For Liu Meiying's answer, my heart skipped a beat. In fact, I can't feel the love she said, but I can feel it completely, and it is very sensitive.
And what I feel is not love, but pressure, an invisible and huge net.
I am very clear about the feeling that she cares about me and puts me completely in her palm, but I really don't understand why she is so obsessed with it. Is it really like what she said, she wants to use time to move me ?
Once upon a time, I also believed in beautiful love, and felt that as long as I paid, I could get true love. However, as I grew older, I felt more and more that this is just a beautiful fairy tale, and the romance in fairy tales does not exist in reality.
"I feel your love, but I'm really stressed."
"Why, I'm not as beautiful as Li Nanzhang. You men are beasts, and you all like to look beautiful." She suddenly made such a conclusion, which shocked me.
"Not for this reason."
"What's the reason? Did I treat you badly? That Li Nan looked pampered at first glance. How can I be hardworking? This kind of beautiful woman is not bad, but she is not suitable for you." Liu Meiying said, and at the same time the two His eyes kept looking at me, waiting for my answer.
"That's really not the reason." I shook my head, "Liu Meiying, we've known each other for fifteen years, right?"
"Yes." She stared at me closely, and my sense of tension and escape was weakening at this moment. I suddenly looked up at her, with a smile on the corner of my mouth.
"You are right, then let me ask you, I saw you much earlier than her, but what about us next? I didn't fall in love with you, I didn't even like you, I just regarded you as a classmate, at most It's a friend, did I do anything more to you? Not at all, right?" I said, and at the same time, I stopped and made up my mind, it's time to emphasize it to her again.
"What do you want to say?" She looked up at me.
"I want to say, if I liked you, I would have liked you a long time ago, and I will never wait so long. Maybe others will fall in love with you slowly because of time, but I won't. My first impression on people is very important. I can't change my opinion of you, even if you change many times, I still won't like you, really, Liu Meiying, you can't do this, you should find your own love, find your own love, not in mine Spend time on your body, you know?" I said earnestly, and at the same time, I felt that my eye sockets were about to get wet.
I know that this is an ability I have developed over the past few years. This ability is called rejection.
The way I used to reject her was to escape, but now, when I look into her eyes, I know that if I give her a way, then she will never let me feel at ease and will keep harassing my life.
She suddenly became expressionless, and looked at me tightly with two eyes, as if I had done something special.
"Do you understand what I said?" I thought to myself, could it be that my words have worked, and she began to think about her life carefully? This is a good thing.
She shook her head, but her words were opposite to her actions. "I know what you mean, I understand! It's just that I can't escape at all, you won't leave me. I will always fall in love with you. "
I was confused by what she said, and at the same time, I wondered if she was fooled by me when she said this? Why is there no logic at all?
"Gao Fei, do you know you made a mistake?" She said lightly.
"What did I do wrong?"
"The mistake you made is that you shouldn't explain it to me! You obviously shouldn't have given me a little hope, but you still gave it later! When I thought there would be no more hope, why did you come back! Why did you Going to attend the class reunion, if you don't join, maybe I will completely forget you in a few years, but you didn't, you came back, you actually came back, and even joined the class reunion, your biggest The mistake is to take the initiative to drink with me by my side! Do you know that my heart hurts! Why are you being nice to me, why!"
I'm dizzy, how can I treat her well? I just cared about her normally.
"I didn't do anythingjust say hello to you"
"Greeting? What are you kidding!" She bit her lower lip, looking very excited, "Do you know that in the eyes of the other party, any movement of the beloved will become very ambiguous, every I can see the details, why do you care about me, why!"
?At the same time, I looked out through the crack of the door, and when I saw this, my heart skipped a beat, because she really followed her back, she looked up and down in the direction she came from, and suddenly wiped something on her eyes with her hand, The guilt in my heart grew stronger.
With this sense of guilt, I returned home.
"Where did it go?"
"Send it outside the community." I said.
"Oh, that's good. What's wrong with you?" My mother looked at me and asked.
"It's okay, it's really cold outside." I nodded.
"Then sit down, I have something to ask you." My mother grabbed me and made me very close to her.
It was only then that I remembered that there is still one thing that has not been dealt with here. Speaking of it, this matter is even more difficult (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com