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Chapter 220 A Different Dinner Treat

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    "I love my wife and children, and I am dedicated to working hard for a better life for my family, but I am an independent person, I have my own independent thoughts and hearts, and I will share my past emotions without affecting anyone.  Realistically, what is wrong with being quiet in my heart? Do I have to cut off this emotion and compete with myself to be worthy of my family? In this way, I will suffer from my emotional chaos even with my family  , do you think this is the best of both worlds?"

    In fact, Qin Wafan himself asked this question countless times, but in the end, he reconciled with himself.

    It's just that he can't judge his own heart:

    Perhaps the reality is too far away, he wants to see the scenery beyond the border!

    But he is not strong enough to not be easily guided by the reality of life. In the exhaustion of running around for a living, where can he hear more beautiful scenery?

    However, he found that he has always been able to easily listen to Bai Jianjia in his inexplicable emotional voice that has long been a habit, does not want to be restrained, and cannot be cut off, and in the conversation with her.  The sound of the different clouds passing by in the distance!

    Even, when he was still alone and quiet, because of the communication with her, he could vaguely hear his own pulse, the most faithful and steady beating in distinguishing the most distant call from life itself.

    The relationship between him and Bai Jianjia may be dressed in the cloak of love, but in fact, both he and she know that the relationship between him and her is not an ordinary love.

    General love is fleeting, either you want to get it or you want to be got it. If you fall into plainness, you will enter into torture and ask the other party to pay attention to yourself in order to maintain the existence of emotion.  How can it be like the relationship between him and her, where there is no desire or desire, only talk about life, and live separately?

    This feeling of his nostalgia for her is more, he thinks, it should be the love for his yearning. Although he is still confused about this yearning, they are all looking for it in different spaces.  , in their respective housing bedrooms for social interaction.

    Facing his rhetorical question, Zhang Lan was also speechless.

    Different people, different emotional styles, and even different emotional connotations. Although she is domineering at work, she also knows that most of the time, she can only be a person who looks at the scenery when facing the lives and emotions of others.  Because, the scenery she wants to create is not something that anyone can easily participate in.

    Compare your heart with your heart, isn't that the case?

    She nodded slightly, unable to continue such a complicated topic.  Her long-standing work habits have brought her the habit of thinking of simplifying complexity:

    "Then do you want to go to Beijing to find her? Just to meet her, to see what she looks like now, and her life now."

    She felt that since she missed her, why not see her again.

    "If it was on purpose, then no. If there is an opportunity along the way, it is fate, and I should cherish it."

    Qin Wafan shook his head.  He seems to want to see her very much. It is of course a longing to meet someone whom he misses so much, but this kind of thinking and longing does not make people want to see her impatiently.

    Zhang Lan gave him a surprised look, calmed down, and ate in silence.

    The atmosphere suddenly became very strange.  Zhang Lan's growing dependence on this man was weakened during this meal, but her trust in him inadvertently deepened.

    Zhang Lan feels that she and Qin Wafan in front of her have already passed the ambiguous period of fresh men and women, and have not entered the passionate period of lust, nor have they entered the further stage of love that she had faintly yearned for in her heart, but stayed where she was.  , Dismantled the psychological guard, and became a true friend-knowing some privacy of the other party, understanding the other party, and trusting the other party more, but it has nothing to do with Fengyue.

    In other words, the wind and moon hanging above their heads at this time are nothing but the wind by the window of a great and pure friendship, the sun in the clouds.

    "Don't worry, your romantic relationship will end with me."

    Zhang Lan raised her hand and pointed at her ear with her index finger and smiled.  She still felt that she was an ordinary person, and she still had to tell the other party about the contract in order to feel at ease.

    "It's okay, since I said it, I don't have to be afraid of anything. But, of course, I believe you."

    Qin Wafan smiled indifferently.

    He really wasn't worried about how many people would know, even if Zhao Hong found out, he would make a fuss at most, so what?  Such an emotion that is as clean and clear as mountain spring water, perhaps, even Zhao Hong herself would like to meet it very much, but it's a pity that she can't.

    And he will not cross the line.

    "Write in capital letters?"

      Coming downstairs, Qin Wafan smiled and turned to Zhang Lan.

    "Write."

    Zhang Lan has long been eager to try.  But at this moment, her feeling is really in the words, not when she first came in, thinking about staying with him for a while longer.

    She polished and swished the brush, completely enjoying it, Qin Wafan also itched his hands with joy, and wrote a few words to make a fool of himself.  It was indeed ugly, but Zhang Lan said that it was so ugly that it had character, so Qin Wafan could only laugh at himself that his crooked strokes were calligraphy or painting.

    When checking out, Zhang Lan said she was treating guests, Qin Wafan readily said yes, and then he quickly paid.

    "I seem to be a little slow to withdraw money?"

    Zhang Lan said with a smile.

    "It's not that you are slow, it's that I'm used to being fast."

    Qin Wafan smiled.

    "Well, I boasted myself again."

    Zhang Lan laughed at him.

    "That is, if you don't like yourself, how can you be happy in this society?"

    Qin Wanfan smiled again.  He also borrowed this trick from Bai Jianjia's chat.

    "Let me treat you a few more times in the future, this way of treating guests is creative, I like it!"

    This is indeed the most comfortable treat Zhang Lan has had for so many years.

    "Hahaha, good! Just set the time!"

    Both of them seemed to let go completely after this meal.  Don't worry about it.

    "From now on, you are my brother!"

    At the intersection, before parting, Zhang Lan said with a smile to Qin Wafan who had unbuckled his seat belt and was about to get out of the car.

    "Okay, if someone finds me in the future, I will definitely tell you!"

    Qin Wanfan made a gesture of a well-behaved little brother, and smiled back.

    "It's a deal!"

    Zhang Lan's eldest sister demeanor is fully revealed at this moment.

    Qin Wafan turned around and smiled again, raised his hand, opened the door and got out of the car.

    In his heart, of course, he also knew Zhang Lan's emotional changes towards him.  He was thinking how to save himself and Zhang Lan, instead of slipping into the dangerous abyss of desire in this small town where everyone can become acquaintances if they want to.

    Unexpectedly, it was Bai Jianjia who saved him and made him come out of his fickle desire.

    He originally asked the question inadvertently, but unexpectedly, this question made the greasy and complicated floating between him and Zhang Lan's eating and drinking men and women suddenly go away as quickly as a drop of dish soap, and the two became real friends instead.  friend and business partner.

    If his wife Zhao Hong knew about Bai Jianjia, would she be jealous of her?  Thank her?  still?

    But as far as he is concerned, there is Bai Jianjia's contribution to the rope that holds his ability to glide through the abyss, and Bai Jianjia's factor in the courage that pushes him to keep moving forward step by step without fear of the future.

    His life is inextricably linked with Bai Jianjia, just like it is inextricably linked with other people and things in his daily life.

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