But I can't wait for those tenderness in my whole life.
He has someone he loves, and his tenderness will only be left to her alone.
I smiled bitterly, and replied softly, "I know."
Yin Liangchen said again, "Yi'er, I knew your intentions when I saw the way you looked at Anan that day. It's a pity that Anan is a dead-headed person. He will take care of everything he does. Do you know? He When I was young, he never cried in front of me. Whether he was bullied by others or injured by a sword while practicing swords, he never said a word. I really feel sorry for this child, he Never cried out the pain, never said it."
I bowed my head and said nothing, but my heart was aching.
Yin Liangchen's eyes were flushed, as if he was remembering those past events, "This child has always hidden his pain. Don't look at him as handsome and indifferent all day long, but in fact, he desperately needs warmth in his heart." Yes. There is some warmth and love that only a woman like you can give him."
She suddenly took my hand and said with tears in her eyes, "Yi'er, promise me that no matter what happens, don't blame him, okay? I know, I knowyou will definitely hate him, he used to do it He did so many wrong things, he went to Wei country and killed your closest relatives But that's not what he wanted to do, he didn't want to do those things"
Yin Liangchen became more and more agitated while talking, and I quickly whispered, "Okay, I don't blame her, you sit down first, and I'll make you a pot of tea."
Yin Liangchen held my hand tighter, "Yi'er, Anan, he will go to Wei Kingdom and promise the emperor to do such a thing, all because of meall because of me"
Is what she said true?
It's not his intention that Xu Zhishi would do these things?
Did he really have an unspeakable secret in doing all this?
I hurriedly asked, "Isn't he the Wei country that I want to go to?"
Yin Liangchen smiled wryly, "How could it be, how could a person like him be willing to do such a thing for the sake of power."
"Why is that?"
Yin Liangchen responded, "The national teacher came up with such a vicious plan. She was targeting me, so she persuaded the emperor to let Anan do these things. The emperor thought at that time, it would be better to let Anan go out to exercise more Well, the emperor wanted to accumulate some fame for him, so he sent him to do these things. Both Anan and I knew that what the emperor asked him to do was to deceive and use, and it was something that a villain would do. He refused at that time At that time, the emperor was furious, and the national teacher threatened him, saying that if he did not go, the emperor would kill me. Anan knew that I had no support from my mother country, nor any power and strength. If they wanted to kill me , is easy."
I asked in a deep voice, "So he was afraid that you would be in danger, so he agreed to come down, right?"
Yin Liangchen nodded slowly, and said in a low voice, "Yes, Anan has come down. All this is my fault Your brother and your father's death are all my fault I am sorry for you and Weiguo "
There was a burst of sadness in my heart, Xu Zhishi, why did you never tell me that you decided to go to Wei Kingdom to do these things because of these things?
Why did you never say it? Do you know how long I have hated you?
Do you know how much I now regret what I said to you back then.
How vicious what I said then
I said it was all your fault, I said nothing would have happened without you, I said, you are sorry for Weiguo and those soldiers and people who died
Will what I say make your heart hurt
I regret it.
I regret that I should have said such vicious words to you
I whispered, "Why has he never told me"
Yin Liangchen said, "This child has always hidden his sadness, and he never said that."
Xu Zhishi, if you told me earlier, how good would it be?
How good would it be if I knew all this earlier?
If I had known then, I would not have taken that step forward and let your long sword be stained with my blood.
If I knew it at that time, I would have saved so much pain.
I will not toss and turn every day and night, not knowing whether to hate you or love you
I took a slow breath and said with a wry smile, "I don't blame him, and I don't blame you either. None of you.?, it was the Emperor Cangran and the vicious national teacher who were at fault. The one who is wrong is the plan, and the one who is going to carry out the plan is the one who is wrong. "
Yin Liangchen blamed himself a little, "He really couldn't do anything at that time, if it wasn't for my existence, he would definitely prevent all that from happening"
I said slowly, "You are not wrong, you are very important to him, and it is his birth responsibility to protect you."
"Rescuing him at the beginning was the greatest luck in my life. Yi'er, he is a very aggressive kid. You can spend more time with him in the future, okay?"
I smiled bitterly, "I like him, but the person he likes is not me"
Yin Liangchen said, "How can you know his heart? Anan's heart is hidden very deeply. He doesn't get in touch with you much, just because he is afraid of hurting you. It's not that he doesn't like it, he just doesn't dare to do so."
How could I not know his heart?
He doesn't like me, I know it best.
The girl he is afraid of hurting will not be me.
I am just a speck of dust, and the wind takes me to wander around. When I passed by his feet, I stopped for a moment, and I will never forget the boy's eyes.
But I am just a speck of dust, and the wind will blow me far, far away.
Bai Yuncanggou I am getting farther and farther away from him, so far away that I can no longer see that boy.
That boy has never seen me. After all, I am just one of the thousands of dust, the smallest one.
The moment I passed by his feet, I knew that there was a woman living in his deep eyes.
And that woman could never be me.
I lowered my eyes and said in a low voice, "Whether you like it or not, I have some answers in my heart."
How can I be worthy of such a good boy
Yin Liangchen seemed to hear my heart, she said softly, "Yi'er, you don't have to worry about your past. You have righteousness in your heart, so you choose to enter the palace as the queen. If you can marry a good girl like you, Anan His blessing is his luck."
My eyelids trembled slightly, "Xu Zhishi, he can meet better people."
All the good things in this world are worth giving him.
He is worthy of all the beauty in this world.
Yin Liangchen said without hesitation, "You are the best woman I have ever seen."
At that moment, I froze in place.
Where would I be
Yin Liangchen said, "Yi'er, you have a country in your heart, so you are willing to step into the deep palace. You are kind in your heart, and you are willing to come to such a dangerous place in order to save your mother. As a woman, you have experienced too much. Things, in the eyes, there is still such a pure and clear light, do you know how difficult it is?"
I smiled wryly, "I'm not good at all"
Yin Liangchen gently combed my hair, she said with a smile, "Stop talking about yourself, silly girl, go and see your face, no one in this world can compare to your face A beautiful face that can overwhelm the country and the city.¡± (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com