Xu Zhishi, do you know that if you don't say something clearly, it will make people more sad.
Do you know, now I just feel how ridiculous I am living these days.
I hugged myself tightly with both hands, only to feel very cold.
"Knock, knock."
Someone is knocking on my door, who is it?
Who is it that came to me at this time?
"Yi'er."
The voice outside the door was cold and clear, it was a man's voice.
Oh, it turned out to be Jiang Yixing, here he is.
Mingxuan, after so many days, you finally appeared.
I bit my lip, holding back tears.
I stretched out my hand and slowly pushed them away.
And I just leaned against the wall, weak and haggard.
The moment he saw me, he was surprised and worried, "Yi'er, what's wrong?"
I didn't speak.
What can I say?
What should I say?
He wanted to pull me up, "Yi'er, get up quickly, the ground is cold, be careful of catching a cold."
I put my hands on the ground, gritted my teeth and stood up.
But just as I stood up, I felt a strong sense of powerlessness. I felt that I was going to fall to the ground.
I just feel that I have no strength in my body.
But fortunately, I didn't fall on the cold ground.
He caught me again.
His embrace was as warm as ever.
Jiang Yixing, you are the same as before.
His tone was full of worry, "Yi'er, I'll help you in to rest."
I still didn't respond. In fact, Jiang Yixing, I just don't have the strength to answer you.
He supported me and helped me to the chair.
I sat down, but my eyes were in a trance.
Jiang Yixing stood in front of me. He opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but he didn't say a word in the end.
What is he looking at?
I slowly turned my head and looked at the place where Jiang Yixing's eyes stopped, where my wedding dress was placed.
Mingxuan, take a quick look at how exquisite that wedding dress is, and that wedding dress is as gorgeous as the most beautiful sunset in the world.
But Jiang Yixing, I know that I don't deserve the most beautiful and splendid sunset.
In my life, such brilliance should not have appeared.
Such beauty does not belong to me after all.
"You're going to marry him tomorrow, aren't you?"
He finally spoke, but his voice seemed so weak.
I didn't answer, I didn't have the strength to answer at all.
"This wedding dress is beautiful."
Jiang Yixing's eyelids trembled slightly, and he said this.
Yes, this wedding dress is really beautiful.
But no matter how beautiful it is, after all, I can't have such a prosperous wedding.
I slightly opened my mouth and asked, "Mingxuan, what are you doing here?"
What are you doing here
He just responded lightly, "I'll come and see you, Yi'er, how are you doing these few days."
For the past few days, I have been looking forward to my marriage with him.
They are all looking forward to wearing the phoenix coronet and the most beautiful rouge in the world tomorrow to become his bride.
But I only found out today that becoming his bride has always been my own passion.
In his heart, he still misses her.
On the day before our big wedding, he was still thinking about other women.
Hope for so many days seems to be a joke.
But Jiang Yixing, how can I tell you the pain in my heart?
But Jiang Yixing, I am so sad, how can I tell you?
I can only respond, "Everything is fine, very good."
Jiang Yixing frowned tightly, "But you are not in a good condition today."
No, Mingxuan, before just now, I was very happy.
I just, just like this
There was some hoarseness in his voice, "Yi'er, have you really thought it through?"
I met his eyes and replied in a low voice, "This is the end, I have no way out."
Mingxuan, tomorrow,??It's my big wedding day with Xu Zhishi.
But the man who is about to get married never seems to want to marry me.
"Yi'er, why do you have to treat yourself like this? Now that the country is peaceful and the people are peaceful, let's go to a comfortable place to live a good life, okay?"
I think so too.
But that kind of life is too good, I never, never dared to expect such a life to happen to me.
I never dared to hope.
"Mingxuan, in a few days, you can leave and go to a place you want to go, okay?"
Leave this place, leave this cold place.
"If you repent now, I will take you away. Yi'er, can you, for the last time, think about it carefully, okay?"
What qualifications do I have to leave?
Abandon him alone and face the pointing and pointing of everyone in the court alone?
Abandoning this world, all ready for a prosperous wedding?
Abandoning Yin Liangchen's hopes and her careful preparations?
What qualifications do I have to do this?
"I've thought about it, Mingxuan, I won't leave. No matter whether I can marry him tomorrow, no matter whether I can get along with him well tomorrow. At least I, at least now, can't leave this place. I can't leave Down with all this"
Although, despite all this has abandoned me.
"Yi'er, have you really decided like this?"
How can I be qualified to decide?
"Mingxuan, you go back. Tomorrow, I will get married. Tomorrow, I will marry him."
Although the man I want to marry is still thinking about other people
Tomorrow, I will become the queen of Cang Ran, and tomorrow, I will become the most wishful thinking woman in this world.
What a ridiculous thing this is.
Jiang Yixing, you don't even know how ridiculous I am.
"You really, want to marry him?"
I did not answer.
I want to marry him, but that person never wanted to marry me.
Even if I want to marry him, even if he is the only one in my heart.
Even so, I can't.
"Yi'er, I want you to know that you are the best woman in this world. In fact, you are worthy of all the good things. If you really want it, then go for it. As long as it is what you want, I will I hope you can get it.¡±
I couldn't see the change on Jiang Yixing's face, what he said seemed to be calm.
He didn't seem to care about anything.
Mingxuan, I have never felt that way about what you said just now.
I just feel that I am the saddest person in this world.
I am not qualified and worthy of him.
"Mingxuan, I'm fine. You go back, go back and have a good rest. Look at you, haven't you slept well these days, why does your complexion look so bad?"
Jiang Yixing frowned, and his tone was full of worry, "Your complexion is worse than mine. But I just checked your pulse, and there is no sign of illness on the pulse. But Yier, your pulse is very weak. It's strange, don't you really feel any discomfort in your body at this moment? Do you feel it?"
I don't.
I have nowhere.
Because of this sadness, I almost got used to it.
I should have gotten used to this kind of sadness.
Mingxuan, I have nothing to do.
I replied lightly, "I'm fine, don't worry."
He just looked at me like that, with indescribable sadness in his eyes.
Mingxuan, what are you thinking right now?
At this moment, what do you want to say?
I don't know, and I dare not know. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com