After coaxing Meng Ziyue home, I walked towards the rental house against the wind and snow without haste.
I took out a cigarette and lit it, and I sucked it hard. Maybe this is the so-called acceptance? Or broken cans? Or to find an excuse for my fear
Even though my heart is trembling, I still understand that getting this disease does not happen overnight, and I have to bear the consequences of the evil I planted in the early years. This is an eternal truth, and it has been confirmed time and time again. It's just that the person who was punished was replaced by me.
But even so, some people still can't let go of some things, can't forget, can't let go of them.
At this moment, I am like a clown abandoned by heaven, smiling and crying, but no one tells.
In the wind and snow, I feel lonely like never before. There are only stars on the silent road, but there is only darkness at the end of the road.
Walking numbly back to the rental house, looking at the mess in the house, I burst into tears, a man should be strong, right? But even if you know, you still can't control your emotions, because this is reality.
Sitting on the wrinkled quilt, I drank the half glass of red wine left by whoever I don't know. For a moment, I didn't even know what I should do in the future. What tomorrow and the future are all just fantasy.
?Plopped on the bed, tears fell involuntarily again, soaking the sheets, the whole world seemed to be hazy
How much I wanted to just fall asleep like this, and never wake up again, but it was like a deliberate arrangement, I didn't feel sleepy, and my mind was full of one sentence: "It's over."
Taking out my phone, I pressed the number subconsciously, but after hesitating for a while, I cleared it, then found Su Xuefei's number, and dialed it.
But the busy tone from the other side of the phone made me completely disappointed, I threw the phone aside, I lay on my back on the bed, quietly staring at the ceiling in a daze.
"Boom boom boom!"
I sat up and looked at the door, not knowing who it was.
"Boom boom boom!"
Walking over to open the door, looking at the woman standing outside the door, I was so surprised that I couldn't speak.
Because of the cold weather, Meng Ziyue's fair cheeks were flushed from the cold, but her beautiful eyes looked at me expectantly and mischievously.
Quickly let her into the room, I casually asked: "Did you leave anything?"
"That's right." Meng Ziyue was unambiguous, walked into the room, and said, "We don't even know how to clean up after we leave. Can we sleep tonight?"
I looked at her who was walking up and down the room on my own, and didn't speak, because I couldn't sleep anyway.
"Did you find it?" Seeing her pacing back and forth, but finally sitting on a chair and looking at me, I don't know why.
"Yang Chen, if you do this again, I will blame myself!" Meng Ziyue looked at me solemnly and said, "Then I might as well not tell you."
"Miss, are you still unreasonable? After hearing such a sad fact, don't you want to make others sad?" Seeing her like this, I forced her to joke.
"That's not so depressing, right?" Meng Ziyue thought for a while and said, "You can tell me if you have any wishes, and I will help you if I can help you."
Hearing her say this, it should have been a very negative sentence, but when she said it, she became quite optimistic.
"Since you have said so, then I really have something to ask you, but these things are for later."
Then I told Meng Ziyue some of my inner thoughts during the bargaining, hoping that if I really fail one day, she can do these two things for me.
I took out all the remaining red wine and put it on the table, and asked her, "Do you still have some?"
"You are a dying person, how can I not satisfy you?" Meng Ziyue's alternative way of comforting, I really couldn't accept it for a while.
After pouring wine, we clinked glasses, and she asked me: "Did you tell anyone about you?"
I shook my head and drank.
"I also think it's better to keep it secret first." Meng Ziyue then took a sip, "Especially parents, they are getting older, and it's not too late to find a good time, so as not to worry too much, you will also be under pressure."
"Forget it, let's not talk about this, let's talk about something happy." I poured the wine again, "Talk about other things, it's also a favor for me."
Then we slowly let go of the topic. From the bad jokes behind the campus life at the beginning, as the wine became more and more intense, the topics became more and more open. We chatted happily, and slowly covered it up. live the sorrow of parting.
&nbs??Go to check on Miss Kewen's situation, and then go back to the store. After all, there is still Xiaoyu in the store now, so it won't be a big deal.
After going out, I took a taxi to the neighborhood where Sister Kewen lived. I still remembered the appearance of Luo Qing last night when she appeared in my mind. Although it was blurry, it was so real.
Sighing, after the trouble last night, I also want to open a lot, some things should be resolved as soon as possible while they can still be moved.
After paying the money, I stood downstairs, and I looked up at the familiar building, which contained everything about Sister Kewen, and also carried all the love of her resurrection from the dead.
So no matter what she did wrong, it was my duty to stand up for her, because it was her presence that lifted me up and pulled me through during those darkest days.
Sometimes I even think how great it would be if I could really have such a few older sisters But thinking about it, life is like this, and so is fate. If everything goes smoothly, then life will be meaningless . (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com