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Chapter 83 I want your love

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    "Are you kidding me" I don't know what is going on in her mind, how can such an illusory thing as love be something that can be given as soon as it is said.

    "Then you just don't agree?" Luo Qing turned around, "Think carefully, I will regret it if I go back."

    I quickly stretched out my hand to hold her forearm, and explained: "You may not understand the meaning of love You can't force this kind of thing. It depends on the two people's hearts. If you like it, you like it. If you don't like it, you can't force it.  "

    "Stop talking nonsense!" Luo Qing turned around and pushed me, "You mean I don't deserve your love?"

    Looking at Luo Qing who seemed to have a grievance in her eyes, I admit that I have softened my heart, but what I love is Luo Hero, even though they use the same body, even though they have different personalities, she is complete in my heart  Even if it is a different personality, this kind of love with a changed identity is tantamount to spiritual derailment.

    "Her personality appeared because of me. Since I was a child, I have never had any family, friendship or loveYang Chen, I just want to experience the feeling of being loved by others. Is this too much to ask?" Luo  Qing's tone did not have the arrogance and indifference before, only loss and helplessness remained.

    The breeze raised her long hair, and the froth of flowers and plants also fell to the distance of emotion along with her tears.

    Luo Qing turned around and got in the car to leave, leaving me alone in the same place, confused, suffering, and entangled

    Back at Sister Zhang¡¯s residence, I locked myself in the room and looked at the sky outside the transom window. I wanted to calm myself down and think about the future path, but no matter how I deceived myself, the image of Luo  The look in Qing's eyes when she left, the despair and loss, seemed to be a pair of cold hands, pulling me into the abyss together.

    For a long time, I thought that Luo Qing's personality hidden in the deepest part of her mind was a cruel, irrational lunatic. She absorbed all the psychological fear and pressure of Luo Qing's childhood, and then turned them into  With tyrannical thoughts and self-protective subconsciousness, I thought I understood such a Luo Qing: indifferent, cold-blooded, and revengeful to the world.

    But I was wrong. It wasn't until just now that I realized that I didn't understand this girl in Luo Qing's heart who had completely hidden herself.

    I have always understood her as I thought she was, but I have never really tried to get close to her heart. In fact, apart from being strong on the surface, her heart is also soft, fragile, and even inferior When we get along  In those days, I thought I had done well enough in all aspects, but now it seems that I am just one of those people who bullied her¡ªall of us look at her through colored glasses, and all of us instinctively look at her.  People understand her as the incarnation of "evil", but no one has really tried to understand her inner world.

    Maybe after she heard about the love story between me and Luo Qing, she also began to slowly try to get love. She targeted me everywhere, but always stood up to help me every time I was in crisis. Looking at it now  This behavior is more like a farce of a child acting like a baby for something she loves Yes, with her wisdom, style, and means, how can I, a mortal from an ordinary worker's family, live in peace until today?   The agreement she made to me and the treaty she made at the beginning seem not to be the shackles to bind me, but the prohibition she gave to her heart that would waver at any time¡ªshe was afraid that she would be betrayed by the true feelings of the world.  Assimilated, afraid of becoming a heroine of Luo

    She told me one lie after another, using lies to cover up the lies, but under the lies, there was no conspiracy, some just wanted to understand even a little bit of it, and tried every means

    How can a person's disguise be so flawless She kept saying that everything she showed in front of me was her disguise. Now that I think about it, it's really a lame reason and all of this, maybe  It's her excuse to escape, she is constantly changing in the process of getting along with me, the world, the relationship between everyone, everything is changing her heart, because she is too afraid of herself  It will change, so I arranged everything during the day

    Thinking of this, the corners of my eyes suddenly became moist. I don't know why, but I seem to have entered Luo Qing's inner world suddenly. I can understand her thoughts and pry into her heart. Maybe this is what we call "understanding"  Bar!

    Taking out my phone, I hesitated for a long time, looking at the number in the address book but still couldn't press the dial button.

    In fact, whether it's Luo Xia, Luo Qing, or the eldest sisterthey are all thoughts of the real Luo Qing, because the tragic past caused them to fall apart.  Gradually becoming similar??The so-called fusion that Luo Qing told me before actually means that several personalities start to become the same, and eventually they will become the same personality, which means symbiosis and common death.

    After repeated thinking and struggling, I finally sent her a message: I promise you.

    But after a long time, I didn¡¯t receive her reply. Maybe it¡¯s because I¡¯m too tired today. I¡¯ve already rested. Thinking of this, I felt extremely conflicted in my heart. I expected her to agree, but I was afraid that she would agree, so I just  It's like Supreme Treasure and Monkey King, wearing the golden hoop will lose their relationship, but Zixia can't be saved without the golden hoop

    Just when I was in deep distress, my phone vibrated, and it was Luo Qing who replied to the message.

    "I regret it!"

    "No regrets!" I sent these words subconsciously, but I stayed where I was after sending them like a child who needs to flip a coin to make a decision. The moment the coin flies into the sky,  In fact, I have already made a choice in my heart.

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    Luo Qing didn't reply me any more words, just sent a series of ellipsis, while I turned off the phone, lay on the bed with my eyes closed and silently called the name of Luo Hero, hoping she could understand my good intentions.

    Early the next morning, I bought a villa and sent it to Luoqing early.

    In fact, I knew in my heart that Luo Qing would not eat this kind of food at all, but I still chose to do it this way. First, I showed my attitude. Second, this is the care that I, Yang Chen, can give at present.  It's my everything.

    Knocked on the door, Xiaoru ignored me, and asked me to put the food outside the door and leave.  I had no choice but to follow suit. She actually didn't know the grievances and resentments between me and Luo Qing, she just thought that I was trying to curry favor with Luo Qing, or that I really wanted to be their driver

    After walking outside the garden, the door of the villa opened. Luo Qing waved to me in her pajamas: "Why don't you come in and sit down?"

    "No, I still have to make money." Seeing Luo Qing pretending to be happy, I suddenly felt sad. Maybe she didn't have any feelings for me at all, and it was only because of Luo Qing's remaining good feelings for me that she forced her  Also try to get close to me, and this kind of love has already been a spoiled love It can also be said that this is not love at all!

    "Don't go singing these few days." Luo Qing put away the hypocritical invitation, and walked into the garden as if taking a walk, "Xiao Ru read the news yesterday and said that it is not peaceful here recently, as if something happened in the prison."

    I smiled and waved my hands: "If there are robbers who come out, he can only be considered unlucky if he meets me. If there is nothing, I will actively cooperate with him, and the robbers will not come up and kill me directly!  "

    "Why, is it too much for me to care about you?" Luo Qing yawned, as if she hadn't woken up yet, and she didn't continue to mention what happened last night, which seemed to be acquiescing to our current relationship.

    "How is that possible? With your concern, I instantly feel that the day is not gloomy. I can run two kilometers outside when it rains." Although I know that Luo Qing's so-called concern is actually very perfunctory, but I also try my best  As much as possible, bring yourself into the role of her lover, and help her complete the scene as soon as possible.

    "Okay, you can toss as much as you like, anyway, I reminded you." Luo Qing didn't bother to talk to me, walked around the garden and went back to the house to catch up on sleep.

    In fact, when Luo Qing asked me to give her my love, I was also very confused. She must have been like this herself. Heroine Luo and I have gone through many hardships along the way, supported each other and walked a long way, and our love has become stronger and stronger.  It became firm but not because of the rhetoric of each other and the process of developing love that is sweet today and tomorrow sweet. The reason why we can understand each other is because we have seen many love-hate entanglements, life and death, and we know better  A true love is hard-won. We work together to protect each other and these beautiful and eternal memories, so that every bit between us becomes the most memorable beauty in life, and this is love.

    Sometimes, I really envy An Ye and Zhao Kewen. Their love experience is also ups and downs, but no matter what, the person they like in the end can still stand in front of them intact.  At least they don't have to bear the pain of parting. Some people say that the person who doesn't love is close to the end of the world, but he doesn't understand that at least there is still a distance between the end of the world. As long as you really want to see each other, you will meet again in ten, twenty, even a hundred years  Maybe, but life and death are separated, and when we meet again, there is only the next life.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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