"How can a person live without ideals? Of course I have my ideals when I come to Beijing. However, the word ideal is just a staged goal for me. From birth to death, in fact, there is nothing more Even if we come naked and leave naked, we still have to pursue, but the pursuit is only a process, and what is left in the end is just a trace of memory. So, it doesn¡¯t matter if I come to Beijing, I will continue to stay in Beijing in the future It doesn¡¯t matter if you leave, but it¡¯s because, in my opinion, life is nothing more than an experience. I just want to experience it well. When I close my eyes, it¡¯s enough if I don¡¯t regret it.¡±
When Bai Jianjia said this, there was no sadness, but the fearless courage of youth. A pair of red phoenix eyes, so clear that there is no shadow of a speck of dust.
"Jian Jia, I know, I can only be in Qinfang, not like you. I really envy you! I also admire your bravery. I, I"
Qin Wafan lowered his head, unable to tell what it was like in his heart. But these words are sincere.
"Wa Fan, I've said it before. Everyone's starting point and ending point are different. In the middle process, whoever wants to spend his life is all based on his own beliefs, or his understanding of life. As long as You think this way, expect this way, then choose to live your life like this, isn¡¯t that good? Why do you need to compare? Besides, life can¡¯t be compared, maybe, looking back On that day, there will be many people who will envy you? So, enjoy it, enjoy our delicious food right now? Hee hee"
Sure enough, the eloquent Bai Jianjia, the art of language is only higher than before, not lower than before.
"Hahaha, that's right. Jian Jia, do you know why I always love to chat with you?"
Qin Wafan was dissipated by Bai Jianjia's words again.
"Why?"
Bai Jianjia asked with a smile.
"Because chatting with you, I can always be happy and gain strength. You are really suitable to be a psychological counselor, and your words are very healing."
Qin Wafan really felt that it would be a big waste for Bai Jianjia not to become a psychological counselor. It was not a waste of her own talent and energy, but a waste of those who needed help.
"Thank you, I also like psychology. But I don't like to be bound, I like freedom. Although the current job is still somewhat limited in terms of time, after all, ideals need to take root in the soil, and survival is still the first , the most important thing is not to survive, but on the basis of helping me survive, it is what I love and can bring me a sense of accomplishment. Do you know? This is different from the full house and one size fits all in school teaching. Here, I have more freedom in the classroom, and I can pay more attention to each child, and the growth and changes of children of different ages, which is really helpful to my understanding and practice of education and teaching.¡±
The self-confidence and intellectuality exuded by Bai Jianjia's words stunned Qin Wafan. Sure enough, this is the different temperament of people who have fought in the living water, fresh and lively, rational and logical. But it is eclectic, completely different from the well-regulated temperament of many teachers in the school.
"Jian Jia, you are such an excellent teacher. It would be great if all the teachers in the school could think about teaching and love teaching like you!"
Qin Wanfan felt a little regretful when he thought of abandoning his education and going into business. But thinking about what Bai Jianjia said just now that life is an experience, she immediately felt relieved.
"Hey, speaking of school, in fact, after I came to Beijing, it is not impossible to enter a school, but what I think is that I was in the system before, and now I have to go to the system again, so I don't want to. I was Why did you run away from the school where I teach? Of course, I want a different life, especially, I don¡¯t want a life that is completely set up, without waves, and too comfortable at a young age, especially, I don¡¯t want to be a Existence like a tool¡ªto be a porter of knowledge that has not changed for a hundred years for the exam, my life should not be like this, if it is, it is too sad!"
"Jian Jia, you are right. I think so too. Hehe."
When Qin Wafan heard Bai Jianjia's words, he felt extremely happy, because he also had a deep understanding of these words. Explain that neither he nor Jian Jia is suitable for an overly comfortable life, but he still has to admit that he feels that compared to Jian Jia, he is not as brave as her.
When he first stepped into this city, to be honest, he was a little dizzy. The city was so big that he wasn't sure if he could survive in it himself.
But now, across from him, this delicate woman who used to have a fragile temperament like Lin Daiyu has survived tenaciously in this city, and she is stillAlthough high-spirited and contented. This cannot but be said to be admirable.
"Hahaha, so, I finally understand, Wa Fan, why you and I can keep in touch all the time. It turns out that the reason is that you and I think so similarly, hahaha"
Qin Wafan also learned to laugh when he watched Bai Jianjia, but it was not Zhang Lan's complete boldness, but a delicate boldness.
It's just that he didn't expect that he had been worrying that he couldn't get into Bai Jianjia's heart well, but with Bai Jianjia, it became a kind of fate why he could always keep in touch. It seems that from different angles, the thinking is indeed different.
"Then how did you think of sending me an email? I thought I hadn't heard from you for a year. Yes, you got married and had a baby, and then you never thought of contacting me."
In Qin Wanfan's heart at the beginning, or even now, he has always believed that the framework of life is not to go to school when he is young, get married and have children, go to work and raise children when he grows up? Until today, he probably realized that life can be different in Bai Jianjia's place.
"It's strange to say. I was indeed busy with work, but at noon one year later, I took a taxi on the way to work and looked out at the sky through the window. I still remember that the sky was very high and the clouds Pale, very white, I suddenly remembered the scene when we chatted together in college, and I remembered that I hadn¡¯t contacted you for a long time. I don¡¯t know how you are doing now? Suddenly, there was a panic in my heart , afraid of losing you, that feeling is hard to describe, and it¡¯s possible, I just don¡¯t want to lose the beauty we had together in college, I want to keep those traces, and the best way to keep traces is to be in the new To continue such traces in the days, even in another way? As long as there is news!"
When Bai Jianjia said this, Qin Wafan's heart became moist. It seemed that the real blue sky and white clouds were floating in her and his eyes and hearts. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com