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Chapter 18 Listening

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    In this way, the time Qin Wafan longed for day and night to be alone with Bai Jianjia finally came to pass, but in the stories that the two came and went to discuss, the male protagonist was his rival in love.  There is no one sentence that has something to do with him, oh, the only thing that has something to do with him is her very sincere last sentence "It's nice to have a friend like you".

    But the sincerity of the sentence she gave him was enough to make him lost in the battle between the pain of loss and the hope of his own fantasy.

    When he is alone, he often suffers with one heart from left to right, as if his left and right hands are tied with a thick hemp rope, and they are exerting force in two diametrically opposite directions, pulling him until his stomach acid comes out.  Don't let it go.

    Sometimes, when he couldn¡¯t stand the pain, he would bite down on a piece of washed cabbage, and he could clearly feel that the cabbage slid from his throat to his chest, and then went into his spleen and stomach, soaking it into a small jar of old sauerkraut in an instant.  Instead of going down, it jumped back into the chest cavity, so sore that the heart, liver and lungs twitched together.

    However, the consolation is that no matter how sour or bitter the old altar sauerkraut is, it can still be regarded as edible food, which is much better than the bolt from the blue when I first heard that she was going to fall in love.

    In any case, it is good if there is no despair.  This is Qin Wafan's hope.

    Yes, if you are half desperate and half hopeful about something in your heart, then with luck, the hopeful side of the balance will be heavier.

    Therefore, in the days that followed, Qin Wanfan took chances and cautiously waited with despair, continuing to ignite the spark of hope in his heart that he did not want to extinguish.

    Bai Jianjia has pulled him into the microphone from the day she started to fall in love, regardless of whether he is voluntary or not, and let him be her intimate elder sister in love, solving her ongoing emotional problems.

    In this way, Qin Wanfan felt that he could see more hope. She was obviously in love, but her love mood was unique and only shared with him.  He also easily found that she was still alone in the campus during the day, or that she was surrounded by different boys' faces like a revolving lantern¡ªthey were all partners with her in studies and various jobs.  .

    It seems that she is not like a girl who is completely in love, devoting herself to her relationship. So, does it mean that not only does she have hope, but her hope is constantly growing?

    In order to keep his promise to Bai Jianjia, no matter how entangled and painful Qin Wafan was in his heart, he never told anyone, including Bai Yu, about her beginning to fall in love.

    He was just in the unbearable depression, would pull Bai Yu, or eat skewers or drink beer to express his feelings, but never mentioned the things he promised about Bai Jianjia's feelings.

    Bai Yu thought that his brother was becoming more and more inextricable from the holy goddess, so he didn't know more about it.  What's more, at this time, he also has unspeakable distress and cannot express it?

    In fact, the reason why Qin Wanfan endured the pain and continued to get close to Bai Jianjia was that apart from his love at first sight for her from the very beginning, and the deeper love between them, it was her love, and after they went to college in 2000, the popularity of the Internet,  It is related to the popularity of qq chat and then the popularity of online dating.  The him she kept talking about came from chatting online.

    "Wa Fan, in fact, I just chatted with him a lot at the beginning, but he was not the only one in the same situation. One time, I was chatting online with a Renmin University student in Beijing, and he went online and said he was going to a relative's house in Guangzhou.  One time, call me when the time comes, I didn¡¯t even think about it at the time, so I asked him back, what capacity should I meet your relatives with? I thought he would answer that it¡¯s just a friend, but who would have thought that he would say  Let him think about it first, and then he said that he was a little tired, and he went offline without talking to me any more."

    "Wa Fan, since I asked him back last time, he never asked that question again, but he seemed to care more about me. He always said he was busy, and he said he was going to be busy when he went online and didn't have a few words with me.  Go offline when things happen, but at least call me the next day. Sometimes I¡¯m not in the dormitory and he can¡¯t find me, so he calls four or five times a day until I receive it. Every time he calls, he chats with me  I was so happy, I gradually got used to it, and if I didn¡¯t answer his call one day, I would feel very uncomfortable, Wa Fan, tell me, did I just fall in love with him?¡±

    "Wa Fan, he called today and asked me directly if I like him. I didn't know how to answer, so I just smiled and didn't answer. He said it's okay. He knew that he was not the number one in my heart.  , but as long as it is ranked in the top five. Because he has the hope of surpassing one by one, it will be enough until he is ranked behind my parents and relatives. Wa Fan, I feel very happy when I hear him say that, he  not at all?It makes me anxious, thinking of me in everything, I think I'm going to like it so much that it becomes a habit.  "

    "Wa Fan, he said that he would tell his parents about me when he came home during the Spring Festival, and then he would go to his house to meet his parents next summer vacation, but we haven't met in person yet. Will this come true?  I was thinking about what to do after graduating from senior year, how to find a job!"

    "Wa Fan, he told me to go to Guangzhou to find a job after graduation. He will go to Guangzhou after graduation this year. He said that he will work hard and marry me when he has a house and a car. At that time, I just graduated and I can get married.  ,whee."

    "Wafan"

    After Bai Jianjia fell into her spiritual love unknowingly, she is like a little girl who is sometimes melancholic and worried, and sometimes happy and happy. Even the way she speaks seems to be very different from her before.  He was also lucky to be able to hear his goddess reveal her heart again and again. Although what she said was still not about him, at least he could have a door to touch her heart.

    Seeing that the goddess in his heart is getting deeper and deeper with her online lover, the only thing he can do is to listen, hoping that she can really live happily ever after - he doesn't want her to be sad, but still hugs her secretly.  The first-line hope of online dating is hard to come true.

    This cannot be regarded as Qin Wanfan's gloomy psychology. This kind of hope comes from the reality he has seen clearly: he has witnessed Baiyu's online love time and time again, almost no less than ten times, from deep love to death or falling apart.  The process, and each time will not exceed a month.

    Therefore, whenever Bai Yu happily told him that he had gone to meet his online dating girlfriend, and then came back dejectedly to tell him that he was out of action, he had reason to think that he should have enough patience to wait for the goddess' love in the altar to shatter like a dream.  .  At that time, he must get the moon first.

    As for being as sensible as him, he is much more thorough than naive as her. Although I added her QQ, I hardly chat with her online.

    One is that as soon as she logs in to QQ, there are too many people waiting for her to chat, and it is not his turn at all;  Unable to talk eloquently to the cold screen and strangers he has never met, he simply goes online and becomes invisible.

    Although he knows that whether he is invisible or not, it is the same for her and him. He takes the initiative to be invisible, but it is to prevent himself from being idle and finally angry with himself.

    And beside him, besides Bai Yu, there are many other classmates stepping into the river of online dating one after another, some successful and some failed. He still firmly believes that online dating, which is full of imagination but extremely uncertain, is not suitable for him.  .

    Regarding himself, he has sufficient self-knowledge and deeply knows that he can fall in love with a goddess at first sight, but there should be only one way for girls to like him, and that is to fall in love with each other over time.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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