Because, the male protagonist, Qin Wafan, is not my ideal person.
The height of my ideal person should be above 175. When I was in college, we regarded the height of 175 as the standard of living for boys. Qin Wafan, who is only 170 centimeters, is definitely not an ideal type - writing a book for someone who is not his favorite, it can be seen that at the beginning, he was a little melancholy - who doesn't want to write the best, most perfect , the most ideal? What an exciting and joyous life that should be!
But he is a conquering person. With his perseverance in anything he valued in life, anyone he valued, and the code of conduct of not abandoning or giving up, he slowly conquered the things he valued and the people he valued!
In his persevering pursuit, he also grows and breaks through himself at the same time, but he is down-to-earth, he does not aim too high, and always looks at the starry sky.
Such a person, it is you, it is me, it is him, with his pragmatism and persistence, he has lived his life principles into the life spirit of him and a group of people like him, created a life that belongs to him, and continues According to the starry sky he imagined, his life is constantly reshaping his inner and real double life in the exchange of Bai Jianjia's star.
How can such a person not conquer our hearts and emotions?
In other words, such a person, apart from being not ideally tall and not having received a scholarship in college, is a person who bravely follows his heart, constantly explores life and soul, and fulfills his responsibility and responsibility to his family while facing the realities of life. In the resolution of conflicts, a practical idealist who keeps moving forward with an ideal in mind is the same idealist as us. Reflecting on real life, maybe we are not doing better than him, or even a big difference. interception.
Therefore, I don't know whether I conquered him who lived in my words when I wrote this, or I was conquered by him who was carved and cut out by my words. Maybe both¡ªthen let¡¯s talk, each other.
The most important thing is that such a person, I discovered, he actually conquered time while walking with time, and created a scroll of time belonging to the new era of Qin Wafan.
And Bai Jianjia is the morning star that awakens the rising sun that catches our eyes when each of us started to open the window and look into the distance when we were teenagers. It is the one that gives us light before the rising sun or in the dark night. The ideals and feelings of longing are the past of our youth and the future that we must continue to look after. It is the blood vessels of the left atrium in the chest that we will not sink even if we are trapped in life, and will not be swept away by trivialities.
The purity and beauty of her youth, her self-esteem, her yearning for a higher life and her pursuit of reality after hearing the call from afar, and her resolute abandonment of the trivial and mediocre in real life, are neither sloppy nor sloppy. Without hesitation, she doesn't live in the rules and regulations of people's evaluation society, but purely lives in the ideal that she recognizes but keeps pursuing. With her own strength, her heart is soft and fragile, but in the The form of life defined by herself, which is not secular and utilitarian, has been achieved without relying on any process. She is the most authentic and vivid existence of life itself!
Probably, this is the reason why Qin Wafan and others walked with their jade in their arms because of her bravery and purity.
It suddenly occurred to me that when I was in college, I was actually a cynical non-mainstream person, looking at the people and things around me with the mentality of a spectator, but then I didn¡¯t know why, maybe I was caught in the game between myself and society. It was shaped, or maybe I already had such seeds, in short, I became a serious and upright person. Yes, Banzheng, this is what a friend of mine said when describing her boyfriend, saying that I was like her female boyfriend. I laugh.
I believe that the so-called non-mainstream is the rebelliousness in adolescence that refuses to retreat, and the so-called cynical onlooker mentality is just a kind of dissatisfaction with all kinds of things presented in front of one's own eyes when one has not seen the dyeing strength of the sauce vat of society in one's youth. An initial cognition formed in life. The later seriousness was not completely shaped by social culture at the time, because I already had a life that loved philosophical meanings, and I also pursued philosophical meanings in life, so that sometimes my friends would jokingly call me life. Philosophers, of course, are jokingly called, not really reaching that level, but at least let me see that I have such a personality trait or thinking paradigm.
And the non-mainstream rebellion and cynical onlooker just mentioned, at that time, it was also a philosophical discussion of life.
Such existing thinking and behavior habits will undoubtedly affect theDifferent works of different eras express different eras, different writers, different levels, of course, they have different spirits and forms. It's just that in the brilliance of my inspiration, there is a touch of spirituality, which comes from that free, straightforward, enthusiastic and sharp person. No matter how much, I haven't learned it yet, and I guess I can't learn it. For such, the representatives of human expressors, thank you again.
And like me, work hard, be serious, but don't force to get close - free people always want to express themselves - no matter how unsatisfactory the expression is, it must be their own! Otherwise, you will lose your soul and life, so what is the meaning of the expression?
Still, I would like to thank my lovely editor-in-charge teacher, Mu Si, who still maintained many dialogues with me during this special Spring Festival, and forgiving me for missing the need to provide a story summary and character biographies for my "Country Orphan". I have nothing to repay, so I add another chapter of "On the Rooftop" every day to express my gratitude secretly. I chatted with a cute literary friend and mentioned that whether it was the former Mr. Sweet Shrimp or the current Mr. Mousse, I always forgot to look at the QQ demand. She questioned why I survived until now, and she was very supportive of me. The editor-in-charge teacher, a lovely beauty, complained that it was unbearable to say that I was like this. But the fact is that I was put up with it, which shows how lovely and tolerant the editor teacher I met was! Probably, there shouldn't be many thick lines like mine, otherwise, wouldn't it be a mess? Hurrah. I actually miss my lovely little literary friend who reminded me with a sincere heart!
However, I also consciously supplemented the demand, in case it is available when the connection is disconnected again Ah! Sorry! Respect!
For my literary friends, I am also careless, but I love them deeply! I always think that writing books with all my heart, writing good books, and gradually writing books that everyone loves to read and satisfy themselves is my top priority, and it is also my greatest expression of love for literary friends. This is the deepest love I can give, offer! In particular, after my work is finished, it is only the weaving of a sweater, the presentation of a statue, the lines and colors of a text image, but the completeness of the final meaning and the new completeness of the work as a whole However, it depends on the different minds of the readers¡ªthis is the basis of my creation and works¡ªwhether the writing is good or not, this is the case. Huhu, special blessings must also be given to my special and lovely literary friends!
I suddenly remembered that a long time ago, one of my prototypes said, can I modify a small detail for him, or someday people who know him will read it and immediately know it is him. He said that he hopes my work will be famous. , but I don¡¯t want him to become famous by himself, haha, I promised to modify it, and I thought about it, but I forgot which chapter it was in, so I had to wait until it was completed or when I had enough time to find it later, and then revised it . Write it down first, in case you forget.
After confiding these words, it is too late to continue talking about the heterogeneous love between Qin Wafan and Bai Jianjia. Then let's express it tomorrow or when the mood comes.
In the special Spring Festival, behind every number is a living world. I hope that all the good things in the world will come to everyone and every family forever!
Peace is the best. bless!
Endnote:
Exceptional night sleep. Cursing time, passing too fast and too hastily, for those who make no secret of their hatred and love for it, who treat it so truthfully, they still speed up like the wind, and refuse to give a little more favor, even if they spare a little more Eccentric to put in my palm?
However, maybe it also has the good intention of being wronged: it is to let people like me who are still serious in the dark night not see the dawn later.
Oh, let's learn from Qin Wafan, be a time traveler, master and friend, be the master and creator of your own life! Looking out of the window, the white Jianjia-style morning star, even if it is covered by rain clouds in Lichun, still shines white behind the clouds, watching the rain go away and the clouds disperse.
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