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Chapter 184 Don't Let Me Down Anymore

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    Mo Xiaoxiao and Xiao Er came out all the way, and then walked straight towards the backyard of Gu's family. The two of them didn't speak any more along the way. Mo Xiaoxiao's rare calmness and calmness seemed particularly comfortable to Xiao Er.

    The backyard of the Gu family, across the back garden is the guest room of the Gu family. The ginkgo trees planted in the courtyard are all withered and yellow, and there are still red ribbons hanging on the ends of the trees, which looks particularly unnatural, with a golden color  The most abrupt red pierced Mo Xiaoxiao's heart, and she couldn't help but stop again, and looked at the pale yellow, like a woman in yellow clothes who was scarred and exposed.  Red and bloody, licking the wound in the bleak autumn wind.

    Arriving at the guest room where He Yuwen lived temporarily, Mo Xiaoxiao was hesitant and remained silent for a long time before mustering up the courage to knock on the door.

    "Boom, boom, boom!" Mo Xiaoxiao still knocked on his door with anxiety, she didn't even know how to speak to him, she seemed to be saying something difficult to say, and even felt guilty in her heart.

    After knocking for a long time, Mo Xiaoxiao didn't see anyone from the house coming to open the door, and then knocked a few more times before hearing a low and indifferent male voice with some impatience in his tone: "Go back!"  , I won't see you again, didn't I say that I want to be alone for a few days"

    Mo Xiaoxiao was frozen outside the door by his words, and for a moment, she didn't know how to speak. She didn't expect that he was still as cold as ever, and probably thought she was Gu Qingshui. Thinking of this, she felt sorry for Gu Qingshui.

    "It's me" Mo Xiaoxiao remained silent outside the room for a long time, so long that He Yuwen thought that the people outside the room had left, Mo Xiaoxiao opened his mouth again.

    As soon as Mo Xiaoxiao's voice fell, the room was still silent, but after a while, there was a sound of rustling footsteps in the room, and the door was opened directly after a while.

    'Squeak' Accompanied by the sound of opening the door, He Yuwen suddenly appeared in front of Mo Xiaoxiao. He seemed more tired and haggard. It was still the same gold-rimmed glasses, but the eyes in the bright frame  It seems that there is no light, it is dull gray, there is a slightly blue beard on the chin, and the hair is a little long, the whole person looks dejected and embarrassed, Mo Xiaoxiao froze on the spot, at a loss  , I didn't know that my so-called perfection made him so miserable and embarrassed, and I felt distressed and blamed myself for a while, and the pain in my heart was naturally no less than the pain he suffered.

    He Yuwen's voice was a little hoarse, and his appearance was a little unbearable, but when he saw Mo Xiaoxiao, his already dim eyes seemed to be filled with stars again, and his face also appeared slightly.  With a rare gentle smile.

    For Mo Xiaoxiao's appearance, He Yuwen was still surprised. Although she had thought about her appearance, she didn't expect it to be so sudden: "You, why are you here again suddenly."

    Mo Xiaoxiao was a little embarrassed, slightly lowered her head and said, "I, can I go in and talk?"

    Only then did He Yuwen react, and quickly opened the door to let the two of them in.

    Entering the room, Mo Xiaoxiao and He Yuwen sat down opposite each other, but neither of them knew how to speak. There seemed to be thousands of words intertwined in their hearts, but the words came to their mouths and were too few to express.

    "You have suffered these days, I'm sorry" Mo Xiaoxiao spoke first.

    "Why did you say sorry to me? I should say sorry to you." He Yuwen smiled bitterly, twitching the corners of his mouth, and lowered his head slightly without looking into her eyes, speaking lightly.

    Mo Xiaoxiao raised her head suddenly, and stared at He Yuwen intently, He Yuwen continued to say calmly and slightly apologetically: "I should say I'm sorry, I made some promises to you  If you say I love you and want to protect you, I never thought I would break my promise. I can¡¯t even control my own destiny, let alone protect another person. If you came to say blessings and sorry to me today, I would rather  You should never say that at least there is still an unbroken beauty with me, thinking that I am a free person with a soul that should belong to me, but I never thought that in the end I would still be unable to escape the ruthless and malicious manipulation of fate.  That's it, maybe it's fate if I can't help myself, how can I fight against the devil who controls fate with my own strength, but I still have one regret."

    Mo Xiaoxiao calmly looked at him with doubts and pity: "What regrets do you have?"

    "It's a pity that I have never been able to protect the people I want to protect in my life, including my family and my beloved. I didn't expect to spend the rest of my life in such a hurry, and the world has never been fair to me.  Said, the only thing I want to know now is whether you, Mo Xiaoxiao, have ever had a moment for me, no matter before or now,The love of silk, not the love of mercy and charity for my sad fate.  "After He Yu finished speaking calmly, he raised his head and looked at Mo Xiaoxiao who was also in a daze.

    "I don't want to answer your question now, I want to ask, so are you planning to compromise your fate? Mo Xiaoxiao didn't avoid his eyes this time, and responded straightforwardly.

    "Compromise? Some people live different days from birth to death, while others just live a day and repeat the boring life endlessly. For me, there is no compromise in this kind of life, just let this damn  At the mercy of my fate, I have no choice, maybe you can say that I am a cowardly person, but I am too tired and lonely along this road, so that I don't know whether I am pursuing or  For what I don't know, it wants me to be like this, so be it, I'm really tired of fighting it alone, I just don't want you to be tortured like me and become a walking dead, an insensitive puppet, it's really nice  Do you know the pain?

    Anyway, it doesn't matter if you don't want to answer my question, I know the feeling of not loving someone instead of accepting someone, it's like you walk out on the street and a stranger pops up for no reason  A thing you don't like is as ordinary as being stuffed into your hand, and you can't throw it away in front of others, and you can't put it in your heart frankly. Even if you love me or not, it doesn't matter anymore. Maybe we will never meet again.  Let's meet!  "

    As soon as He Yuwen finished speaking, Mo Xiaoxiao couldn't hold back her own thoughts anymore, and blurted out.  "How do you know that you are the thing that was forced into my hands by others, and how do you know that we will never meet again?"

    When He Yuwen heard Mo Xiaoxiao's words, he turned his head in an instant and looked at her without squinting. He saw that Mo Xiaoxiao's expression was firm, without any indecision or playfulness.

    "What did you say? Then you mean" He Yuwen said decisively.

    "Why do you choose to compromise? You are such a strong person. In my eyes, you are a brave knight who overcame thorns and slayed dragons. You shouldn't just be conquered by that strange fate. If you walk alone  Too tired and lonely, then you will regard me as your partner in the future, as the moonlight above your head to illuminate your path, if you are always used to locking yourself in a dark room, can you go in before  Give me a key to punch in your heart, I can save you when you cross the maze, I went back and thought about it for a long time, I made you suffer because I failed your love, I am alone  The way I think I can do both is to make each other miserable and suffer for a lifetime. I was wrong before, and I was so free and easy in exchange for such an ending that almost caused a big mistake. Then if I now  Come back, can you still give me a chance, a chance for someone to take you away?"

    He Yuwen's heart seemed to be pulled up again from a quagmire suddenly, and the hand that pulled him was Mo Xiaoxiao's hand, and it seemed to be a ray of light that shone around him and illuminated  His sky was pitch black, starless and moonless.

    He Yuwen stood up from the chair all of a sudden, with surprise, surprise, joy, silence, sadness, remorse, and self-blame in his eyes. All complicated emotions were alternating.

    "Xiaoxiao do you really think so? But But Gu Qingshui already has my flesh and blood in his belly, wouldn't it be too unconscionable to do this, and will be spurned by thousands of people, sorry,  Please forgive me, even though I love you deeply, the reality is already like this, and the situation is irreversible. I am already moved to tears if you have such a heart, but your love came too late"

    Mo Xiaoxiao remained silent, hesitating three times in her heart, but still planned to tell him the truth: "Actually, the child in Gu Qingshui's belly is not yours"

    Mo Xiaoxiao's voice was shallow, like a wisp of weak wind that floated up unintentionally, but it just blew into He Yuwen's ears like an earth-shattering secret, calming him down.

    "You, what did you saywho told you, don't youyou know the truth." He Yuwen said impatiently, the red blood in his eyes was surging, and the round Adam's apple twitched as he spoke  creep.

    Mo Xiaoxiao raised her head slightly, stared at him with an unbelievable face, and said solemnly: "I can't tell you the truth about it yet, but I just want to tell you that the child is not yours, you  In fact, nothing happened with her, otherwise I would not come to you, but I just don¡¯t want such a tragedy to happen, you just allow me to say whether you want to go with me.¡±

    He Yu was silent for a long time, his brows, which seemed to be stained with frost and snow, frowned, as if he was tangled and struggling, and Mo Xiaoxiao seemed to see his tangled.

    "If you don't want to, I won't force you. It's just whether you believe me or not. The child really doesn't belong to you. If you are willing to go with me, I also have someone from the Gu family willing to regret the marriage. You don't have to blame yourself."  Mo Xiaoxiao looked at her and said calmly.

    "If that's the case, I don't want to disappoint you anymore. I would like to leave with you, but can you really get out? I'm worried about you" He Yuwen raised his head slowly, a little worried about Mo Xiaoxiao  do something.

    "Don't worry, I'm just telling the Gu family the truth of the matter and nothing else will happen. Why do you force yourself to do something you don't want to do? Believe me." (Remember this website URL: www.  hlnovel.com), I also have someone from the Gu family willing to regret the marriage, you don't have to blame yourself.  "Mo Xiaoxiao looked at her and said lightly.

    "If that's the case, I don't want to disappoint you anymore. I would like to leave with you, but can you really get out? I'm worried about you" He Yuwen raised his head slowly, a little worried about Mo Xiaoxiao  do something.

    "Don't worry, I'm just telling the Gu family the truth of the matter and nothing else will happen. Why do you force yourself to do something you don't want to do? You believe me." (Remember the website URL: www.  hlnovel.com
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