The peaceful life for several days made me seem to understand a truth. In fact, a small person like me who has achieved nothing is suitable for working in this quiet town. . Staying in such a place for a long time may make people feel empty, but they will never feel tired. For me, life without Luo Qing is the same emptiness everywhere.
For some reason, I have been suffering from insomnia since I returned to my hometown, and I almost have to stay up until midnight every day before I feel sleepy.
Lying in bed with my new phone, I don't even know who to talk to about my day-to-day life.
"son."
This sudden call really startled me.
The door opened, and my mother slowly came over and sat by my bed, looking at her cloudy eyes after getting older, and swallowed what I originally wanted to say
"Mom, it's so late and I haven't slept yet." I sat up and made room.
"Hmm" Mother hesitated to speak.
Looking at my mother's graying hair reflected in the moonlight, I tried my best to squeeze out a smile: "It's okay, Mom, just tell me if you have anything to do."
"I see that the boss of your company takes good care of you"
I nodded: "She is my old classmate, and we also cooperated at work when we were in Yichun, and we have a very good relationship."
"That's it" Mother smiled kindly, and reached out to stroke my hair.
After a while of silence, the mother said again: "Yang Chen, you are a smart child, and you must have suffered a lot outside these years. These mothers know it. I knew it the first time I saw you when you came back. You have changedyou have become mature and deep"
I slowly lowered my head, if this is growth, then I would rather live like a child for the rest of my life.
"You are a man, and a man should be able to pick up and let go. Even though the journey is full of ups and downs, you still have to get up, don't you?" My mother stretched her arms around my shoulders and looked at my lost appearance. We have lost the most important person, we still have to be strong and work hard to liveBecause only in life can there be hope"
Hearing this, I couldn't bear the longing for Luo Qing any longer, and wept bitterly in my mother's arms.
The memory of me and Luo Nuxia is deeply engraved in my memory like the brand of my first half of my life. How could I forget, how could I forget! She is such a lively and lovely girl. She is the person who loves me the most in this world. She even gave her life for it. And never forget
I cried to my mother about the injustice of reality, told them how much I love Luo Qing, and told everyone that I regretted it, so regretful that I wished I could die
Opening the window, my mother looked at the bright moonlight outside, and whispered to me: "Yang Chen, don't punish yourself with past memories. If she had a spirit in heaven, she wouldn't want you to torture yourself like this."
I got up and went to the bathroom to wash away the tears on my face. I went back to the bedroom, met my mother's expectant eyes, and nodded vigorously.
"Son, you are old and young. There are certain things that we have to fulfill as human beings Her information is all on this. We as parents will not force you to see or not to see her." After finishing speaking, the mother got up and walked to Beside me, he patted my shoulder, "Go to rest early, that girl trusts you so much, do something to repay her."
After receiving a card from my mother, I could see through the moonlight that it was a processed photo of a girl. On the back of the photo was a phone number, which must be the girl's contact information.
Put the photo on the window sill, lie on the bed with my hands on my pillow, it was already past morning, but I was still not sleepy.
In fact, I knew what my mother was going to say when she came into the house. I am not too old, and my parents are getting older. As the only child in the family, it is time for me to get married and have children.
I took out my phone and opened a group photo of their sisters on the beach that Meng Ziyue had sent me. Looking at the female heroine Luo in a swimsuit with a shy expression, my eyes blurred again: "My wife what should I do?" ¡¡what to do¡¡"
In the morning of the second day, I asked for leave with Witch Meng. Our publicity plan had just begun to be implemented. She naturally wanted to criticize me severely, but after hearing my reasons, she didn't make it difficult for me. She gave me a day off as she wished. .
Sitting on the edge of the court, I repeatedly looked at the card with the phone number in my hand, hesitated for a long time, and finally made up my mind to let my future self take care of what the future will be.
?"Hello."
"Hello¡¡"
Her voice is very sweet, and it sounds a little weak.
"Wellmy name is Yang Chen, and this contact information is"
"I know." The girl interrupted me, "My father mentioned you."
"Okay, do you have time? Do you want to come out and have something to eat together?" I have long since lost the patience of waiting for girls around the corner. Maybe she is just a solution to the problem for me.
"Okay." The girl seemed to be a very straightforward person, and agreed easily. Perhaps to her, this was just a play on the spot.
?We made an appointment, and we met in a small noodle shop. This place is no different from a big city, there are no high-end bars and restaurants, and even the cold drink shop looks a bit shabby.
When we met for the first time, we chatted briefly, and I found out that her name is Wang Guo, and she belongs to the kind of petite girl. Her skin is very fair, she is wearing a light blue dress, and she wears a pair of gold-rimmed glasses with a large frame in front of her, giving off a pure and cute feeling.
"You are only twenty-seven years old, and you have only been employed for two years. Why did your family arrange for you to go on a blind date?" I was a little surprised that the girl in front of me looked like she had just graduated from college, even though she said she was twenty-seven years old. And not long after joining the company, it was time to work hard in her career, how anxious the parents were to force such a young girl who had just stepped into society to come out on a blind date
"I can't help it. My parents whispered in my ears every day, and the aunts in the neighborhood always introduced me boyfriends. I couldn't help it, so I agreed." She brought a water glass by herself. It appeared to contain some kind of fruit juice.
I nodded and agreed. In fact, in this kind of small town, there are really very few people who are not married and have children in their thirties. There are probably three types of people who don¡¯t have a partner. Married, and most of the girls in this place are also very materialistic, and they will not choose a home without material security; The first type of people is a minority, and the majority of this minority are girls; the third type is people like me who do not want to look for objective reasons.
Moreover, she is a teacher in a school set up by the government. She has a good job and a high degree of education. If she said that she planned to go on a blind date, I would definitely not believe it. Although she is a little short in stature, she has exquisite facial features and a well-proportioned figure. In terms of appearance, she is also worthy of being a beauty. In this small town, a girl with her qualifications is already considered a very high-quality girlfriend candidate. At thirty, I guess it's okay to want to get married.
After a quick bite, I found an opportunity to go out for a walk with her. Although I could see from her words and deeds that she didn't really come for a blind date, even so, I couldn't lose my manly demeanor. For whatever purpose, a blind date also has its own set of rules, and the process must be completed.
"By the way, are you going back to school this afternoon?" I put my hands in my pockets, not knowing why, but wanted to smoke.
"We're on weekends." Wang Guo followed me with her hands behind her back, and looked up at me, "Aren't you?"
I slapped my head, how could I forget the date.
"I asked for leave today." I smiled embarrassedly, "I'm different from you. I work for others. If the boss goes bankrupt, I won't have a job."
Wang Guo nodded after hearing this, but also smiled and comforted me: "Don't take things so badly, since you are an employee, I hope the company will flourish."
Whenever I talk about the company, I think of Meng Ziyue, that female devil, who might be scolding me at this moment.
"Can I ask you a question?" Wang Guo turned her head to look at me, as if observing my subtle changes in expression.
"It's okay, just ask." For me, there is nothing to hide about any problems, and I don't bother to make up a bunch of lies to deceive the other party for the success of the blind date.
"How many girlfriends have you had in total?" Wang Guo seemed to feel that such a question was a bit abrupt as she spoke, but she couldn't take back what she said, so she could only smile and wink at me.
"Three." I didn't think there was anything wrong with this question, "High school, college, graduation, three stages, three women."
Wang Guo nodded thoughtfully: "Then why did they break up in the end?"
I thought for a while, and replied: "Because I'm not good enough, and it doesn't mean we broke up. Luo Qing and I didn't break up."
Wang Guo was stunned for a moment after hearing what I said, and then his face became ugly. He lost the youthful and lively energy he had before. He gritted his teeth, but organized his words: "Are you sick? Have a girlfriend and come out?" Blind date?"
I didn't explain anything, just told her: "I am a scumbag, there is no doubt about it."
"Crazy!" Wang Guo threw down the words, turned and ran away.
Looking at her back, I smiled, then sighed, and walked towards home. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)?No explanation, just tell her: "I am a scumbag, there is no doubt about it."
"Crazy!" Wang Guo threw down the words, turned and ran away.
Looking at her back, I smiled, then sighed, and walked towards home. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com