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Chapter 55 There is a kind of love called letting go

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    "Besides, after much deliberation, I am probably not suitable to be a teacher at this stage."

    "Why?"

    "Well, being a teacher is not just as simple as finishing the lectures in the classroom, but also obeys the rules in every word and deed, and becomes a model. I am a rebellious person in my heart. I am afraid that I will become a model of rebellion for the students, which is not good.  up."

    "Then you don't need to travel so far to Beijing. It's so far away, and the climate and food are not suitable. You can go to Guangzhou or Shenzhen. Isn't it better? It's also close to home."

    "I thought about it, in fact, I thought about it when I was in college. If I wanted to go to Guangzhou, I could get into several universities in Guangzhou when I applied for the college entrance examination, but I went to Bincheng Normal University to see the sea."

    "Shenzhen, I originally wanted to go, but, Shenzhen, you know, someone has been transferred from Guangzhou, and I don't want to meet again¡ªit's all gone, so why bother to have anything to do with it? So, I choose Beijing."

    "Beijing also has a strong cultural atmosphere, I like it, so I would like to go there, you can see the snow, you can have the Great Wall, the Forbidden City, Tiananmen Square, and all kinds of alleys, these are very different places from our south, oh  By the way, the ice in the Summer Palace will still form a thick layer of ice."

    "Butif"

    "Wa Fan, there are too many buts and ifs in life, and it will be too late. I don't want to regret it in the future. You also know that I took the postgraduate entrance examination in Beijing's colleges and universities in my senior year, but I didn't pass the professional courses.  I took the exam once, but something happened and affected it. I didn¡¯t pass the English single subject line, but the main reason is that I didn¡¯t review well enough, but it¡¯s just a little short, so I want to go to Beijing to try, and I still want to study again  .¡±

    "Jian Jia"

    Qin Wafan called out sadly, and his heart was more painful than the voice that came out. Why every time, when he felt that the sails were raised again, and there was hope to be together, there would be a violent storm that instantly wiped out his hope.  Knock down, he is like this, can only follow behind her forever, can't catch up?

    His heart was about to despair.

    "Jian Jia, do you have to go? Have you considered it? For example, how do you arrange life and work in Beijing?"

    His tone quickly returned to his senses, and his brain was working fast.

    Bai Jianjia is a girl living in her dreams, he knows it, but only today did she know that she is so brave in her dreams.

    In this case, if she didn't think about it, let him think for her, so that he can avoid the risk for her, and maybe there is hope to call her back?

    If it really doesn't work, at worst, he doesn't care about it, so he goes to Beijing with her, and starts everything from scratch. She is not afraid of a single girl, so what else is he afraid of?

    "It's okay. Last time I was in Guangzhou with my classmates, I just met a boy from Beijing. He treated me very well. Later, he also came to our school and stayed with me for a few days. We all felt very good. When we arrived there  side, he will help me. Don't worry."

    This was no less than a bomb, which instantly blasted Qin Wafan's chest to pieces.  This, thrilling and suspense dramas don't bring such unexpected surprises.

    "Oh¡ªis that you, uh, your boyfriend?"

    "Um."

    Qin Wafan asked with difficulty, Bai Jianjia was silent for a while, and then responded.

    "Okay, since that's the case, then I'm relieved."

    With a hoarse voice, Qin Wanfan added another sentence:

    "It's better to call more, and tell me at any time if you have anything to say."

    "Well. I will."

    Bai Jianjia also exhorted in a gloomy tone:

    "You will work hard after graduation, and we will contact you when you are free."

    "Okay, I will."

    "Then I'll go to the self-study first."

    Bai Jianjia's last voice was also hoarse.

    After Qin Wafan said "Yes", he heard Bai Jianjia walking in the corridor. She hung up the phone before he put the PHS in his arms.

    Standing in the middle of the playground, Qin Wafan is like a wooden man, turning a blind eye to and deaf to the lights under his feet, the classmates passing by, and irrelevant words related to him.  No matter how strong the mind is, it can't accept the rubbing of hope and hopelessness until despair one after another, coming and going.

    If it was the past, no matter what Jian Jia said, he could weave hope through his own strength again and again, but this time, he really couldn't.  Because, she will go to that snowy place with her lover, then she will definitely enter into marriage, and what is waiting for him can only beIt was utter hopelessness¡ªdespair.

    The love hope between him and Bai Jianjia has really come to the edge of the cliff of despair, no matter how he thinks, there will be no way, unless he can figure out the black abyss of endless pain at the bottom of the cliff, otherwise, he  He could only stop there, turn around, and find his own sea and sky.

    Under the intertwined streetlights, he didn't know that tears were streaming down his face.  He didn't know how long he stood there like this numb.  Because of Bai Jianjia's way of eating hot and sour cabbage and drinking strong wine in the past, it has no effect on him at this moment.

    He didn't know when Bai Yu stood beside him, trying to pull his hand and pull him back, but he remained motionless, as if death was at home.  This is how Bai Yu described it later.

    As a result, Bai Yu had no choice but to stand in the place where the lights and the night intersect like a fool side by side like him.

    It took almost two hours before he came to his senses. He cried bitterly while holding Bai Yu for half an hour, plus half an hour of hoarse, ups and downs howling.

    Fortunately, it was late at night but the people were not quiet, and the dormitories were still buzzing with people. When I passed by and saw it, I turned my head and looked at it, thinking that it was a senior who was reluctant to graduate and separated, and was in pain. In the dark, two single boys stood together  , are regarded as a pair of inseparable university evening lovers.

    Qin Wafan never told Shang Chu about this.

    He hoped that his eldest brother went to Zhejiang University happily. If he knew that Bai Jianjia had found a boyfriend as soon as he graduated, and that he was the home of the great north, he believed that his eldest brother would be very sad.

    This kind of sadness, he has been in pain before, and he doesn't want to have another person in pain.

    During that week, he played Amu's "There is a Love Called Letting Go" in a loop on his computer, and everyone consciously turned down the sound file of his computer.

    On the second weekend, he suggested that everyone go to ktv together, and he treats them.

    For the last time, he sang the entire song "There is a kind of love called letting go" with perfect pitch. Everyone also listened to his song after listening to it for two weeks with a solemn face.  Prepare to cry.

    Unexpectedly, after singing, he just put the microphone on, and began to actively ask everyone what song they wanted to sing, and acted as a waiter ordering songs for everyone.

    Monk Bai Yu looked at each other for the first time, then turned his eyes away again, without saying a word.

    This book is also about to graduate, apart from Qin Wafan's emotional pain in the bottom of his heart, everyone also has parting sorrows in their hearts.

    So, the six boys finally roared loudly in this space where they didn't have to close the emotional gates, gathering the youth that had been flying with the wind in their hearts in the past four years into complex emotions about the unknown future.

    The love journey between Qin Wafan and Bai Jianjia came to an end here. With Qin Wafan's nearly four years of youth, Bai Jianjia's long journey silently drew a dash of pain¡ªit didn't end  , but unable to continue to follow, can only leave it for the future.

    Jian Jia, everything is going to be fine.

    This was Qin Wafan's deepest blessing to her silently when he sang that night.

    If it's really bad, come back, and you must tell me!

    This is Qin Wanfan's inner exhortation to Bai Jianjia after he silently blessed in his heart when he sang that night.

    The only photo of him and Bai Jianjia.  He has been to that seaside and that boat again, and it is still there silently, but it is already very old due to the wind and sun.

    He left a solo photo there, and when he came back, he put the two photos together with the solo photo of her in her bachelor's uniform on the lover's slope that he snatched when she graduated, and put them together in a kraft paper envelope, just like when a girl gets married.  , the jewelry given by my mother's family was pressed at the bottom of the box.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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