That 18th birthday that couldn't be worse, that rainy night that he didn't want to recall the most, that group photo that was trampled by the rain, and the boy took the photo that Liu Yiyi gave him, and questioned like blood.
The sea breeze blows,
Silent sadness.
"It's okay." Under such a solemn expression and decisive words, Nan Jiu chewed these two words lightly, "It's okay"
He stood before her and said to her himself,
He has nothing to do with Liu Yiyi, nothing to do with it.
She murmured over and over again, the voice couldn't be softer, and dissipated in the air with the wind, as if she had never spoken.
But under such an indifferent appearance, a silent collapse is often suppressed.
? Like a tight string, once it reaches a certain point, a certain limit.
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Broken.
All of a sudden!
Without any prelude or omen, Nan Jiu violently broke free from Han Jinyan's restraint, with astonishing strength, and directly threw off the man's hand!
"Yes, it doesn't matter!" She staggered back two steps, sneered twice, her pair of dark eyes, which seemed to be sinking in the deep sea without light and shadow, flickered with sarcasm, and shouted excitedly: "It's okay ¡It¡¯s okay that you made me wait eight years ago because of her! It¡¯s okay that you took a photo with her, it¡¯s okay that you completely denied me in front of Lin Jingzhu eight years ago, it¡¯s okay Oh, it¡¯s okay that you believed her words and questioned me, Write her a love letter"
these years,
The words that have been buried in the bottom of my heart are revealed at this moment, every word is weeping blood, as if it has been grazed by the tip of a knife, squeezed out from the trembling teeth, bitter and difficult, whether it is love, hatred, or unwillingness.
Looking at the people in front of me yelling these words, there seems to be an echo echoing in the densely clouded sky, falling on my ears for a long time.
Han Jinyan froze there.
He didn't understand what Nan Jiu said.
But there are some words, but there is no way to refute them.
"Can you listen to my explanation?!" Han Jinyan gritted his teeth coldly, walked forward, put his hands on the woman's thin shoulders, and forced her to stabilize her figure. They stood by the river, the cold wind blowing However, with a piercing chill, Han Jinyan looked at the person in front of him, and was shocked to find that she was so thin, as if she would disappear in front of her eyes at any time.
"I don't want to hear it." Nan Jiu chuckled, turned his face away, and didn't look into Han Jinyan's eyes, "There's nothing else to explain."
"Nanjiu!" Han Jinyan's fingertips were trembling, he kept trembling, he forced himself to calm down, pinched the woman's fair chin with one hand, turned her gaze around, and forced her to look at him, " Listen carefully, I want to go on your birthday, but she locked me up at home!"
Nan Jiu paused slightly, looking at him.
See his pale face, his solemn expression, and the unique brilliance in his eyes.
She didn't interrupt, she lowered her eyes slightly and listened.
Han Jinyan took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and thought about what happened at that time, with a bitter tone: "I wanted to go out, but I couldn't. At that time, Liu Yiyi came over, and she told me that she could try Help me convince my mother that all I need is a photo. I didn¡¯t have my mobile phone with me at the time, so I had no other way, and I was afraid that you would be waiting there all the time Only she can help me.¡±
"She is also my classmate. I didn't guard against her. I took a photo with her at the beginning. I just took a photo! Later, my mother let go and asked me if I was still with you. I denied it at the time."
"But that's just a stopgap measure. I have to go find you. I know your temper best. If I don't show up, you will definitely be waiting there, especially if it's been raining that night, or torrential rain! I'm really afraid of you From daytime to sunrise the next day."
Nanjiu stuck out the tip of his tongue, licked the chapped corners of his lips, and asked anxiously, "What happened next?"
She never thought it would be like this
It's as if all cognition is extrapolated.
She wanted to make it clear to Han Jinyan at the beginning, but she didn't expect that the young man's distrust and questioning would greet her as soon as she met.
So she was angry, so she answered her with sharper words.
At the beginning, she felt that there was no need to continue asking,
The answer is obvious.
But now
Nanjiu's fingertips trembled violently, clenched the corner of his clothes, his knuckles were abnormally pale, even his eyelashesMao was also trembling slightly, covering the broken and confused light in the bottom of his eyes.
"But later, she said no, she said that I would not be able to come out until the next day." Han Jinyan was expressionless, with a look of loneliness in his eyes, and explained incoherently: "Nanjiu, I didn't let you stay there on purpose." Wait, I, I want to see you toobut I can't help it, I really don't"
However, if there was any way back then,
He can do it all.
But no.
He can only wait,
? Wait for the heavy rain overnight, and wait for the dawn of the next morning.
All day long, he stared at the crystal music box that he had traveled all over the streets and alleys, and picked out countless shops before finally choosing it solemnly, listening to the soft and deep tones.
A gift that was never given.
"I really can't deny the question you said, and I didn't know what I was thinking at the time My mind was completely blank. I thought of you skipping class in the Internet cafe that day, and you were emotionally abnormal for the first time. Too many things happened that day. Something happened, I can't calm down, I, my thoughts are messed up, I just want to ask you." He turned pale, his long trembling eyelashes covered his fragmented eyes, like a frozen lake was broken, causing a wave of turmoil. Layers of waves, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm sorry"
He should have figured it out at the beginning,
In any case,
He should have believed her.
What kind of person Nan Jiu is, how could he not know, how can the length of time spent together be used to measure whether he really understands this person?
The person who should have believed in her most at the beginning should be him!
But what did he do? Subconsciously, he believed Liu Yiyi's hint to three percent. He didn't even investigate this matter, but questioned Nan Jiu because of those specious photos.
How could he do that!
Eight years.
Unreachable numbers.
He really regretted it, he shouldn't have said that at the beginning
This kind of sharp regret pain reaches its peak every time when people wake up in the dead of night and when everything is silent in the middle of the night, it is like a sharp knife stabbing into the chest, stirring the heart fiercely.
so now,
The young CEO who had always been arrogant and conceited, lowered his head, lost his arrogance, and repeated his apologies to her incoherently over and over again in a pale tone.
The sky is dark, dark clouds cover the sun, and heavy rain is approaching.
Such a depressing and stagnant atmosphere, accompanied by bursts of cold wind blowing by, turbulent waves on the river.
Nan Jiu lost his mind, all the threads in his mind were densely intertwined, blank but chaotic.
I can't see clearly, the arrangement is still messy, but I keep cutting. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com