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Chapter 316 From others to oneself, their own reflections and difficulties

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    "We haven't been married for a year yet."

    Qin Wafan roared "Ah" in astonishment, but he didn't know whether to say it to his wife or to himself.

    "Well, it's been arguing for more than half a year."

    Zhao Hong also has the same tone similar to talking to herself.

    In fact, they are no strangers to the word divorce.

    There have been many times when the husband and wife began to quarrel with each other because of trivial matters such as arranging the furniture at home, buying clothes for the children, etc., and then at some point, Zhao Hong will "divorce" this  The words were spoken, and the couple both remembered the sentence that rang through the room for the first time:

    "Divorce if you can't make it through!"

    Qin Wanfan stopped talking instantly, and Zhao Hong was also shocked by the conclusive words he rushed out for half a second, and immediately rushed into the room with a bang, and slammed the door behind him.

    The husband and wife were one outside the door and the other inside the door, both angry and sad.

    Zhao Hong didn't tell Qin Wafan how she felt after that time, but Qin Wafan definitely knew that she was heartbroken, because that's how he felt.

    After that, this attitude of being too cautious about the word divorce disappeared, and gradually appeared frequently in disputes and quarrels, and it almost became a mantra, and no one took it seriously.  But the deep feeling in the relationship between the two seems to be more shallow.

    Of course, when they quarreled, the two children were definitely not at home, and they were placed with the two old people, so that they could quarrel without restraint.

    Probably many marriages will go through like this:

    From the initial love so much that I couldn't even think of the word divorce, to the beginning of the shadow of this word in my heart, and then the shadow became more and more intense, like a ball, bouncing back and forth in my heart more and more suppressed, even if it reached my lips.  It rushed out, until that moment of anger and resentment, and finally released the word for the first time unbearably.  Then, the shadow ball that had been suppressed in the heart bounced out every now and then, bouncing back and forth between the two people's lips and cochlea until they no longer took it seriously.

    But, until one day, in the quarrel between the two, they suddenly discovered that the word divorce, at some point, turned into a matter of divorce. In my heart, it was like a tree with dry branches, and it began to cover up.  It's getting denser.

    Probably, both of them are aware of such a crisis, and they both began to silently reflect on themselves and adjust themselves for the sake of their children, for the days when they finally got together, and for the future where separation may not necessarily be better than the present.

    Since then, Qin Wafan and Zhao Hong have gained a tacit understanding, that is, they will no longer easily let the two children stay with the two old people, or Zhao Hong will also go there.  There is more than half a day of alone time at home.

    If there is a time when the two of you have to be alone, try your best to find friends at home, or think about things that the two can do together in advance, those things that have been verified by their lives, and the two can do it together, can be in harmony,  Things that don't cause disagreements.

    Fortunately, with two children, this is the best bond between the two of them, because divorce means that the two brothers will be separated, which is something neither husband and wife want to see.  Therefore, every time I look at two lively and lovely boys, whether it is Zhao Hong or Qin Wafan, in the end, one of them will surrender or take a step towards each other in his own way in the heat of quarrel or cold war.

    Because of this, whenever Zhao Hong said "How could I marry someone like you?", Qin Wafan would feel angry in his heart, but he would not add fuel to the fire verbally.

    And Zhao Hong would always change from a quarrel or a cold war between the two sides to a quarrel or a cold war by herself, and after a day or two of calming down, she would extend an olive branch to Qin Wafan and say something to express her love.  Compromise.

    This time, talking about other people's houses was actually a hint of Zhao Hong's compromise with Qin Wafan's insistence on buying the land alone.

    It's just that the divorce of the young couple was a real stimulus to them both.

    "Husband, have you ever wondered if we will have such a day?"

    Zhao Hong actually asked this sentence that had been hidden in his heart for a long time, with a calm tone, just like an insignificant chat in ordinary times.

    "have not thought."

    Qin Wanfan replied after pondering for a while.  He couldn't immediately say whether he hadn't thought about it, but he couldn't say whether he had thought about it or not.  He was disturbed to hear such a question.  Some words, spoken in the past years, will be like a knife mark, leaving scars and dull pain, like pressing a rheumatism swelling.

    "Ithought about it.  "

    After hearing his answer, Zhao Hong pondered for a while and said.

    She can say this, but he cannot.

    "oh."

    Qin Wafan responded.

    It was silent again.

    "I've thought about it, so if you can stay together, then leave. However, I really hope that you are a rich man. We can live a free life without worrying about money every day, taking care of the children and washing, cooking and procrastinating.  Tired as a dog."

    Zhao Hong usually said such words, must be full of compelling resentment, but at this time, there was no warm sullenness and complaints, but it carried the taste of cloudy days in the cool and cold winter.  However, it can be heard that she is still very yearning.

    Just a little sunshine in his wife's words made Qin Wafan's gloomy mood because of his wife's words, but it quickly turned into a sunny day with sunshine shining in.

    He knew that at this moment he should say that his wife is sorry for making you suffer, but the exhaustion of the past few days left him with no extra energy to apologize to his wife.

    He feels that he has done nothing wrong, his current situation is like this, he has worked very hard, and he is still working hard, and he has been constantly adjusting himself to keep himself busy with work and come back as much as possible  Accompany the two sons or come back as soon as possible to help the wife cook.

    He is also working very hard and the pressure is even greater.

    He also hopes to live a free life.

    But he never thought that anyone would give it to him, except himself!

    Not only that, he also wants to let his family live a happy and free life.

    He felt that it was really not easy for him.  It's just that according to the usual thinking, he can't intensify the conflict, so he can't say such thoughts truthfully.

    Once he said it, he would know what his wife said: "Since you are so tired, don't live it. It will be much easier if you live it by yourself."

    Therefore, he could only chew and swallow by himself.

    Who can he rely on?  Except himself.

    He hopes to have more emotion, more tolerance for him, and more warmth for him. Is this wrong?

    If his wife knew his thoughts, she would definitely answer: "There is a mistake! You are wrong!"

    Therefore, at this moment, he can only use the shadow cast by the street lamp to secretly smile.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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