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Chapter 30 Wake up from the dream

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    Back from the small stone bridge, the three of us did not take a taxi, and just walked on the road with light snow.  Li Xiaoya seemed to be in a very happy mood along the way, asking questions curiously, and Su Xuefei also answered her questions carefully, although she was just a traveler from another place, and Goddess Su met someone who didn't understand.  If you have something, you will throw the question to me, and I will answer it in a unified way in the end.

    Stepping forward on the soft snow, my mood has calmed down a lot, at least I can escape the pain of breaking up for a short time.  Maybe God is still attached to me, at least someone can accompany me when I am sad, but how many people in this world who are trapped by love and hurt by love are still lost and intoxicated in loneliness?

    Occasionally passing by some places selling loose snacks, Su Xuefei would also considerately buy some snacks for Li Xiaoya, and on this point, Su Xuefei and I are surprisingly consistent. We don¡¯t like snacks, although the reasons are different¡ªshe  It's because of habit, and it's because I don't like to eat these little things.

    The whole afternoon was spent leisurely like this. During the period, Yang Xiaoyu also called me a few times. I just connected with the first one and told her that I would not go back today.  No more calls.

    In the evening, I suggested going out to eat hot pot, but Su Xuefei didn't have any objections, and Li Xiaoya naturally agreed directly and unconditionally.

    ? When we came to the hot pot restaurant, we ordered two plates of beef beef and mixed vegetables. We also officially started this hot pot meal that we don¡¯t know what it means. Maybe we just want to have a meal with the three of us.

    Halfway through eating, I ordered another bag of beer, because I always feel that eating so dry is really meaningless. I hypocritically asked Su Xuefei if she would like to have a bottle, but Goddess Su completely ignored my provocation and continued to drink.  Small bites of cooked beef slices.

    After this hot pot meal, I didn't eat a few mouthfuls of meat, but drank the wine very quickly and smoked a lot, which made Su Xuefei who was sitting next to me stare at me, but I pretended to be nonchalant and still went my own way  .  In fact, I know that my smoking is harmful to her body, but I really can't control my emotions, all I can do is turn on the electric fan, and try to stay away from Goddess Su and Xiaoya as much as possible.

    Leaving the hot pot restaurant in a daze, I stood alone at the door and continued to smoke, looking at the hazy sky without any stars, my mood became even more melancholy.

    I am about to leave here, the city I have stayed in for nearly six years, and it is time to give up my dream, because I have lost my goal.  The only thing I'm struggling with now is whether to tell Sister Shi Yu and Zhao Kewen about my departure. They both took good care of me in their lives, and said goodbye forever. Is this really okay?

    Not long after, Goddess Su and Li Xiaoya came out holding hands, the three of us wandered on this seemingly endless road again, without purpose or direction, taking one step at a time, maybe this is the real walk now  Bar.

    "It's getting late, you two go back to the hotel and rest." I glanced at my phone, and it was past nine o'clock in the evening. For a good girl like Goddess Su, it's time to rest.

    "Why are you going?" Su Xuefei seemed to feel that I was driving her away, and asked me unhappy.

    "I'm going to go back to sleep too. I've had some wine, and I feel sleepy soon." I replied calmly, then took out my wallet, and prepared to call a car for the two of them to go back first. My mood during the day  After too many transformations, being devastated and healed, but I have never felt exhausted before. I feel that I am really about to collapse, at least my heart is very tired.

    "Okay thenAre you planning to leave tomorrow?" Su Xuefei stood beside me, looking at me and asked.

    I nodded, yes, the sooner the better, if not for the fact that I need sleep now, I would even buy a ticket and leave right now.

    "Call me before you leave, so I can get ready" Su Xuefei stroked her long hair by her ear, thought for a while and then said, "You won't leave Xiaoya and me and run away on your own  ,Is it right?"

    Looking at Su Xuefei's pitiful eyes, I suddenly felt like a bastard who was hesitant to abandon his wife at the moment, although I did plan to leave secretly by myself, because what is Su Xuefei following me?

    But since Su Xuefei saw through my thoughts, I just had to bite the bullet and nod, thinking that for the two of them, this was nothing more than a trip, and it would be fine to leave when I had enough fun.  The two of them won't be a burden to me, I just hope that I won't be too disappointed in my hometown by then.

    After seeing off Su Xuefei and her two daughters, I stood alone at the crossroads in the wind and snow, feeling the cold and loneliness.  ?It was like this when I first came here, and now that I am leaving, I am still the same, with no growth, no change, and no so-called career that I was so confident in back then, let alone the love that I have been looking forward to.

    I laughed at myself, took out my mobile phone, and dialed the number I was most familiar with but called the least.

    The color ring ended, but no one answered. I moved my frozen body a little bit, and redialed the call again, but still no one answered after a long time.

    I feel like I am insane at this moment, dialing Luo Qing's number over and over again, not wanting to pray for anything, but wishing to say goodbye for the last time, perhaps from the bottom of my heart, I don't blame her.  All her unfeeling is just the inevitable result of the gap in our status I don't hate her, I just hope that before I leave, I can give her one last blessing.

    Finally, with my unremitting efforts, the phone was connected. I was silent for a moment, and said in a low voice, "Luo Qing?"

    "Just say something, I'm sleeping!" Luo Qing seemed to be completely awakened by me, and said to me in a very bad tone.

    "Do you have time? I'll return the bank card to you." I thought for a while and said, but I just remembered this. Her huge bank card is still in my wallet.  The relationship is over, and I am about to leave, so this nostalgia should not be kept any longer.

    "You keep it, I don't need it." Luo Qing was silent for a moment before she refused, but her tone was not as repulsive as before, and I could even feel a trace of sentimentality in her words.

    "I don't need anyone's charity. If you really don't have time, you can tell me the card number of your other bank card, and I will transfer the money in it."

    After listening to me, it seemed that I was determined to return the money to her. Luo Qing was silent for a long time this time, and finally said: "Where are you now?"

    I bought another pack of cigarettes from a nearby store, and I stood alone under the dim street lamp and smoked one after another. I don¡¯t know what kind of mood I am waiting for at this moment.  Luo Qing's arrival, is it sad or disappointing, will she be redeemed or will be tortured soon?

    Looking up at a large expanse of white snowflakes, I exhale a puff of smoke, desperate?  sigh?  But so what what can I change?  Why should I change this established thing now?  The world is fair and unfair. Maybe you are poor but you can be happier by those rich people, and your life can be happier. Maybe this is the world's reward for your poverty.  But love is different, there is never a fair reason to say, the loser is the loser, there is no reason, and don't complain.

    After about twenty minutes, a taxi finally stopped in front of my eyes, and then Luo Qing, who was wearing a red down jacket, paid and got off.

    Walking in front of me, Luo Qing just glanced at me indifferently, stretched out her hand and said, "Since you are so anxious to return it to me, bring it, so as not to disturb you."

    Seeing Luo Qing who is so beautiful and noble at all times, I smiled miserably, put the bank card in her hand gently, and said softly: "This time is really a farewell, Luo Qing, thank you for being with me for so long   We probably won't meet again in the future, so let me be cool and pretend to be a knight Let us from now on, forget each other in the world!"

    Luo Qing looked at me silently, did not take back the hand holding the bank card for a long time, and said in a low voice: "Yang Chen, what do you mean by that?"

    I shook my head and didn't intend to explain any more, the relationship between us is completely over, completely over.

    I looked seriously at Luo Qing's suspicious eyes, and smiled lightly: "Among the girls I've ever met, you are still the most beautiful."

    The doubts in Luo Qing's eyes became more serious, she raised her voice slightly, and said, "What exactly do you mean, please explain clearly!"

    "At this moment, what does it mean?" I smiled bitterly, and suddenly remembered something, took out the house key and put it in the palm of her unwilling hand, and said softly, "This is a small taxi.  The key to the door of the house. When you are not busy, just remove all the furniture inside. After all, they are all your things Then the house will be unoccupied in the future. Just return the keys to the landlord after the things are removed.  , just do me a favor."

    "You want to go?" Luo Qing seemed to realize something, looked into my eyes, "Where are you going?"

    "I'm leaving Yichun tomorrow. If there are no accidents, I will never come back." I held her soft and white hand, and put the bank card and key in her palm.  Don't you have to say something hypocritical at such a time, we are still friends, aren't we, but I think you don't need a friend like me anymoreLuo Qing, thank you for showing up, see you no more. "

    After I finished speaking, I ran in the opposite direction like crazy, it's overit's fucking over

    After running aimlessly like this for a long time, I stopped slowly, tears, but I don't know when they condensed into ice on my cheeks (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com)nbsp; After I finished speaking, I ran in the opposite direction like crazy, it's overit's fucking over

    After running aimlessly like this for a long time, I stopped slowly, tears, but I don't know when they condensed into ice on my cheeks (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com
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