Looking out of the window where the darkness was getting thicker, I quietly waited for Xue Yirou to say what she knew.
On the other hand, she seemed to be a little uneasy, keeping her head down as if she was still hesitating.
"Girl, I didn't make it difficult for you, even if you didn't say anything, I wouldn't blame you." I reached out and touched her head, and Xiaozhi moved her with emotion, "But you and Ziyue must understand , Luo Qing is walking on thin ice now, if she is not careful, there is a possibility of being lost forever, none of us can say that she can live a stable life like now, maybe I am the opportunity for her to get out of this predicament, right?"
"To put it another way, you are all her best sisters, aren't you? You couldn't bear to see Luo Qing face such a predicament all the time, so you came to me, right? Even if we can't find a solution to the problem, at least we You must also understand the truth of the matter, since you can take care of her for twenty years, then I, Yang Chen, can do it even more, I swear!"
? Xue Yirou finally raised her head to look at me, her eyes gleamed with tears, I helped her wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, thinking in my heart that maybe I was wrong, Xue girl is usually cute and cute, but she is really not stupid. I even think she is great now, knowing that Luo Qing may hurt her at any time, but still love her as always, keep her secrets, and let these pains be buried forever in my soft girl's heart.
"ThenI'll tell you, but you have to promise me onecondition." Xue Yirou finally made up her mind and looked into my eyes seriously.
"I promise." I didn't hesitate.
"I haven't said what the conditions are."
"There is no need to say anything, I will agree to any conditions." I replied firmly, "As long as it can help Luo Qing get rid of the pain, I will accept any request."
Xue Yirou just stared at me for a minute, and finally said in a low voice: "Just like what you said just now, if we can't think of a way, then promise me to hide this secret forever, on this condition."
"Even if you don't tell me, I will do itMeeting Lady Luo is my life's blessing, Yang Chen. I have grown from a gangster in a down-and-out bar to this step, and I owe her too much before I know it. Maybe this is our fate, God gave me a chance to repay, I will definitely do my best, even if I can't do anything, I will never hurt Luo Qing in the slightest."
I can't understand Luo Qing's pain over the years. When I wake up, I don't know who I am and where I am. If it were me, would I be able to accept such a world where memories are intertwined? What Luo Qing has to bear is too heavy, having memories and then denying memories, having love but denying love
"Hmm" Xue Yirou nodded, wiped her eyes, and said, "It all started when I was fourteen years old"
"At that time, I actually knew Xiaoqing's experience. My dad and mommy mentioned their family when they were talking. I knew that she had never gone to school Since then, I will go to her every day. There are some stories about the school. She likes to listen to those stories that are very novel to her. At that time, my uncle also treated me as his own daughter. Although Xiaoqing can¡¯t go out, her life can be considered carefree "
"But one day, I suddenly felt a little strange, and I was very impressed. When I went to find Xiaoqing that day, I was terrified by her appearance!"
"What's wrong?" I couldn't help asking.
"Did you know? Xiaoqing actually put on makeup! And it's that kindthat kind" Xue Yirou thought for a long time but couldn't describe that feeling, so she could only say, "It just looks very mature, but at that time I always It feels familiar but I can¡¯t remember it.¡±
Luo Qing started to dress herself up when she was fourteen years old? I looked at Xue Yirou in surprise, even if Luo Qing doesn't wear much makeup when she goes out now, except for receptions or banquets, I have never seen her with heavy makeup in the rest of the time.
"Because I was young at that time, I just felt very curious, and she didn't seem to care much so I didn't ask too much." Xue Yirou continued, "That was the first time I saw Xiaoqing like that, and After that, I saw her look like that every once in a while, and one day I couldn¡¯t help but ask her how she did it, but she kept shaking her head and wouldn¡¯t tell me anything.¡±
For a while, I couldn't understand why Luo Qing had such a past, and Xue Yirou's telling of this incident meant that Luo Qing had already split her personality in the past when she was fourteen years old? If this is the case, then it would be good for Luo Qing to wipe it off when she wakes up, why does she still appear in front of Xue girl over and over again? Could it be that¡¡
I suppressed the uneasiness in my heart, and said slowly: "Could it be that the person who has been listening to your stories is not Luo Qing's protagonist, and the person you have seen has always been all of me."The third personality I'm looking for now"
Xue Yirou's tears ran down her cheeks again, she wiped her tears and choked up: "I didn't want to understand this until I found out about Xiaoqing's condition Afterwards Xiaoqing stood in front of me like that almost every day , do you understand what I meanYang Chen!"
"Later, I heard my father saythat Xiaoqing was sent to her grandma's house. At that time, I didn't know that she was locked up. She"
My brain is in a mess, filled with the smiles of the heroine Luo, and my mind is full of laughter and joys and sorrows when we are together. I can't admit such a fact, even if it conforms to all logic!
I want to understand
Finally figured it out
I understand why Luo Qiancheng locked up Heroine Luo in the basement for a year. I understand why Xue Yirou refused to tell me even if she knew the truth. I understand why Luo Qing, who has a second personality, said she would not hurt The real Luo Qing is here, and I also understand why Meng Ziyue told me never to explore the truth of this matter
Sitting blankly on the head of the bed, I lowered my head and stopped talking. I finally found the key to solve the puzzle, but this endingis not what I want
"Yang ChenEven so, you will always love Xiaoqing, right?" Xue Yirou's voice trembled a little.
"Hmm" My love for Luo Qing will never change, even if the person I love is just a fantasy that never existed.
I never thought that the truth would turn out like this, I can't accept such a reversal! I'm pulling my hair out in pain, why, why what should I do?
In an instant, I lost all my strength, looked up at the ceiling silently, and tears welled up in my eyes.
It turns out that the person I fell in love with was not Luo Qing's main personality, but her third personality
In fact, Luo Qing had split into two personalities as early as her teens or even earlier and Luo Qing's main personality had also fallen asleep at that time. Luo Qing, whom Xue Yirou had known since she was fourteen years old, had It was already the sub-personality that was taking the lead and after that, it was Luo Qing's main personality that was indirectly awakened. It was precisely because Luo Qiancheng discovered this that he locked up his own daughter. He thought that he could use this method to awaken his real daughter, but he did not expect that this would lead to the awakening of Luo Qing's third personality.
In other words, that dark personality is the original Luo Qing. She absorbed too much indifference and isolation in her childhood, and lived in a world with only a few people for more than ten years, which made her have a very strong view of the life outside the window. The big fantasy, over time, gave birth to that kind and lovely personality, the heroine Luo. Later, the real Luo Qing planned to take away all these memories and pains, so she fell into a deep sleep, and only woke up indirectly when she experienced violent emotional fluctuations She bestowed all her future and love on this The personality she imagined
I got up and walked to Xue Yirou, put my hands on her shoulders, and forced a smile: "Girl, I already know what happened, and I know what to do. If this is the case, let it all pass After many twists and turns, the final result turned out to be like this However, I love Luo Qing just as much, and you love her too, don't you? Because she deserves our love more, with the love of the real Xiao Qing , love her more" I could no longer pretend to be strong when I said this, tears poured out like crazy, and I even cried aloud
In this way, the mystery of Luo Qing's life experience has temporarily come to an end. I don't know if the facts are really what I guessed, but whether it is correct or not is no longer important I understand that no matter how Luo Qing changes, how she changes Identity, the person I love the most will always be her, and it will never change again in my life.
Sometimes we always overcomplicate the problem, but in the final analysis, I love the Luo Qing I know, and that's enough. In my heart, it doesn't matter which of them is the main personality and which is the sub-personality I put them all together. As Luo Qing's sisters, they must think so too!
I suffered from insomnia that night, lying on the soft big bed but not feeling sleepy, no longer thinking about those troublesome problems in my mind, but thinking about how to use the future time to give Luo Nuxia more happiness, how can I Always by Luo Qing's side
At that time, I thought that Luo Qing's secret would become the deepest door in my heart, which would be closed forever.
But things didn't work out, and then something happened, and the mystery of Luo Qing's identity was once again pushed to the forefront, and the door hidden in her heart was finally opened again, and the person who opened the door was Luo Qing herself and behind the door The hidden secrets gave me a deeper understanding of Luo Qing, the Luo family, and even love.
But no matter how the future changes and how many ups and downs are waiting for me in the road ahead, I will always believe that the power of love can transcend all boundaries, and finally connect my heart with Luo Qing tightly (Remember this Website URL: www.hlnovel.com)?How the future will change, and how many ups and downs are waiting for me in the road ahead, I will always believe that the power of love can transcend all boundaries, and finally connect Luo Qing and me tightly (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com