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Chapter 5

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    Some people say that meeting is fate, I love you, it is luck, I marry you, it is a blessing from the previous life, just like I see you now, in another city, in another place, in this vast sea of ??people  , you and I looked at each other and smiled, let me say this, long time no see.  You come to answer, yes, long time no see.  But all this is my fantasy, because that day, I did see your back, I will never admit the wrong back, but I don't have the courage to recognize you again, just like that day, I don't have the courage to tell you again  ,I love you.

    That year, if my memory is correct, you were eighteen and I was seventeen, but that was not the first time we met.  I have known you for four years. You and I are too simple to know each other. We went to the same elementary school, the same junior high school, and even went to the same high school.  I met you again through your friend, I thought this time it was just the same simple acquaintance as before, I thought my angry words had left the most hateful impression in your heart.

    You are not only not outstanding but also a little ugly, and I have met countless girls at that time, I don¡¯t know what I was like to you at that time, after meeting that day, you started to surpass me, yes  For me, at that time, you had what I lacked the most, which was money.  We play everywhere, play everywhere, I gradually let go of my guard against you, and you gradually let go of your prejudice against me, even when we watch movies, we can¡¯t help but choose the lover¡¯s hall, and when you are afraid, you can¡¯t help but get into my arms  inside.  I never thought that you would like me, because everyone told me that you like my brother, I can't be more assured of you, I also never thought that I treat you as a brother, but you want to sleep with me  !

    At that time, I liked a girl, a girl with a very outstanding appearance and a very outstanding family background. You watched me chase her, you helped me make suggestions, you helped me create opportunities, and I also started to contact, get to know, and start with that girl.  Familiar with each other, every day I make her happy in different ways, and you make me happy in different ways, the funniest thing is that I didn't know about it until many, many years later, I only thought of it, I think  There are countless girls, and there is no girl I can't get. I think I never have true feelings, but I don't know when I started to get confused.

    At that time, I liked playing games. I remember that you could accompany me all night, surfing the Internet in Internet cafes all night, and sleep comfortably in my arms when I was sleepy. I would laugh at you when I woke up.  I will laugh at you for being so reassuring to me, and you will also tell me, how can I fall in love with you, I have someone I love in my heart!  I remember that at that time, I told my best friend excitedly, I said that I found a girl who would not make my heart like you, but would make me feel very comfortable.  But I never thought about it, what was the reason for you who could talk to me all night at that time?  But I never thought that a girl can listen to you talking about your parents' faults and comforting you constantly. I never thought that my childish sorrows seem to be moaning without illness now.

    Under the acquiescence of which girl, I finally, I finally found the day I wanted to confess the most, I trembled, and I felt a little panic in my heart, but it wasn't because of that girl, I hesitated, I didn't know I was hesitating  What, I only know that I was drinking continuously that day, I was drinking intermittently, until, until the moment I passed out, you and that girl wanted to pick me up together, but I chose you, I really want to  Suddenly understood what was the same.  That day, I pretended to be asleep in your arms until the crowd dispersed, then I got up from your arms and said to you with a smile, I want you to accompany me for a walk by the river.

    It was at least nine o'clock in the evening that day. In the car, I naturally leaned on your shoulders, and you also held me in your arms. You knew what was going to happen with a premonition, and you knew what I was going to say with a premonition.  , What you didn't see was me snickering in your arms.  I looked up at you, I still remember clearly, I said you caught me and I lost a girlfriend.  You startled, looking at my smiling face, blushing your ears, muttering in a low voice, what do you want to do.  I didn't answer but just asked you the same question tirelessly, and you were finally so annoyed by my stimulation that you said to me angrily, I should pay myself to your head office.  I agreed with all my mouth, and hugged you into my arms. I can still recall the taxi driver's snickering. At that time, we were like two little children, talking about love  , unscrupulous.

    That night, I walked with you on the riverside, sat down when I was tired, and started some shameful little moves, and you responded to me unconsciously. The sentence I remember most about that night is, I tell you,  By my side, you have to be prepared to get hurt.  A few hours later, you and I showed up at your home. At that time, I found out for the first time that I had lived in your home for an unknown how long.  At that time, I ran away from home and got angry with my parents.??But you, because your parents have no time to take care of you, let you stay at home alone.

    That month was probably the happiest time for you and me. We were tired of being together all day. You pretended to be a parent and asked for leave. As a student who had already given up at school, I skipped classes recklessly. When I went back to school, I was fighting with others on campus.  I was always winning back then, and I grinned at you because I was a winner back then.  Two months later, the happy time between you and me finally came to an end. Your mother came back, and our affairs were completely exposed. You began to be strictly guarded by your mother, but I was always let go. At that time, the first time we  Arguing, I went downstairs to your house and stood there all night, because you told me you were going to take medicine, but I dared not knock on the door of your house, because it was the first time I understood that we are  How shameful, we were so naive back then, but cute and simple.

    On that day, I finally waited for you to come out, and you looked at me with a tired face, and couldn't help but shed tears. At that moment, I felt that my waiting was worth it, because you were worth it.  On that day, it was also the first time you and I went back to school. I thought I could get the blessings of my friends and classmates, but what I didn't expect was that, apart from doubts, it was ridicule. Why did the eyes of laughing at me suddenly become  It's so bad, you laughed at me for being so worthless, and you lowered your head unconfidently.  I later realized that that day was the day when the gap between you and me began to tear, and my desperate maintenance of you may also be regarded as a kind of ridicule in your eyes, mocking that you are not worthy of me.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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