Just as Bai Jianjia was looking normal, while secretly chewing on the stern eyes that Li Dong blew at her, Qin Wanfan and Zhang Lan were on their way.
Just an hour ago, when Qin Wanfan finally received the first communication message from Bai Jianjia in the past two days, he lost control of his emotions and concealed his confession to Bai Jianjia that night to Zhang Lan vaguely. again. But the key point is the depression caused by the extravagant thinking he felt he shouldn't have, and the loss of not knowing how to face Bai Jianjia.
"Qin Wa, maybe you don't know that Jian Jia came to Beijing and told you that she has a boyfriend. In fact, at that time, her heart was not on her so-called boyfriend, but on the way of life she wanted. Or the pursuit of the way of life. Have you talked to her about this?"
After Zhang Lan listened to Qin Wafan's confession, although she didn't know exactly what Qin Wafan confessed to Bai Jianjia at that time, but she was as smart as her, and she guessed the meaning with near-to-nine accuracy.
"No, I was in my senior year at that time, and she had been working for almost a year. I originally planned to go to her high school to apply for a job. Later, when I heard she said that I planned to go to Beijing, I changed my mind and wanted to go with her. , In the end, she didn't say anything, and she said that she was going to Beijing because she had a boyfriend in Beijing. I was desperate. If she went, she must be married. What other results could there be! "
Qin Wanfan said sullenly. He didn't like to recall this past. At the time, he didn't want to recall it because of the pain of despair. Later, he didn't want to recall it because he hated himself.
"So I just said that Jian Jia went to Beijing not entirely for her so-called boyfriend, but for her pursuit of life. Can you understand this?"
Zhang Lan asked again with a smile.
"I don't care what she pursues. If I had known that she would not get married so soon, I wouldn't be in such a hurry to get married."
Qin Wafan felt that his intestines must be extremely green at this moment.
"Did you get married just to get married?"
Upon hearing this, Zhang Lan asked again, "You don't love your current wife? Did you not love her at all at the time, but because you needed her as a substitute for your married life?"
"That, that's not the case. I still, still like her, or I wouldn't be able to get married."
Qin Wanfan's mind automatically recalled the process of meeting and falling in love with his wife Zhao Hong and then getting married. If there was no love, then the young him and her would only be in love for a short time, and they would not be able to get into marriage. After all, everyone was still young at that time, and there were still many opportunities to choose from. There was no need to treat the rest of your life casually for the form of marriage. Even if he was as desperate as he was at the time, it was because of meeting Zhao Hong and being activated by her fiery enthusiasm that was deeply hurt by Bai Jianjia.
"That is, you loved your wife at the time, and you love your wife and children now. This is the way of life you want. You have already made a choice. What is the entanglement with Jian Jia now? Are you asking for trouble? Do you want to make others suffer? Do you think it's worth it? Is it necessary?"
Zhang Lan thought of Qin Wafan's feelings for him after meeting him, and couldn't help but question him.
"yes!"
Qin Wanfan sighed and lowered his head. When he faced Zhang Lan's overtures to him, he used his family's harmony and happiness to resolve the emotional crisis between the two, which is why Zhang Lan could conclude that he loved his wife and children.
"You still don't understand. Jian Jia and you have very different lifestyles and life choices. It's not that you love her or she doesn't love you, but you I don't really understand what she yearns for. In other words, you and her are not the same kind of people who can live together. Of course, if you insist on being together, you can live together, but it doesn't mean that you must be better than you are now. How much happiness is with your wife and children, and even, maybe two people have to sacrifice their own pursuit of happiness to complete it, so why bother, isn¡¯t this another kind of misfortune in a person¡¯s life?¡±
Zhang Lan can often see things clearly when speaking, which is why Qin Wafan is willing to confide in her. Unlike Bai Jianjia, with Zhang Lan, he is more of a reaper.
"So, it's great that you are like this now. You have the happiness of your family, and Jian Jia will also have the happiness that belongs to her. You and her are very good friends who are worthy of close confidantes. Relatives are better than relatives. What do you think , isn¡¯t such true love precious in the world? It¡¯s very possible that this kind of true love lasts longer than the so-called love of many people and is more precious and rare!¡±
Zhang Lan continued:
"If I were you, I would stop dwelling on the past and try to let it go, ?In the end, while enjoying her own happiness, she also helped her better own her own happiness. Such friendship is so precious! "
"Well. Sister, you are right. I understand! Thank you very much! If you hadn't pointed out the maze every time, I would have been stuck in the maze and couldn't get out."
After Zhang Lan made such a call, Qin Wafan felt that he suddenly became enlightened. The pain that had been entangled in his heart before seemed to dissipate like water mist in an instant. The clouds cleared and the sky cleared. How long did it take for the sun to shine into the damp place in his heart where the entangled pain had always been.
"Come out now? Are you no longer trapped and uncomfortable?"
Zhang Lan smiled, and there was no shadow cast by a cloud on her face. She seemed to be speaking these words for Qin Wafan, but in fact, she was speaking for herself.
She also often laments the unknown fate in the middle of the night alone. Why is it that she can't help herself but can't do it when she encounters it? What is wrong with her? She also wanted to find out the truth of fate, but no one could tell her, so she could only slowly untie the knots lingering in her heart.
"Sister, are you going to the reception hall?"
Qin Wanfan looked at his phone, and saw that there were still forty minutes before the reception at seven o'clock. He doesn't need to clean up, just go on like this, Zhang Lan always needs to clean up a little bit.
In such a hurry, he didn't notice Zhang Lan's pensive eyes lowered for a moment.
"That's right, I actually talked to you so attentively that I forgot such a big event as the reception."
Zhang Lan suddenly came to her senses and got up suddenly.
"You just wait here for me."
Zhang Lan turned around and entered the inner room of the office. Qin Wanfan knew that she was going to prepare. He himself went to the bathroom, touched his face with his hands, straightened his collar, and didn't feel that he had to dress up. He was a man, he was wearing a suit and shirt today, and his hair was straight. How to add flowers and colors is just like this.
When he came back to the office, Zhang Lan had already changed into a royal blue evening dress with suspenders and white pearls. Her long pale yellow hair, which was curled up early in the morning, was twisted to one side of her neck, and her face was filled with makeup. A woman with more flair than usual.
Qin Wafan wondered what kind of image Bai Jianjia appeared at such a reception? (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com