The mother cried so much that her eyes were red and swollen. From time to time, someone would come to pay homage to the father, and express concern for the mother and daughter. Pei Jing was in a daze, always feeling that everything was unreal. She couldn't believe what she said, this place turned out to be her father's mourning hall? Has he already left?
Li Yucai turned around and glanced at Pei Jing who was holding Pei Zhen's portrait. The little girl's face was full of stubbornness, as if she was not knocked down by the sudden bad news at all. He looked at secretly and then felt sorry for the child, thinking how much pain must be in her heart, why can't she even shed a tear?
"This is the diary left by your father, and a set of white coats he often wore, all of which are given to you." When Li Yucai handed over the things to Pei Jing, she felt cold and cold on her palms. of.
"He Did he leave any words?" Pei Jing asked in a whisper.
"No, the onset was so sudden that I left before I could leave a message." Li Yucai said with a long sigh.
Pei Jing hugged her father's portrait and relics tightly, and she felt an unstoppable irritability surging in her chest. She made an excuse to go to the bathroom, and trotted away from the mourning hall.
In the corner of the bathroom, there were bursts of hoarse whimpering. Pei Jing stared at the diary with a pale face, tears fell drop by drop, falling on the handwriting, turning into halos one by one.
However, what I saw on that page was the father's thoughts on the day my mother had the operation:
"It was the first time in my life that I begged other colleagues to help take care of the patient temporarily. With only half an hour, I hurried to the second hospital to visit the child's mother. I was in a hurry and fell at the gate of the second hospital. It's a big fall, it's really embarrassing. But it's still too late, the child's mother's operation has already ended."
"I finally found out the room number of the ward, and looked at the backs of the mother and daughter through the glass outside the ward. My heart was broken. I really felt ashamed to face them. As a husband, a father I really hate myself for not being there when they need me the most. However, this is my own choice at the beginning-since I am a doctor, I cannot take care of my family. To me, this matter is really It's too painful, if I have time in the future, I must make up for what I owe them."
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Even though more than ten years have passed, whenever Pei Jing thinks of the scene at the funeral parlor, Pei Jing hates why she didn't give her father a chance to explain and make amends. At that time, although she just said nothing, was this cold silence an offensive gesture to her father?
Thinking of this, Pei Jing's eyes were already red, and the more she tried to suppress it, the more tears filled her eyes. Years later, it was not until she became a doctor herself that she truly realized her father's struggles and hardships.
How much she wanted to see her father again and say sorry to him in person. When she was sleepless at night, she called her father's name countless times, but her world had already collapsed, and her father would never come back again.
"I can't make the choice for you, but I tell you this to let you know, don't wait until you lose it to regret it. Many times, there is no chance to start all over again."
Pei Jing patted Qian Jian's shoulder lightly, but didn't look up to look at him, but walked towards the ward. She believed that Qian Jian already had a suitable answer in his mind. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com