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Chapter 28: Hiding the pain in my heart

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    I looked helplessly at Su Xuefei's adorable appearance, and muttered to myself.

    "I'm not cute, I'm cold." Su Xuefei blushed when she heard what I said, and then ran to my side and said, "Will you give it or not?"

    I shook my head, leaned against the stone pillar next to the shop, looked at the sky, and breathed smoke upward.

    Su Xuefei saw that she was determined not to give her cigarettes, and she was no longer persistent. She followed my example and leaned on the stone pillar beside me, then looked at the gray sky, and whispered to me: "Why do you say people are alive?  Love must be needed? Wouldn't it be better to be as carefree as this cloud?"

    I took a puff on my cigarette, and took a peek at Goddess Su beside me who was looking at the sky in a trance. At this moment, her long hair was hanging on her shoulders and around her waist, and her white down jacket reflected a soft light in the sun.  Sometimes, she really looks like an otherworldly fairy, not close to the world.

    "What are you talking about, how can people have no love?" I smiled and raised my head again, "People without love will become the most painful people in the world. No one loves, no one cares, and hangs around alone  In this gloomy world, until I die silently"

    "But, won't it hurt?" Su Xuefei looked at me, stretched out her hand and gently placed it on my heart.

    Seeing Su Xuefei's bewildered expression, I stubbed out the cigarette butt and said softly, "It hurts, of course it hurts But even if it hurts, it's still worth pursuing, because once you get it, you will never forget it, that's why  Everyone says that love is poison, once you touch it, you will become addicted!"

    Looking at Su Xuefei's still confused eyes, I asked back: "Didn't you ever love anyone?"

    Su Xuefei shook her head in frustration, put down her hand on my heart, and said in a low tone: "I never knew what love is. No one loves me, and I don't love anyone."

    "Nonsense, there are many people who love you. In high school, you have to be in the same class without talking too much?" I smiled, raised my feet, found a room at random, and walked forward.

    "Is that love?" Su Xuefei trotted two steps to catch up with me.

    Hearing her words, I was taken aback for a moment, turned my head to look at Goddess Su who seemed to be very serious, and couldn't help thinking in my heart: No way, she took such an obvious joke seriously?

    I shook my head with a wry smile, pretended to be very disappointed and said to her: "You said that you don't know what love is like, and you said we are a couple?"

    Su Xuefei finally caught up with me, walked beside me, and explained in a low voice: "I just want to know because I don't know."

    "Then you just look for someone, why do you have to look for me? Is it really just because I'm more handsome?" When I reached the intersection, I stopped and stopped Su Xuefei who didn't pay attention to both sides of the road.

    "Becauseumbecause" Su Xuefei thought for a long time but couldn't come up with a reason. I hurriedly stopped her, "Don't do it because the red light will end soon."

    I took Su Xuefei's little hand and hurried through the passage, and then said to her: "Go and pick up Xiaoya by car. For the sake of chatting with me, I treat you two to a big meal."

    "Okay, but you are not allowed to sneak away!" Su Xuefei took out her mobile phone and shook it at me, "I will call you later, if you sneak away, I will get lost, and then"

    "Just got caught by the bad guys?" I laughed and teased her.

    Unexpectedly, Su Xuefei nodded seriously: "I was captured by the bad guys."

    Dumbfounding, I sent Goddess Su to a taxi, and I walked alone on the street full of sadness.  Facing the sparse snowflakes, stepping on the thin snow, I walked towards a place that I didn't even know.

    Is this the end?

    I asked myself over and over again, this is the endall memories are memories

    Lighting a cigarette again, I walked alone on the street where people come and go, looking at this city that has almost frozen all my feelings.

    Unknowingly, I walked to the overpass, leaning on the railing and looking at the pedestrians below me. I thought of the lyrics in "To Live", looking at the little ants below me

    Putting the dried cigarette butts in my pocket, I don't know where I will go in the future, is it a cold drink shop?  Do not make jokes.

    I am a complete loser in this city. Whether it is youth or love, I am lost in the darkest corner of Yichun, withered and yellow, and finally disappeared without a trace.

    The scariest thing in this world is still a lie after all, one sentence can kill a person, and can bury everything about a person who yearns for loveLook into my eyes.

    "It's impossible! I'm a dick with nothing now, so it's no fun to lie to me." I can barely believe that I have never been in a relationship, but I absolutely don't believe that no one is chasing me, even though she has a goddess aura  Too big, the average boy will feel ashamed and discouraged when he sees it.  But there are a lot of good and bad people in the university, so there are no thick-skinned people?  Not to mention being a goddess, there are people who dare to chase after her day!

    "What kind of behavior counts as 'chasing'?" Su Xuefei asked me half-understood.

    "It's um Behavior like what I did back then is chasing you."

    "Oh." Su Xuefei looked out the window, as if she was really trying to remember her college life, and she spoke again after half a minute, "In that case, no one has chased me except you."

    I staggered and almost fell to the ground. Such a perfect woman, how could no one chase after her?  This unscientific!

    "I feel so bored when I see their behavior. Either they come and say something inexplicable, or they just run away with a blushing face, or they just have a smirk Anyway, I don't want to talk to them." Su Xuefei whispered, at the same time as if  Secretly watching my expression.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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