"Girlfriend" went all the way from the beginning to the present, I feel sorry. Here, Xing Yuan would like to say thank you and sorry to all the friends who have supported me.
When I just graduated from university, I joined the big circle of online literature as a writer. The original idea was very simple. I went to work and wrote an article. Going to work is work, and writing is a hobby. But I far underestimated the work Or the impact of reality on hobbies, it squeezed almost all of my time From the previous 10,000 words a day to the 3,000 words a day when I was dying, and then to the later leave, Until now the endless update
From an author's point of view, I am sorry for all the readers who are thinking about it. I was also depressed for a while because I couldn't complete the update task every day. This was originally a story of youth, love, and relaxation, but it became deeper as I grew up.
In the few years of writing "Girlfriend", I have experienced heart-piercing love, but because of this book, because of Yang Chen and the people around him, I still believe in beauty, and I also hope that through these words More people can also believe in beauty.
When my life was at its worst, I thought about not writing. I have a salary from a state-owned enterprise and a stable job. Why do I dare not work overtime, drink alcohol, or socialize every day?
In the past three years, I have repeatedly questioned myself whether it is time to wake up.
But whenever I finally put down my pen, there will always be readers who add me as friends and ask me, is "Girlfriend" ending? Is Luo Qing back? Whenever this time, my heart seems to be bleeding, yes, the book "Girlfriend" is actually like a child of mine, every chapter, every paragraph, every emotion is my most real This original heart, but I, put the real me into limbo, I am a villain.
Suddenly, I seemed to be a schizophrenic patient, not knowing how to face myself, this book, or this world.
In the third year of writing, I stopped writing for a whole year. In this year, I was not happy, even though I no longer stayed up late every day, no longer always need to think about the follow-up plot, and no longer consider other people's ideas But I don't Happiness I lost my original happiness as a writer, as Xingyuan.
When I came back here again and planned to write well, I found that my editor had already left Since then, I have lived a creative life without editing, no recommendation, no reward, nothing, using time code words, With almost zero income, all this seems like a joke.
I also want to get married, save money, and have a house and a car After struggling for several months, I couldn't bear the pressure of life and started to stop changing indefinitely again.
Today is the third time I come back here, still no readers, no editors, no recommendations, no money nothing, but I got back my original heart and the beauty I wanted to express, This time, I am alone, even if I am lonely, even if I am frustrated, I will set sail again.
I will not finish it unfinished, let alone procrastinate, as long as I have time, I will continue to write, at least this book, it will be a complete book, from the beginning to the end, I thought of it one by one and wrote it out Book.
Even if we have to meet again in Jianghu one day, please finish attending Yang Chen's wedding before leaving.