Under the frost and snow, there is desolation everywhere.
Xu Zhishi, you shouldn't be so depressed.
Suddenly, I followed his footsteps foolishly.
Why, why am I doing this again?
Su Ji took my hand and shouted in a low voice, "Nian Nian!"
I froze for a moment and stopped in my tracks.
What am I doing?
But now, all I have in my mind is the picture of him taming the horse that day.
Luping in white, that is my first memory of you.
At that time, I felt that I would never forget you again.
At that time, I thought you were the most handsome boy I have ever seen.
Xu Zhishi, I like you so much.
I thought, I saw you raising your blade, I saw you leading thousands of troops, I saw my father and elder brother die in front of me, I would hate you, I would hate you very much.
But why, I still miss the scene of that day in my heart.
Green Ping in white, that is the most beautiful scenery I have ever seen in my life.
I murmured in a low voice, "Su Ji, I'm sorry."
Su Ji, this time, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for my father, I'm sorry for the prime minister's mansion, I'm sorry for my brother, I'm sorry for the thousands of people in Wei Kingdom.
Su Ji pulled me back forcefully, with a hint of anger in her voice, "Nian Nian!"
I stood there blankly, staring at Xu Zhishi's dispirited figure.
Xu Zhishi, I shouldn't do this.
I dare not have nostalgia for you.
Su Ji forcefully turned my body around, "Nian Nian, you should be sober."
I should be more sober.
In my ears, I suddenly remembered a gentle voice, "Yi'er?"
is it you?
Have you turned around?
I turned my face and saw that familiar figure.
You are here.
I stood there blankly, looking at him in front of me.
His brows were tightly furrowed, and there seemed to be a lot of sadness in his eyes.
It seems that it's only been two days since he saw each other, why his face has become so vicissitudes.
Mingxuan, why are you here.
Behind Jiang Yixing was the figure of Master, "Yi'er, I finally found you."
Master's face was full of anxiety.
I stood there blankly, and then turned my face, but he was no longer in sight.
Jiang Yixing also stood there blankly, looking at me with eyes full of confusion and sadness.
Master opened his mouth lightly, shook me, and asked in a deep voice, "Yi'er, what's wrong?"
I frowned and asked in a low voice, "Master?"
Master, you are here.
He sighed deeply, "Yi'er, Mr. Jiang and I have been looking for you for the past two days."
I murmured in a low voice, "Master"
Jiang Yixing lowered his eyes, his slender eyelashes trembled slightly, and said in a deep voice, "Yi'er, why did you leave all of a sudden."
Yes, why did I leave all of a sudden.
Jiang Yixing raised his face, and the moment his eyes touched mine, he lowered his eyes again and said in a low voice, "Yi'er, I was wrong that day, can you forgive me? "
That day?
Mingxuan, why are you bringing up that day again.
How nice it would be if the warmth in my ear that day was just a dream.
How good it would be if those never happened.
I closed my eyes for a moment, and unconsciously called softly, "Mingxuan."
Mingxuan, how should I face you.
And Master, you clearly know Xu Zhishi.
What kind of relationship do you have with him?
Jiang Yixing suddenly smiled helplessly, that smile seemed a bit desolate, which made me feel even more sad, he whispered, "Yi'er, you really came to Cang Ran."
Cang Ran, I am here after all.
I murmured in a low voice, "Master, you know him."
Master frowned even more, "Yi'er, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kept it from you."
I was slightly lost in thought, "Master, we were drinking together that day in Xiangping Blossom Village. I asked you if you knew the boy in white who tamed the horse. You said you didn't know him. You said you didn't know. Master, why? why?Don't you know anything? Why didn't you tell me directly, tell me directly that he is Cang Ran, why didn't you let me cut off all thoughts of him at that time, why? "
Master's voice gradually lowered, "Yi'er"
Why, why didn't you let me know earlier, that boy in white is someone I can't have no matter what.
Why does he always give me hope when I am disappointed.
When will I be completely hopeless towards him.
The master whispered, "Yi'er, I didn't know you would be like this. I thought, you and him, after that side, we would never see each other again."
Anger appeared on Su Ji's face, "Yi'er, why do you keep thinking about that pale man?"
I shook my head and murmured in a low voice, "I didn't, I didn't think about him."
Suddenly, Bai Hua's figure appeared in front of my eyes, she raised her face, her eyes seemed to contain the sun, moon and stars, she asked softly, "Sister Yi'er, is that Xu Zhishi?"
What is Xu Zhi?
Ah Hua, you don't know, the boy you tried your best to hide from is the boy I look forward to seeing the most every day, the one I desperately want to chase, but I can't touch even if I'm dying teenager.
I lowered my eyes, unable to answer, "Ah Hua, don't ask."
Bai Hua, you are such a beautiful woman, how should I face you.
A smile suddenly appeared on the corner of my lips, and there was endless sadness in that smile, "Ah Hua, if I were him, I would love you without hesitation. Because there is no second Bai Hua in this world."
Like most women, I fell in love with him from the bottom of my heart when I first saw him. There are probably many women in this world who are like me.
It's just, Bai Hua, in this world, there is only one you in his heart.
Only you, in his heart.
Bai Hua's eyes were full of blankness, "Sister Yi'er, I don't understand what you're talking about."
I whispered, "Nothing."
Nanbei walked to Ahua's side, his handsome face was as calm as water, "Ahua, don't ask any more questions, this is the girl's private matter."
Bai Hua saw Nanbei approaching, and nodded obediently, "Yeah."
Yes, this is my business alone.
Why, now I will be so sad.
Xu Zhishi, after meeting you, I have lost myself.
In my heart, there is nothing else.
But that young man whom I keep in my heart will never see me.
Su Ji said in a deep voice, "Nian Nian, have you forgotten, that day when the blood splashed in Chang'an, who led the soldiers? Who stabbed the sword in your chest that day, have you forgotten, you My father and brother, they all died under whose sword. Nian Nian, you should be sober, the person he brought, his own brother, killed my father, and your father, your brother. That day in Chang'an The tens of thousands of people in the city, how many people died, and the whole Wei Kingdom, there is only a dead silence, all these are thanks to that Cang Ran man."
These are all thanks to him.
Su Ji, I understand what you said is right.
I get it, I know it's all because of him.
In my mind, their figures appear all the time.
Qin Li, father, brother.
I can't forget, I can't forget the pain of people around me leaving me one by one.
I can't forget, I can't forget how many people's blood was drawn under that sword.
I understand, I can't forget.
Just why, at a certain moment, I still think of him.