I took the key casually, with a lot of emotion in my heart. I don't know when it started, but too many of my emotions have been stored in that small room, the laughter and cursing with Zhao Kewen, the ambiguous miss with Luo Qing For me, the memories stored there will always be infinite. precious jewels.
"Why do you still keep it? Didn't I tell you to return it" I pretended to be unhappy and put the key in my pocket.
"Do you want love, or give it back to me?" Luo Qing didn't like me, she was wearing a hospital gown, sitting cross-legged on the bed pretty.
Seeing Luo Qing's angry look, I laughed, then stood up and stretched my waist, and asked: "You are still weak now, you must not eat, what time is it, if you don't eat, it will be noon. "
"But I'm not hungry!"
"good."
"Okayyou go and buy it, I'll wait for you when you come back." Luo Qing seemed to be speechless to me, then walked to the hanger again, took out a bank card from her pocket, and walked towards me.
"Stop it!" I quickly took two steps back, "Don't do this, I can't stand it."
"What?" Luo Qing pressed me step by step until she squeezed me to the door, raised her head slightly to look at me, and said in a very unfriendly tone, "I haven't seen you for a few days, and I've become less courageous. Didn't I do something wrong?" Bar?"
"I, Yang Chen, want to be a man who stands up to the sky. When did I ever do something wrong? Besides, we are just ordinary friends. I can't bear it if you pay for your card every now and then I dare not say anything else, at least for a few meals. It¡¯s still worth it.¡±
When Luo Qing heard what I said, she froze for a moment, then lowered her head, turned around, walked back to the bed and got into bed.
I wondered what happened to this heroine Luo? It was fine just now, why is the atmosphere suddenly not right, did I say something wrong? Seeing Luo Qing like this, I couldn't leave without worrying, so I walked to the bed and said to her as gently as possible: "What's wrong with Miss Luo, tell me what's bothering you?"
But no matter how much I persuaded, Luo Qing remained motionless and did not speak after getting under the quilt.
After staying by the bed for a while, I also wisely stopped coaxing her, lowered my head and said softly to the quilt: "You have a good rest, I will be back in a while."
Sighing, I opened the door to leave, when Luo Qing's hoarse voice suddenly came from behind me: "Yang Chenyou bastard!"
I slowly turned my head in astonishment, only to see that Luo Qing had already kicked off the quilt and sat up. At this moment, her eyes were red and her face was full of tears.
Before I could speak, Luo Qing choked up and said vaguely: "Is this the end?"
I naturally know what Luo Qing's words mean, but the essential problem between us has not been resolved at all. She is still the noble her, and I am still the humble me. Once, she gave up on me, and I gave up on my dream. Isn't everything over? Even if there are too many nostalgia, those are already memories, time will not go back, we can no longer go back.
I wanted to leave, but my footsteps were so heavy that I couldn't lift them up. Looking at Luo Qing who was still crying, I felt like my heart was about to break. I didn't want to see her sad, and I couldn't bear to make her sad But What is sad in the face of reality? After all, our love is still fragile, unable to withstand wind and rain, unable to escape fate, no matter how many promises, countless beautiful things, everything will eventually pass.
I lowered my head and walked in front of Luo Qing, squatted down and gently hugged her delicate body, I could really feel the trembling in our hearts at this moment, some things should not continue to be blurred, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, It is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes
"Luo Qing, it's over." I laughed at myself, my voice was trembling and my hands were trembling, "We are just friends from now on, ifyou can't accept it, I will leave you forever, leave Yichun, leave this place Let me love where I hatedon't cry for me, a cowardly man, okay?"
Luo Qing's body suddenly began to struggle, and before I could react, she bit my lip violently, and the intense pain instantly entered my heart, but I didn't move If this can make her vent Come out, then continue, what does this pain mean to me? What is this compared to the destruction of love?
Gradually, my tongue tasted a bloody salty taste, I still hugged her lightly, patted her on the back, and signaled not to be sad anymore.
Finally, Luo Qing slowly loosened her teeth, then stared into my eyes with tears in her eyes, and asked me in a low voice: "Does it hurt?"
I shook my head, but the blood in my mouth flowed in one after another, and my heart was bitter, but I didn't know how to interpret this love, maybe it's good to say goodbye like this.
I stood up and forced a smile on my face: "Nvxia Luo should calm down this time, wait for me to buy you delicious food."
"Yang Chen, don't leave YichunI'd like to be your friend." Luo Qing wiped away her tears, then imitated me and smiled stiffly, "We will be good friends from now on. The good kind but it's no longer a couple, it's over between us."
Although I have accepted this result in my heart, I still feel a tearing pain in my heart when I hear her say it.
"I'm going out, you have a good rest."
"Wait" Luo Qing said as she took out two tissues and handed them to me, "Wipe them before you go, otherwise people will think you've been beaten again!"
"The paper towels in the hospital can't be used casually!" I joked casually, and then took the clean white paper towels she handed over.
"What nonsense are you talking about? I brought this myself." Luo Qing pouted, then wiped the corners of her eyes again, "Hurry up and wipe it off! I don't want others to see my wild thoughts!"
I smiled and wiped the blood on my lips. As soon as I touched the wound, I felt pain. I couldn't help grinning, but I still patiently wiped the blood dry.
"Are you really using it?" Luo Qing looked at my actions in surprise, blinking at me with big watery eyes.
"What's wrong? Didn't you ask me to wipe it?" I looked at Luo Qing suspiciously.
"I'm just teasing you, who told you to really use it!" Luo Qing lowered her head after speaking, and tugged at the corner of her clothes with her small white hands, her voice was weak, "Do you know what disease I have, just use it it will be contagious It's also because of this reason why no one has come to visit me these two days"
I stared blankly at Luo Qing who didn't dare to look at me, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
"Viral hepatitis I won't live long. I cried all night last night. I wiped my tears with that tissue before. It has a virus!" Luo Qing turned her head aside after speaking, her voice trembling, " I didn't mean toII"
I sighed, I don't know if what Luo Qing said is true or not, but at this moment, so what is true, what is false? I even thought it would be good to infect me, to be able to endure the same kind of torture as her, and to walk down there together without being lonely Maybe this is more like a kind of happiness to me?
"It's okay, just infect me." I reached out and patted Luo Qing's shoulder, "I will also apply to live in this ward in the future. We will form a viral band and sing until we leave!"
Luo Qing raised her head slowly, looked at me indifferently, and fell silent.
"Take a good rest, I'll go buy something to eat."
Just as I was about to get up, Luo Qing suddenly covered her mouth and smiled, then raised her small fist and slapped her shoulder hard, laughed for a long time before panting and said: "You idiot, if I really got an infectious disease, I would have been quarantined long ago, you Can you still see me? You still form a band with me, so I don't bother to talk to you!"
Sure enough, it was like this again I smiled wryly and shook my head, then pretended to be very angry and hurriedly opened the door and left.
Thinking about it carefully, Luo Qing and I are quite strange, a very sad part of the breakup was finally divided into this
In my opinion, even sadness in love is happiness, because feeling sad at least proves that you are still in love, but once you say goodbye, it is difficult to see each other again.
After leaving the hospital, I immediately searched for a restaurant with a larger storefront and looked more upscale, then went in and bought two hot dishes and a bowl of rice to take away, and found a cold drink restaurant that seemed to be closed at any time shop and ordered Luo Qing's favorite strawberry flavored ice cream. Only then did I return to the hospital with satisfaction.
Pushing open the door of room 302, I froze in place for an instant. There was no sign of Luo Qing in the room. I hurried into the room and found that the clothes on the clothes rack were gone, and there was no note on the bed. My heart suddenly became flustered, where did she go, nothing will happen
Just when I was spinning around like ants on a hot pot, the phone rang suddenly. I quickly picked it up and saw that it was Luo Qing who was calling. When I saw the familiar phone number on the screen, my heart was relieved. into the stomach.
"Hey, why are you running around, you little girl!" I was dissatisfied with her sudden running away, but she thought it was nothing, and I broke out in a cold sweat.
"I'm not your girlfriend, why do you care so much about me!" Luo Qing retorted sternly without fear of my majesty.
"Okay, okay, I bought you food, where are you?"
"I'm going back to the hut, I don't like eating in the hospital." Luo Qing said indifferently.
"The hut?" I thought for a while, and knew that the hut she was talking about should be my small rental house. She was still the same as before, she would do whatever she wanted, and she shouldn't be too capricious.
I had no choice but to leave the hospital again with food and ice cream, and then took a taxi to the dilapidated house where I had stayed for nearly two years.
Sitting in the car, I only have one thought in my mind, after I finish my work here, I will go home and live a good life, follow my parents¡¯ advice to open a small grocery store, find the most ordinary girlfriend, and live my life with peace of mind. No longer have unrealistic dreams, no longer look for the other side of the dream, and no longer look forward to love. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)In the small rental house in ??, she is still the same as before, she will do whatever she thinks, and she shouldn't be too willful.
I had no choice but to leave the hospital again with food and ice cream, and then took a taxi to the dilapidated house where I had stayed for nearly two years.
Sitting in the car, I only have one thought in my mind, after I finish my work here, I will go home and live a good life, follow my parents¡¯ advice to open a small grocery store, find the most ordinary girlfriend, and live my life with peace of mind. No longer have unrealistic dreams, no longer look for the other side of the dream, and no longer look forward to love. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com