After the empty people in the courtyard returned, the painting hall was half covered with bead curtains. The wind of the forest is whistling and the night is tired, the small building is crescent moon, looking back, I am slender. Chunguang Town is full of people and old people, and there is nothing new to worry about and hate. Jin Dao was sleepy and still lazy, a Qiang flute startled Zui Yirong. ¡ª¡ªNalan Rongruo
"Your Majesty, what are you thinking about?" Hongyue's voice interrupted my train of thought.
"It's nothing, Hongyue, let's go to the Royal Garden to relax."
She heard what I said and asked, "Ma'am, do you want to change again?"
"No need." I replied, "Let's go." Because I hurried to Chu Meiren's Palace early in the morning, I was only wearing an apricot-colored dress decorated with a little peony embroidery, and I just put on a same-color dress. The color of the cloak is a bit more elegant, but I just want to go out for a walk, and I am too lazy to dress up carefully.
? As soon as you walk into the imperial garden, you will be greeted with a strong and sweet scent of osmanthus, and then walk in, the flowers of various colors are beautiful and colorful, attracting bursts of pink butterflies dancing.
"The begonias here are blooming really well." Looking at the luxuriant begonias in front of me, I stopped in my tracks.
"That's right, the begonias here are much prettier than the ones in our Splendid Palace. The imperial garden is the imperial garden." Her voice was faintly cheerful, and she must be very happy to go out for some air.
The begonias here are blooming really well, with many colors, much more luxuriant than those in Jinxiu Palace. It must be that the begonias in Jinxiu Palace have not been taken care of for a while.
"It's only been a few steps, and I'm a little tired." I said lazily.
"My lady is tired, I don't know where is the resting place in the imperial garden." Hongyue looked around for a while, and suddenly said pleasantly, "Hey! My lady, there is a gazebo over there!"
"Go there and rest for a while." Hongyue gently supported me and walked over. I asked the accompanying maids to wait outside the pavilion, and only took Hongyue through the corridor to the pavilion.
Looking at Hongyue standing beside me, I called softly, "Yueyue, sit down with me, there is no one else here."
Hongyue paused, as if surprised by me, "Huh?"
I pulled her to let her sit down and said with a smile, "What's the matter? We were all like this when we were in the mansion."
Her expression was blank, and a little joy suddenly appeared in her eyes after she sat down. Suddenly she changed her expression again and frowned, "Mother, wouldn't it be disrespectful if someone saw me?"
I chuckled lightly, "No, silly girl, I told you to sit down, who in this palace would have so much trouble."
She breathed out, "Ma'am, we haven't been together like this for a long time."
"Yeah, I've only been in the palace for two days, and it feels like it's been a long time." I took a sip of the tea on the table, and continued, "Now I'm starting to miss the days in the mansion."
Hongyue replied, "In the past, the Prime Minister would be bored in the mansion all day if he would go out in the mansion. I didn't expect it to be even more boring in this palace, and he was always in fear."
I sighed slightly, "There is no end in sight for such a day."
Hongyue remained silent, took a piece of sweet-scented osmanthus cake on the table, and ate it in small bites.
After saying a few words, she also relaxed. Looking at her eating the pastries, she seemed to have returned to the days when she was frolicking in the mansion. I began to feel that bringing her into the palace was limiting her freedom and lively personality.
I tentatively asked, "Hongyue, do you still miss Mr. Li?"
She who was eating pastries was startled by my words, and choked for a while, "Ahem!"
She took a sip of water and said angrily, "Mother, why are you asking this all of a sudden!"
I snickered and said, "It's nothing, I just saw that you were still wearing the jade pendant he gave you when I was looking at Haitang."
"Huh?" She touched her waist subconsciously, and then slowly raised her hand to put it on the table in response.
I chuckled, "I guess you're still thinking about Mr. Li."
She blushed at this moment, "No!"
I held her little hand that had no place to rest, and said softly, "Okay, okay, it's nothing to tell me,"
"Your Majesty" She hesitated to speak, and said helplessly, "I won't miss him anymore."
I patted her hand lightly, and comforted me, "It's okay, the person you want to meet will be able to meet one day."
After all, my eyelashes trembled slightly, the person I want to see will meet one day, but in this deep palace, we are all weak women with no power to restrain the chicken, and we are still subject to various restrictions. , how can I see it.
Hongyue said, "One person at a timeSometimes, I can't help but think of him, but what right do I have to see him now? "
I hurriedly said, "No, how could I not be qualified to see him?"
"Your Majesty, I don't know how many years you and I will spend in this palace now. How dare I expect more from the past." It would be nice to stay quietly in the memories.¡±
Staying in memory, is it sad or happy?
In this palace, I no longer have the courage to touch the longing hidden in my heart.
I miss every plant and tree in the mansion, I miss the time when we sneaked out of the mansion to play, we played in the market, played around, forgot our identity, and forgot all the troubles.
I miss my father, even if he has always been strict with me, I will miss him always covering me up when I was a child, and inadvertently showing distress in his eyes after punishing me who went out to play secretly.
I miss Su Ji, the only friend I once had. I miss her so much, we never saw each other after we went to the recession together, and I didn't even say goodbye to her.
I still miss, no, it¡¯s not miss, I really want to see him again, in the dead of night, there is always splashing duckweed, the boy in white who trains the horse.
But I can't see him again, what qualifications do I have to see him again, after being a country, I want to stabilize the harem, and I can't be caught by others because of my personal feelings.
Hongyue is right, there is no hope in our days, and we are not qualified to miss those people. She wants to forget her Mr. Li, and I want to forget the boy in white hidden in my heart.
I said softly, "Yue'er, if you are willing, I will ask the emperor for instructions when I reach the age of 25, and let you go out of the palace to find a good family you like."
She held my hand instead, and her mood suddenly became unstable, "MotherI won't leave the palace, I won't leave, I will never leave you, don't let Yue'er go."
I comforted me, "It's okay, I'm afraid I will stay in this palace until I grow old. If you stay with me all the time, I'm afraid I won't be able to see him in this lifetime."
There were tears in her eyes, "No, I don't want to leave you, if I don't see you, I won't see you, just forget about it."
I took out my handkerchief and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "Okay, okay, don't leave, don't leave." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com