Qin Xiaomo looked at my lonely look, and finally softened her tone: "Don't think too much, what to do, how to choose is still your own business, after all, I am just an outsider between the two of you, the reason why I said today It's a little too much, just because I can't see Feifei getting hurt."
I know that Qin Xiaomo has always been protective of Goddess Su, and she even persuaded Su Xuefei to sever ties with me when I was injured and unable to speak, but I never felt that there was anything wrong with what she did, even though I knew the truth I will be sad, but I admire her as a loyal and caring friend more than I hate her righteous words.
When I arrived at the station, I looked around hoping to find Goddess Su at a glance, but before the Chinese New Year, the train station was crowded with a large number of people, plus small vendors selling things by the station, angry innkeepers who went out to be angry, and people chatting with relatives and friends. The drop-off staff, in front of the black crowd, I even doubted my own guess, whether the goddess Su, who was as clear as snow, had already boarded the plane?
"Xiaomo, why don't you try calling Goddess Su?" Su Xuefei felt resentful towards me, but Qin Xiaomo was different, they were best friends, Su Xuefei would definitely answer her call when she saw her, I I don't ask Su Xuefei to stay in Yichun, I just hope that she can stay in a certain place safely without any harm.
"Why should I help you?" Qin Xiaomo gave me a slightly disdainful look.
"This is not helping me, I just want to find her quickly don't you want to code?" I was really anxious, Su Xuefei was different from other girls, she was weak in distinguishing between good and evil, and her heart was so kind, it was unimaginable What should she do once she is trapped in this kind of place mixed with dragons and snakes After all, there are still too many dark things in the world, as pure as her, once it is defiled, it will be difficult to turn back.
Qin Xiaomo sighed, took out her mobile phone and dialed, waited for a long time before shaking her head at me.
"Let's search separately. You should pay more attention to the surrounding area. I'll go to the waiting room." Qin Xiaomo's call was also unanswered, which made my heart hang completely. I can only choose the most stupid way to search, " Stay on the phone."
"Wait" Qin Xiaomo called me who was about to turn around and leave, "Yang Chen have you ever loved Feifei?"
I looked at her silently, my mind was confused, what kind of feelings I had for Su Xuefei, her purity and kindness moved me time and time again, and healed my wounded heart countless times, but what am I doing? , what was given to her was constant hurt and disappointment
"Just for a moment?" Qin Xiaomo looked at me and asked softly.
I bowed my head and said nothing, my heart was very confused.
"Alas" Qin Xiaomo sighed, stood beside me and patted my shoulder lightly, "Forget it, maybe this makes you very embarrassed But no matter what, don't hurt Feifei again, okay? Make it clear after you find her, maybe you are really not suitable, even so, she is a kind girl, I hope you can take care of yourself."
After Qin Xiaomo finished speaking, she took out a letter from her coat pocket and handed it to me. With my puzzled eyes, she said, "I shouldn't have given this to you, because you didn't answer my question."
I opened the envelope, Qin Xiaomo got into the taxi directly, opened the car door and said to me: "I'm leaving, it's up to you to find her, it's up to her whether you want to see you again, I shouldn't influence either side's choice But just as a former classmate, I want to tell you that love can make people suffer, but it is not hurt."
After Qin Xiaomo left, I took out the letter inside and read it word by word: "Once under the starry sky, a touch of fringe love, two places of singing and singing, countless passing by. .Flowers bloom and fall, origin and disappear, whether we know each other or not, never know." In the whole letter there are only these few lines of poems written, and Su Xuefei's name is written at the bottom of the paper.
I read it over and over again, but I still couldn't understand the meaning. It looked like a first-hand love poem, but I didn't know what kind of emotion was hidden in it Goddess Su, Goddess Su, I'm learning Not good, don't you know?
Putting the letter in my pocket, I rubbed my hands that were red with cold, and walked quickly to the waiting room.
If Goddess Su wants to leave, she will definitely choose to return to Kyoto. If she travels all over the country like Youqin, then I can just give up, maybe she has left now.
Walking in the crowded aisle of the waiting room, I glanced at each person, but I couldn't find her figure. Su Xuefei is outstanding. If I was there, I should be able to see her at a glance.
After looking at the time, it was time to check the ticket, and the people in the waiting room all consciously lined up.?, only I was still looking for this kind girl in circles, until people started walking towards the exit, I finally gave up.
Taking out the phone, I called Goddess Su again, but there was still no answer. I sat in the waiting room in despair, looked at the bustling crowd in front of me, numbly took out the cigarette case, looked up and saw the sign at the door The sign said "No Smoking". In desperation, I had no choice but to give up. I got up and walked out of the waiting hall. I leaned against the cold wall and stared blankly at the crowds of people who had just arrived with suitcases.
The messy noise made my thoughts even more disturbed. What exactly am I pursuing? Now even I can't tell whether I still admire perfect love.
?When the train left, I walked out of the train station, looking at the snow-white world in a daze, not knowing what to do. This feeling was the same as when Sister Shi Yu left. It made me sad and regretful, but I didn't know how to make it up.
When the phone rang, my heart trembled, and I quickly took it out but found it was an unfamiliar number.
"Hello?"
The other end of the phone hesitated before speaking: "Yang Chen, I'm Zhang Jiaxin."
I was slightly taken aback, since we hadn't been in touch for a long time since that time at the hotel, I don't know how her life is now, whether she has found a good home.
"Well, Xiaoxin, what's the matter?"
"I'm going to get married in March this year, so I'll let you know in advance, so don't miss it!" Zhang Jiaxin's tone of voice was still as lively as before, but my heart was following her words. With a flick, Zhang Jiaxin is she going to get married soon?
"Wow, congratulations, who is the groom, do I know him?" I said with a smile, but my mood was very complicated. Maybe this is a common problem of men. The woman I once loved the most will marry one day* , but what else can I say besides blessing? We have gone through the crossroads and spent the best youth, but life is still long, happiness is still long, how to choose is everyone's right.
"You know him, it's Liu Yafeng."
I silently recalled the name, and it was only after a while that I heard that he is the owner of the small photography shop. At the beginning, he asked me about my relationship with Zhang Jiaxin. It seems that he has not been idle for the past six months and has been pursuing Xiaoxin. Hesitantly, I only met him once, so I have no right to say anything about his character and potential, so I can only say: "Very good, a man who looks very mature, I wish you a happy wedding in advance!"
"It's okay, anyway, I think he cares about people, and after observing for a period of time, I also found that he really likes me, the relationship, cultivate it slowly, maybe one day I will fall in love with him It's over!" Zhang Jiaxin said jokingly, "How about you, how are you getting along with the eldest lady?"
"We broke up a long time ago, okay!" I said deliberately sternly, "You are almost married, so don't make fun of me as a bachelor in disguise!"
"Haha, who made fun of you, I think you two have a good relationship, just ask what are you doing now, are you busy?"
"It's very busy, but I can't find the busy direction" I sighed, looked back at the slightly messy train station, turned around and walked towards the intersection where I took a taxi.
"Don't be literary in front of me, tell me, what's the matter?"
"A person I cared about is gone, and I'm looking for her now." I organized my words and said.
"Oh? Is your girlfriend?"
I was silent for a while, and then Zhang Jiaxin said: "Okay, it's fine if you don't want to say it I can't understand it on the phone, where are you now?"
"The small square in front of Chengnan Railway Station, do you want to come over?" I stopped and forgot to glance at the big clock on the roof of the railway station. It was almost two o'clock.
"Coincidentally, I just went to find Liu Yafeng, and now I'm in the commercial area in the south of the city. Are you sure she will be at the station? If you are not sure, come to me, and I will analyze it for you."
"Okay, where are you? I'll look for you." I'm running around like a headless chicken now, I have no idea where Goddess Su is going. It's better to have one more person to help, maybe the same As a woman, Zhang Jiaxin will understand Su Xuefei's thoughts and help me guess her current situation.
"Small Town Cafe, I'll wait for you." Zhang Jiaxin hung up the phone after speaking, while I walked towards the intersection, took a taxi and went to the "Small Town" Cafe she called.
After getting out of the car, I didn't go into the house, but lit a finger cigarette first and smoked it in big mouthfuls. I was really holding back for a moment just now.
Before I could take two puffs, Zhang Jiaxin opened the door and looked at me with his head: "I just said, where is the big smoker here? He doesn't come in the house when he reaches the door. How addictive is this?"
I turned my head and glanced at Zhang Jiaxin, who was wearing fresh and beautiful clothes, smiled wryly, stubbed out the cigarette butt, and followed her into the coffee shop.
There weren¡¯t many people in the coffee shop, so I couldn¡¯t help thinking to myself: Now this kind of elegant place is getting less and less popular, it¡¯s really sad, looking at this posture, it¡¯s comparable to the popularity of my cold drink shop at this time It¡¯s just not Knowing its long-term benefits, if the four seasons are like this, it is estimated that its prospects are not as good as my shop! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)?, Don¡¯t enter the house when you reach the door, how addictive is this? "
I turned my head and glanced at Zhang Jiaxin, who was wearing fresh and beautiful clothes, smiled wryly, stubbed out the cigarette butt, and followed her into the coffee shop.
There weren¡¯t many people in the coffee shop, so I couldn¡¯t help thinking to myself: Now this kind of elegant place is getting less and less popular, it¡¯s really sad, looking at this posture, it¡¯s comparable to the popularity of my cold drink shop at this time It¡¯s just not Knowing its long-term benefits, if the four seasons are like this, it is estimated that its prospects are not as good as my shop! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com