The helpless Qin Xiaomo and I looked at each other in silence. After a few minutes, the door of the ward was gently opened. Su Xuefei walked in slowly with her head down, closed the door with her hands behind her back, but did not raise her head to meet my gaze.
"Feifei" Qin Xiaomo walked over to take Goddess Su's hand and walked to my bed, "Don't put any pressure on yourself."
"Yang Chenhow could this be"
I watched Goddess Su's tears falling on the white bed sheet, her choked voice made me feel a little sad, I wanted to raise my hand to help her dry her tears, but my trembling hand couldn't lift that high .
In fact, without Su Xuefei asking, I also know why I became like this. At that time, I occasionally had the impression that when I fell into the pond, there was no one around. Even if other people found me who fell into the water at the first time and then reached out to help, time would definitely be delayed. In other words, the loss of my language function is not really a problem with my throat, but a long time of lack of oxygen in the brain, which has caused damage to the language system.
"Wow!" Su Xuefei suddenly lay on my body and hugged me and burst into tears. Although Qin Xiaomo and I kept saying that this matter had nothing to do with her, she didn't know why she couldn't listen. Sometimes I also feel that although Su Xuefei is well-behaved most of the time, she has an amazing perseverance in her temperament, and it is difficult to change what she decides.
Looking at the time on the phone, my body also regained some strength, and I could barely sit up and lean against the head of the bed, looking at Su Xuefei's somewhat bewildered eyes, and stretched out my hand to gently caress her cheek. Then I typed on my mobile phone: "Now I am no longer worthy of you, so give up on me, go back to your city, and continue your original life."
Su Xuefei took the phone and looked at the screen, shook her head vigorously, then got up and said to Qin Xiaomo: "Xiao Mo, you go back first, I want to accompany Yang Chen alone."
Qin Xiaomo glanced at me with some hesitation, then nodded to Su Xuefei, but I stretched out my hand to beckon Qin Xiaomo, and typed a few lines on my mobile phone to show her, she nodded immediately, put on her coat and left.
"Yang Chen, are you hungry?" Su Xuefei sat beside me and asked in a low voice.
I tried my best to shake my head, Su Xuefei seemed to see my discomfort, covered me with a quilt, and said softly: "I'll go out and make a phone call, wait for me."
Lying alone on the hospital bed, I still can't understand what happened to me at that time? Could my heart be so fragile, that I have reached a state of obsession Is it because I have been suppressed by the pressure on my body for too long? I can't find the answer, and I don't know how to go in the future. Will I be unable to speak for the rest of my life, will I become a deaf-mute person
If this is the case, then my life is really over. There are still parents waiting for me to go back home, and relatives waiting for me to work, but I am so disabled. I am sorry for the kindness of the old man who has raised me for so many years
?Thinking of this, I feel a sore nose, and my tears are uncontrollable. I am not afraid of being hurt or dying, but I am afraid of living with so many disappointments turned into hopes.
"What's the matter" Su Xuefei didn't know when she gently opened the door, saw me, and trotted over to ask me.
"It's okay, don't be afraid, I'll contact the hospital in a while, let's transfer to Beijing, where I found a doctor who specializes in minor brain damage, it will be fine!" Su Xuefei covered her mouth after she finished speaking, and looked at the hospital with some fear. Looking at me, it seems that I accidentally said something that shouldn't be said.
I raised my hand to wipe the corners of my eyes, and shook my head.
Picking up the phone, I typed: "Feifei, I don't want to lie down anymore, I want to go for a walk."
Goddess Su looked at the wish I typed on the phone and remained silent. I saw the hesitation in her eyes, sighed, and tried my best to turn sideways and get out of bed.
"Well, I'm going to go through the discharge procedures." Su Xuefei seemed to see my determination, and nodded to help me get up and get dressed.
With the support of Goddess Su, I walked out of the hospital gate, looking at the deserted street and the dark sky, my heart was also filled with sadness. The direction I least expected is developing. I just had a dream, wanting to make the cold drink shop bigger and bigger, but in a blink of an eye I lost the ability to talk to people.
Wearing cotton clothes, my movements are so clumsy, and the shadow of walking under the street lamps is crooked, like a drunk or a person who has lost hope in life.
"Yang Chen, come to Beijing with me tomorrow." Su Xuefei supported me, stepped on the soft white snow on the ground with small steps, and looked at me very seriously.
I stopped and looked up at the hazy dark yellow moon and the increasinglyWith the bright white catkins, she smiled and shook her head.
"Why are you so stubborn!" Su Xuefei hugged me tightly, lowered her head and fell into silence.
I gently squeezed her shoulder, and she looked at me with a little surprise in doubt. I opened my mouth and changed my mouth shape according to my memory, but I couldn't say a word. Seeing my mouth shape, Su Xuefei suddenly smiled and nodded: "I see."
I don't know if Su Xuefei really understands what I mean, maybe she does, maybe she doesn't, but it doesn't seem very important at this moment.
"Yang Chen, do you know why I have been by your side and refused to leave?" Su Xuefei asked me as she walked slowly.
I shake my head.
"Because I like you, stupid." Su Xuefei giggled after she finished speaking, her crisp laughter sounded in the silent street, I stared blankly at her, it seems that I have never seen Goddess Su laughing so happily Pass.
Even so, I was still relatively speechless. Her answer, what is this, it's not a brain teaser.
"Actually I have liked you since high school, but you didn't know it." Su Xuefei smiled and continued, "At that time, I was actually very inferior and I didn't know how to interact with others. You were the number one. A person who actively pursues me, and more importantly, you have brought me too much warmth."
Throughout high school, I basically spent all the time I could use chasing Su Xuefei, and spent all the money. Although I was cynical at that time, I usually looked like a little gangster, but in my heart I was actually yearning for her. A love that I worked hard for and have pure feelings for each other.
"Yang Chen, I'm timid. I never dare to say anything to express my inner thoughts in front of you, but I always keep that emotion in my heart. I didn't dare to look for you until I graduated. I want want Try to find it." Su Xuefei was still blushing slightly when she spoke, but at this time I was just a party and an audience, and she seemed to be getting more courageous.
"When I first came to Yichun, it was actually when I mustered up the courage to walk into your cold drink shop, sit in front of you, and say something to you that seemed to be a joke But you know, when I saw you When I saw the strangeness in my eyes, I suddenly felt a kind of sadness that I had never felt before, and I also wondered if my appearance was unnecessary, andit was too embarrassing!"
I nodded slightly, but at the time I didn't even recognize that the beautiful woman in front of me was my high school goddess Su. I didn't even think about it in that direction, and my eyes betrayed me.
"Later on the road of origin with you, I made up my mind again, I can't back down, otherwise I will lose the person I like, right?" Su Xuefei hugged my hand tightly, "Later, I went to your house, I met my uncles and aunts, and what made me very happy was that they all liked me, you know, I basically suffered from insomnia every night in those few days, not because I didn¡¯t adapt to the new environment, but because I was very happy in my heart.¡±
Listening to what Goddess Su was talking to herself, I nodded with a smile. I also struggled a lot in those few days and didn't have much rest, but I never thought that the seemingly simple life of Goddess Su would be so tangled and complicated in her heart .
"This kind of happiness lasts until we return to Yichun. Although you didn't ask me to visit your ex-girlfriend in the hospital, I can understand it, because I can feel it from the tone of your phone and the way you read the message. , your strong love for her made me a little sad, when I was fine, I was thinking, when will you love me like this?"
"If I can, I really want to stop being that timid me, try my best to express my feelings, and leave all regrets to yesterday." Su Xuefei seemed to think of the previous thing again, her voice choked up, "But I'm sorry, Yang Chen, If I didn't hurt you like that that day, you wouldn't"
I took out my mobile phone, stopped to type, and then held it up to her with a grin: "You have always been excellent, from before to now. Be good, have a smile."
Su Xuefei looked at the message and then at me, and finally broke through her tears and hugged me with a smile: "Yang Chen, I like you, I really like you!"
I hugged Su Xuefei's slender body with my backhand, and the falling snow fell on her somewhat messy long hair at this time, and my heart was so warm at this moment.
"Give me a chance, okay?"
I hugged her tremblingly, but I couldn't say anything, I could only keep silent.
"Give me a chance to love you, okay?"
Luo Qing's appearance flashed in my mind, but that figure gradually dimmed, and I kept asking myself what I was waiting for? Maybe she has already put it down and started her new life, but what am I still doing? Luo Qing has already left, I hurt her, and now I want to hurt others?
I gently pushed Su Xuefei away and picked up the phone. Just as I was about to type, Su Xuefei stopped me by holding her hand: "Just one chance okay?"
I stared blankly at her actions, gently pushed Su Xuefei's hand away, and hesitated for a long time before typing.
"Hmm." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com)Do you want to hurt others again?
I gently pushed Su Xuefei away and picked up the phone. Just as I was about to type, Su Xuefei stopped me by holding her hand: "Just one chance okay?"
I stared blankly at her actions, gently pushed Su Xuefei's hand away, and hesitated for a long time before typing.