left a will, which said that if anyone wants to succeed, he must marry a female disciple from the ten-mile peach forest. And the succeeding emperor It is Xu Zhishi, he became the new emperor, that is to say, he is going to marry a female disciple from the ten-mile peach forest. But in the ten-mile peach forest, there is only one female disciple, Bai Hua. She cannot marry into the palace, she has A person I love. So, I replaced Bai Hua and married her."
My mother looked at me closely, and said, "Are you crazy! Do you know the consequences of what you do? Do you know that you have stepped into a deep palace by doing this. You just came from Walking out of another deep palace, you have to step into another bottomless cage. Yier, you should know that this deep palace is a bottomless abyss, an endless cage. Are you really Don't you knowyou helped others, who can come to save you?"
I wanted to make her feel at ease, so I smiled warmly and said, "Concubine Mu, it will be fine, don't worry, it will be fine. As long as you are rescued, everything will be fine in the future. "
Mother frowned tightly, "Yi'er, why are you so stupid? Why don't you know, why can't you treat yourself well? Why don't you think more about yourself?"
I replied in a low voice, "Momit's really fine."
Xu Zhishi, he was still standing there.
The mother asked again, "Yi'er, what you said just now is that you are married to that Cang Ran man?"
I nodded and said, "Yesterday's big wedding, it's just a pity that you didn't let you see me in my wedding dress."
It's just a pity that you have never seen me wear that beautiful and dazzling dress.
She was stunned for a long time before she sighed deeply and said in a deep voice, "Yi'er, why did you get married"
I glanced at him and said, "Mother, I really, really like him."
The mother said, "But Yi'er, if you like it, you like it You can't make your marriage so hasty."
But mother, I really really,I like him very much.
I really really want to, really want to be with him all the time.
But why, everyone will oppose me?
Su Ji is, and so are you.
Mother, I really like him very much.
I whispered, "I'm not sloppy"
The mother said, "Yi'er, when you marry someone, you should consider what your relationship with him will be like in the future. You should consider whether he will always love you. Will he give you a stable life? Will you I won¡¯t feel happy, instead of being like you, saying that I¡¯m going to marry for someone else, and then I get married.¡±
But being able to stay with him and seeing him makes me feel very happy and very happy.
I lowered my eyes and said, "Mom, I've already thought about it."
But my tone, even I feel that it is not firm at all.
Mother, he doesn't love me, the person I married doesn't love me.
I really want to cry in your arms, really want to tell you all my sorrows.
But I can't say it, I can't let you worry about me anymore.
I have grown up.
Some things, I can only face them by myself, some sad, I can only be alone, I can only feel by myself.
The mother's eyes turned slightly red, and she whispered, "Yi'er, how can I be willing to let you go through this pain in the deep palace again?"
In this world, there is another one who has the most selfless love for me.
There is another person who loves me like this.
At this moment, I feel that I am loved.
I replied, "Mom, I'm okay, I'm really okay. I also hope that you can understand me. In my heart, if I can always be with the person I love, I can often see myself by my side." The people I see, family and friends are all well and nothing will happen, that is the greatest happiness."
She sighed for a long time, and said helplessly, "I only hate myself for not being able to prevent you from marrying into the palace at that time."
I whispered, "That wedding dress is really beautiful. I really wanted you to see me in my wedding dress, but you didn't see it either."
Xu Zhishi suddenly approached us, and he asked respectfully, "Yi'er, I have something to say to your mother alone, is that okay?"
Although I had some doubts, I still nodded and replied, "Okay."
Xu Zhishi, what would he say to his mother?
What did he want to say to my mother?
What else is there that I can't know?
The two of them talked for a long time, and when the mother came back, her face was heavy.