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Chapter 148 I Just Prefer You

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    "If you want to help me, don't worry about anything and don't do anything. You should do your job well, be ruthless and don't cover up anyone, and don't face the passing of any life hastily, because every one is  It is a living life.

    You say you want to help me, but you don't trust me. You don't want to clarify this confusing and foggy matter, but just draw conclusions about who is right from a piece of paper that is difficult to distinguish between true and false.  Advocating to make a conclusion, but also want to distort the truth of the facts, just want me to commit myself to beg you to excuse me, I have no sin, why do you want you to excuse me, is it because you like me?  Even if I did something wrong, you still plan to help me regardless of right and wrong. Is it fair to others?  If one day your relatives do the wrong thing, will you cover up and indulge them by confusing black and white like this?  If you really want to help me, you should shoulder the responsibility of the uniform you wear on your body, don't be selfish, don't cover up, don't discriminate between right and wrong, seek truth from facts, and be down-to-earth to win the hearts of the people.  "

    Mo Xiaoxiao's words were like a basin of cold water, and directly wiped out his enthusiasm. In fact, every word she said was right. He shouldn't abuse his power and try to use his own selfishness to protect others.  It is very unfair to the victim or others, and I should not try to help her in such a shady way, not only harming her but also harming myself, this is like a long road with no end  , Once you step on it, it will be difficult to turn back, and you will become more and more assholes and more stinky, so how is it different from those people who are full of evil?

    In fact, there is another point, it is his distrust. When a person does not trust the person he loves, then this kind of love is deformed and will not last long. He misses Mo Xiaoxiao very much, but his way is wrong.  Let her hate herself even more if she doesn't understand herself. After all, He Yuwen understands her. She is like a hedgehog sometimes.  climb.

    "I just want to help you, treat you and love you so much. Why do you always see He Yuwen's goodness but not my good intentions? You always only see my negative side but not the positive side.  What you said to me should be righteous, dignified, dignified, and selfless, but because the person who happened to me was you, the woman I miss, what can I do? I can't bear to let you suffer even a little bit, even if it would be reprimanded by thousands of people.  , I was pointed out by posterity that I am a fatuous person and that I am an emotional and irrational person, so what?

    I'm just using my way to protect the person I want to protect. I don't think it's wrong for me to do so. Right and wrong are defined by others. Love, hatred, kindness and resentment are other people's business.  I am selfish, and I am no exception. I just do what I think is right. Ten thousand people have ten thousand definitions of right and wrong. Why are you always so righteous and considerate of everyone? Why do I have a preference?  You look so miserable.  "

    Seeing Gu Yichen talking out of control and almost collapsing, Mo Xiaoxiao suddenly felt a little guilty in her heart, but facing his words, she herself didn't know for a moment how lonely she was like facing him.

    "However, isn't it cruel to let down someone who is not wrong because of a person's preference? If a person makes an unforgivable mistake, you forgive her because of your kindness and love, but others cannot forgive her for doing this."  It's not the narrowness of others, it's not the small-mindedness of others, because you haven't personally experienced the suffering of others and can't empathize with others, so you can't say forgiveness for others, otherwise this is your sin, each of us is an independent individual, we have  Different joys and sorrows, love and hatred, so you can't use your own selfishness to represent the majority of people. If the person you love also supports you to cover and indulge her in this way, and use your own mistakes to evade responsibility, then such  People are not worthy of your love, because if there is a first time, there will be a second and third time, and more and more people will be let down, and more and more people will be hurt. At that time, the situation is beyond your control.  , Don¡¯t make mistakes again and again, let¡¯s go astray, there is nothing wrong with loving someone, and there is nothing wrong with wanting to protect her, but the premise is that you don¡¯t protect the person you love by hurting others, because the person you hurt is also loved by someone  ah¡­¡­"

    After Mo Xiaoxiao finished speaking, Gu Yichen fell into silence again, turned his back to Mo Xiaoxiao, said nothing, raised his head with his hands behind his back, wondering what he was thinking at this moment, it took a long time  Slowly said: "Let's stop here today, wait for He Yuwen's three-day news, you can sleep here tonight, otherwise others will make irresponsible remarks, you should go to bed earlier, I will not  Excuse me, the night is already very late."

    After Gu Yichen finished speaking, he stepped up and walked out the door. The door was like a cutting line between today and tomorrow. Once it is closed and opened again, it will be dawn.

      Gu Yichen returned to the residence arranged for him by the bureau in a daze, but lay on the bed tossing and turning and couldn't fall asleep. He didn't think about that bizarre case in his mind, but he turned Mo Xiaoxiao's words over and over again in his mind.  It was very painful in my heart, I didn't understand why what I did was wrong, and I didn't understand why when I woke up overnight, Mo Xiaoxiao treated me like a stranger, and he never thought of embarrassing her at all.  Even if it was really her fault, I just wanted her to be soft and begged me to help her, making her feel that I was very important to her, but it was self-defeating.

    When he was at the headquarters of the Jiangcheng Police Department that day, he suddenly received a letter from his younger sister Gu Qingshui, saying that Mo Xiaoxiao was in trouble and that she might have killed someone.  So I told him that it was also because I wanted Gu Yichen and Mo Xiaoxiao to get back together so that Mo Xiaoxiao could feel his importance. When Gu Yichen saw such a letter, he hurriedly reported it to his father, striving to come  The right to deal with this matter, I spent all my energy in the name of Gu Qingshui to get the opportunity to come here, I tried my best to help her, but I didn't expect such a sinful result, but what made He  Wen Wen became Mo Xiaoxiao's hope, and these things made him miserable.

    Time passed quickly, passing by like water, bit by bit. These days, He Yuwen was physically and mentally exhausted. Seeing that three more calendars were torn off the wall, he couldn't help feeling flustered.

    He Yuwen leaned on the armchair in the hospital and hadn't slept for two consecutive days. He just squinted for a while when he was awakened by a knock on the door.

    "Boom boom boom!"

    "Come in." He Yuwen was stunned by the sudden knock on the door, came back to his senses, rubbed his temples a little listlessly, picked up a glass of water on the table, took a sip to clear his mind  It became clearer, then picked up the glasses on the corner of the table, placed them on the bridge of the nose, and then slowly responded to the person outside the door.

    "Dean He, a message came from the mortuary, asking if we should dispose of the two corpses first, it's been too long, and the weather is so bad, so" The little nurse outside the door said softly  As he spoke, he tested He Yuwen's attitude.

    "Not yet, we have to wait for the family members to come to discuss how to deal with it. By the way, why haven't the Liang family's family members arrived yet?"

    "I have been notified, and I should be there in the afternoon. Would you like to go over and look at the corpse first, maybe you can see what you find?" The little nurse looked at He Yuwen's frowning look, and said comfortingly  .

    "Well, that's fine." He Yuwen thought for a while, then agreed, and then got up from the chair and walked to the morgue.

    The mortuary of the hospital is in the basement of the hospital. As soon as you enter the room, you can feel the cold wind blowing from all directions. Even though it is midsummer, it is still as cold as ever, making people shiver uncontrollably. He Yuwen is at the door  An old man guarded him, handed him a mask and sanitary gloves, and he went in.

    After entering the door, there was a faint smell of disinfectant and a rotten smell, and He Yuwen entered a room. There were only two corpses in it, all covered with white cloth.  I can't see it, that is to say, there is only a small information sign hanging on the pale little bed. He approached slowly, feeling extremely complicated. The morgue in the basement is cold, but He Yuwen's forehead  There was still a stream of cold sweat on his face, not because he was afraid of corpses or anything, but because he was afraid that he would not be able to control his emotions. After all, those two corpses lying there were once two living people in his life.  People who have been happy or sad in his life, how can he not be afraid.

    There is a cold corpse near the door, and there is an information board hanging beside the bed, with Mo Yao's eye-catching name written in a big red pen, just like the prominent existence in the book of life and death, which means that a fresh life has come here  Finish.

    He Yuwen stood there silent for a moment, and then mustered up the courage to lift off the white cloth covering his body. The scene in front of him made him unbelievable, and he couldn't believe his eyes. Although he had already been mentally prepared,  However, when he saw his unrecognizable and appalling side, his hands still trembled a bit, resisting the fluctuating emotions in his heart and the overwhelming feeling in his stomach, he calmed down and continued to check.

    He Yuwen carefully put the white cloth covering his body aside, because the corpse had been soaked in water for too long, and the original appearance could not be seen clearly.  Seriously, all the clothes on his body were not removed. He Yuwen tiptoedly checked his body to see if there was anything to break through. He found nothing suspicious all the way, and suddenly found a  The bulging thing, He Yuwen quickly took out the bulging thing, only to find that it was a New Year's gift given to him by Mo Xiaoxiao during the Chinese New Year. He didn't expect him to carry it with him. Thinking of this, it resurfaced in his mind  When he was lively, cheerful and sensible, that innocent smile was always lingering in his mind!

    Some things, some people think that there will be a long time to come, and that there are many tomorrows. Unexpected accidents always make people change things before they have time to say goodbye. Those pictures of laughter and laughter seem to be in his mind forever (Remember  Website URL: www.hlnovel.com)??He Yuwen quickly took out the bulging thing, only to find that it was a New Year gift that Mo Xiaoxiao gave him during the Chinese New Year. Unexpectedly, he actually carried it with him. Thinking of this, he resurfaced in his mind.  When he was cheerful and sensible, that innocent smile was always lingering in his mind!

    Some things, some people think that there will be a long time to come, and that there are many tomorrows. Unexpected accidents always make people change things before they have time to say goodbye. Those pictures of laughter and laughter seem to be in his mind forever (Remember  Website URL: www.hlnovel.com
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