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Chapter 186 Dao is ruthless but affectionate

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    I whispered, "Maybe it did."

    "Maybe."

    Xu Zhishi turned around and left quietly.

    I looked at his back, in a daze alone.

    Xu Zhishi, I wish you happiness.

    The woman who is with you must be very kind and beautiful.

    ? I hope this snow lotus can cure her disease.

    "Yi'er."

    Jiang Yixing is calling me.

    But at this moment, I don't know how to face him.

    Jiang Yixing

    "Mingxuan."

    I turned around, lowered my eyes, not knowing what to say.

    "Are you cold?"

    It was obviously a caring word, but he didn't have the caring tone as before.

    Am I, really doing something wrong.

    I didn't dare to look into Jiang Yixing's eyes, so I just whispered, "Mingxuan, I'm not cold."

    "Yi'er, the weather is so cold, don't go into the water again, it will be very dangerous if you fall again."

    I nodded and said in a low voice, "Okay, I see."

    Jiang Yixing's hand gently touched the position of my temple, and then slowly lowered it, his brows were slightly frowned, "Yi'er, does your head still hurt?"

    I whispered, "It doesn't hurt, don't worry, it's fine."

    By giving Xue Xinlian to Xu Zhishi, I failed their concern.

    Jiang Yixing's voice was low, "Yi'er, do you know? Sometimes, I want to persuade you, I want to tell you, you must love yourself more, I want you to put yourself first no matter what happens.  One, I want to tell you that the person you should love most in this world is yourself. But sometimes, I suddenly feel that I have no right to say these things to you. I can¡¯t even do it myself  So, what should I do to make you like this? Yi'er, you know, sometimes, I really hate myself. "

    I raised my eyes to meet his, and there were tears in his eyes, but under the tears, there was a kind of coldness that I never thought of.

    I never imagined that there would be such emotion in Jiang Yixing's eyes looking at me.

    It is coldness, disappointment, and even a kind of sadness and sadness that I can feel.

    My heart suddenly became more flustered.

    Jiang Yixing

    Why are you?  Why would you hate yourself?

    "Yi'er, I don't know why the world is so tricky. I used to think that if this is the case, then it will continue like this. I used to think that it would be enough for me to stay by your side and accompany you. I even  There is still a little luck in my heart, maybe one day, you will forget him, and you will know that I have been with you all the time. But Yier, I just found out today that you can't forget, and I can't forget, the two of us  , are all the same. Yi'er, I hope you can love yourself more, but why don't I love you more?"

    he¡­¡­

    He regards me as very important.

    I understand, I also know that he has been with me all the time, and I also know that he has always been kind to me.

    I also know that he loves me.

    But, but Mingxuan, I can't do it.

    Just like you said, if you can't let me go, I can't let him go either.

    Both of us are the same.

    It's just that I really don't deserve you like this.

    You are really very good.

    I whispered, "Mingxuan, I'm sorry"

    "Yi'er, don't say sorry to me I I have always been willing. No matter what I do, as long as it is for you, no matter what I give, I am very happy. But this time, you asked me to give  That snow lotus plant, Yi'er, do you know how much my heart hurts?"

    Mingxuan

    "sorry¡­¡­"

    "My heart hurts, but you want to give it to him, but that's what you want to do, that's your loved one. You want to give everything to your loved one desperately, and you would rather  No matter how long your headache lasts, you are willing to bear it alone. But Yier, have you thought about me? What about me? When you have a headache, do you know how distressed I am?  You, do you knowI even think why I am not the one who has a headache, why should I give you a headache? I am really, really worried about you. But Yi'er, you gave up yourself for him. "

    In Jiang Yixing's eyes?Teardrops slid down.

    "Yi'er, I wish you well, but you wish him well."

    His words were very powerless and powerless. In my heart, I just felt very sad and very sad.

    "Mingxuan, I'm sorry"

    At this moment, I don't know what else I can say besides sorry

    Jiang Yixing looked straight at me, and said in a deep voice, "Yi'er, I want to give you Xuexinlian, so that your headache can be cured, you can, and you won't have a headache anymore, you know what?  ?¡±

    My voice choked, "I know, I know."

    I know you wish I could be better.

    But I wish him well.

    There is only one Xuexinlian, I gave it to him, but I have no more.

    However, we might find another snowdrop.

    I whispered, "Mingxuan, maybe we will find another Snow Lotus."

    Jiang Yixing said softly, "Yi'er, Xue Xinlian, it won't be so easy to find."

    "Yi'er, let alone whether you will find another Xuexinlian. If today, what you want to give is not Xuexinlian, but your life, will you be so resolute?"

    What if it's my life?

    No, I can't die.

    I still have to save my mother, I can't die.

    "What would you choose?"

    I looked into Jiang Yixing's eyes, shook my head and said, "No, I can't die."

    "You are for your mother? Are you going to save her?"

    "Well, I have to save my mother."

    "But what if you choose to give up your life for him?"

    just in case¡­¡­

    Maybe it will

    Maybe¡­¡­

    No, no such thing will happen, definitely not.

    I shook my head, "This won't happen, Mingxuan, I will be fine, we all will."

    Jiang Yixing suddenly lowered his eyes, "Yi'er, are you talking about us, him and you, or me and you?"

    I panicked, "We yes, all of us"

    Jiang Yixing seemed very calm and calm at the moment, "Three people, if two of them can live well, that would be a rare thing. However, there will be many times, if one of the three lives well, it is already very good  ,Is not it?"

    Yes, a lot of times, maybe only one person will be fine.

    "Mingxuan, but what can we do then?"

    So what can we do?

    I'm really sad, really sad

    I hope all of us are well, but the fact is, he left with Xue Xinlian, and maybe started a new life with a beautiful woman.

    And I, without Xuexinlian, will continue to suffer from headaches.

    And Jiang Yixing, he will also be very sad.

    "Yeah, so what can I do? You can't forget him, I can't forget you, memory is always tormenting like this, it's always like this"

    Why, why, when Jiang Yixing said this sentence, I just felt, in my heart, as if I had lost something very important.

    I just feel that I seem to be abandoned by a very important person.

    In my heart, there was a faint feeling of being abandoned.

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