Goddess Su and I stayed in the room in silence with each other. I have been secretly observing her state, and I am a little relieved that Su Xuefei's mood seems to be much more stable than I imagined.
"Goddess Su have you had dinner yet?" I tried to keep in touch with her, distract her, and try to ease her psychological burden.
Su Xuefei shook her head, looked at me with her snow-white cheeks sideways, and said coldly, "Yang Chen, come out for a walk with me."
I nodded in agreement, picked up the coat beside me, and walked out of the room with Su Xuefei.
Passing by Zhao Kewen's still closed room, I sighed secretly.
Walking on the road covered with a thin layer of clear snow, I put my hands in my pockets, lit a cigarette, and inhaled it into my lungs together with the wind and snow. The turbid and cool air made my thinking a little clearer. Looking at the empty sidewalks in the community, I seemed to feel the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys brought to us by all the joys and sorrows in life. Still too small. There are never absolute things in the world, what you see is not necessarily the reality, and what deceives you is not necessarily a lie.
Walking side by side on the small road leading to the main road in the east of the city, I couldn't help but secretly sighed at the strangeness of fate. I just walked with Luo Qing just now, but now I left on the same road as Su Xuefei. Even if life is short, everything can still be different. The bond between people is also so fragile, one second you can laugh and play, and the next second you are walking on the long distance of your own life.
I took a long puff of smoke, flicked off the shiny cigarette butt in the wind and snow, and asked her softly: "How is the review going, are you sure about the exam?"
"It's okay." Su Xuefei reached out and gently touched the scarf around her neck, and responded softly, "The exam should be fine, but I'm still a little hesitant."
"hesitate?"
Su Xuefei smiled, but did not answer.
I put my hands in my pockets and looked at the hazy night sky. Will the once beautiful things become fragmented as time goes by? Sister Shi Yu who is no longer in contact, Zhao Kewen who left sadly, Zhang Jiaxin who is about to get married, and Luo Qing who has found her belonging
Up to now, has everyone changedor everyone hasn't changed, but I have changed?
"What are you thinking?" Su Xuefei was very close to me. When we reached the intersection, the sudden increase in wind and snow lifted her long hair, dancing with the wind, and she was extremely beautiful.
"Nothing, what about you?"
Su Xuefei stretched out her small white hand and made a look-out gesture. Looking at the seemingly endless street ahead, she whispered, "I'm thinking of the days when the three of us lived together like a family."
Being emotionally driven by her, my memory was brought back to those few days: the scene of Xiaoya and Su Xuefei sitting together watching animation, the scene of molesting Goddess Su being caught by their parents, and everyone eating together The last family portrait
"You said If such days can continue forever, will you be very happy?" Su Xuefei squatted down and touched a little snow with her finger, then got up and touched my nose, and smiled, "I want to find Xiaoya , no matter what, we must find her, because she is my best sister, because she has witnessed our short love."
I was taken aback for a moment, the cold touch of the tip of my nose made me panic, I didn't know how to answer, so I lit another cigarette and smoked vigorously in the wind and snow.
"Do you know those people in the car just now?" Su Xuefei lowered her head and gently stepped on the small miscellaneous snow on the ground, asking me in a low voice.
"Well, one is Luo Qing's brother, and the other is Luo Qing's fianc¨¦." My heart ached, but I still answered truthfully.
"Luo Qing" Su Xuefei repeated in a low voice, and then said, "It can be seen that she is a very good girl, but is she going to get married?"
"Maybe!" I sighed, taking a deep drag on my cigarette.
"Actually, you have always liked her, right, even when you agreed to be my boyfriend." Su Xuefei raised her head and looked into my eyes, "Yang Chen, give me an answer."
Looking at her clear and transparent pupils, I felt my heart trembling. The answer was in my heart at this moment. I walked up to her, put my arms around her shoulders, and finally nodded. I didn't want to lie to her, let alone Become a scumbag in her eyes. She is my Goddess Su, and I have no excuses to deceive her.
After receiving my answer, Su Xuefei lowered her head. For a long time, she held the corners of her clothes tightly with both hands, and a trace of crystal cleared the air and dripped into the snow under her feet.
"I'm sorry, I'm an asshole" I didn't dare to look at her, I reached out to wipe her tears, but stopped stiffly in mid-air, because I didn't deserve it.?
The wind and snow seemed to become manic at this time, whistling non-stop, and the rolled up snowflakes slapped on both of us one after another.
The howling wind filled my ears, and I saw her finally raise her head, look at me tenderly, and said something with a smile, but she was drowned in the strong wind.
Huddled in my arms, Su Xuefei wiped the corners of her eyes and said to me: "Let's continue walkingAre you cold?"
I shook my head, and used my body to shield her from the wind and snow as much as possible, and walked slowly in the snow field with only the two of us. I don't know what she said to me after crying, and now I don't want to go again Ask, because all this has lost its meaning, it's all over.
Just like this, step by step, one street after another, the two of us cuddled together and walked silently, and finally stopped at a corner.
"Do you still remember this place?" Su Xuefei left me, walked straight to the side of the road, squatted down, and looked at the snow that had just covered her footprints on the ground.
"Of course I remember" I then walked to her side, looking at the ground, Xiaoya's figure appeared in front of me, squatting at the position of Goddess Su at this moment.
Gently stroking the white snow on the ground, Goddess Su became sentimental, and tears flowed down involuntarily again.
"I will definitely find her, and I will give her justice!" I clenched my fists hard, helped the crying Su Xuefei to stand up, put my arms around her weak shoulders, and promised.
She nodded and leaned in my arms, letting the falling snowflakes fall on her long hair. The occasional passing cars were like pops passing by, cold and fleeting.
"Yang Chen, I'm hungry, let's go eat." Su Xuefei gently pushed me, indicating that she was fine.
Then I took her across the road and found a small restaurant that was closed very late and sat in.
Sitting in an unfamiliar seat, looking at Su Xuefei's little red face from the cold, I felt a little distressed, so I called the waiter to order a pot of hot tea first, and then ordered some food.
"Yang Chen, let's have a drink."
"What?"
Su Xuefei took off her coat and hung it on the chair behind her, then folded the scarf and put it in the hood of the coat, and looked at me seriously: "Let's have a drink."
"Stop joking, no!" I refused straight away, Su Xuefei has always been that kind of very obedient girl, all bad habits are basically isolated from her, how could I set such a precedent for her!
"Sister, serve a case of beer." Su Xuefei glanced at me, smiled, and then directly asked the waiter for drinks.
"You're crazy, what are you doing?" I stood up, turned around and explained to the waitress, "My friend doesn't know how to drink, she's joking with me, don't take it seriously!"
"If you want to accompany me, let's drink together, or you can go back, I'm sorry I pulled you out at night." Su Xuefei didn't appreciate it at all, got up and walked to the waiter and whispered something, and then the waiter nodded and left.
She sat back on the seat opposite to me, and I felt a tinge of anger in my heart, and said to her with a suppressed voice: "I am also worried about Xiaoya's current situation, but is this the reason for you to drink? If you have any grievances, you can talk to me." Said, now not only you are troubled, but I am also very troubled, but is it interesting to sit here and drink? Can drinking solve the problem? "
"Yang Chen" Su Xuefei looked at me, her voice became indifferent, "This doesn't seem like something you should say."
"Then what should I say?" I slapped the table vigorously, "Is it possible that the person who encouraged you to drink is unconscious, and then after waking up, there is no point other than wasting time?"
I looked angrily at Su Xuefei who didn¡¯t know why she had become like this, and at the same time I was amazed by the sudden change in her whole body. This is not the goddess Su in my impression. She never takes the initiative to get close to people or things she hates. All of this What happened!
"I understand" Su Xuefei looked at me so strangely, "Go back, I'm fine."
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"Who are you to me?"
I stood there in amazement, my anger seemed to be extinguished in an instant, she and I were just friends, just, just friends
"Leave me alone, you go first." Su Xuefei seemed not to want to have any more conversations with me, so she issued an order to evict the guest.
"Su Xuefei, what happened to you" I asked tremblingly, "You were obviously not like this just now, why"
"There is no reason." Su Xuefei smiled, still so beautiful, but as cold as ice, "Thank you for coming out with me, Yang Chen, go back and rest early."
"Okay!" I grabbed my coat vigorously and directly touched the stool behind me, turned around and left, and turned my head to her before leaving, and said loudly, "I really don't care about you!"
"Take a taxi, you are very tired." Su Xuefei seemed completely unaffected by my words, her tone was calm, "I will call you if there is something to do."
"Don't hit me, I can't control you!" I replied angrily, and opened the store door.
"Okay." Su Xuefei lowered her head and stopped looking at me, looking at the two waiters who were carrying a whole case of beer, and said softly, "I'm sorry to trouble you."
I slammed the door angrily and left, completely unable to understand what the hell Su Xuefei was doing! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)?
"Okay!" I grabbed my coat vigorously and directly touched the stool behind me, turned around and left, and turned my head to her before leaving, and said loudly, "I really don't care about you!"
"Take a taxi, you are very tired." Su Xuefei seemed completely unaffected by my words, her tone was calm, "I will call you if there is something to do."
"Don't hit me, I can't control you!" I replied angrily, and opened the store door.
"Okay." Su Xuefei lowered her head and stopped looking at me, looking at the two waiters who were carrying a whole case of beer, and said softly, "I'm sorry to trouble you."
I slammed the door angrily and left, completely unable to understand what the hell Su Xuefei was doing! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com