In the end, under Zhang Jiaxin's hard work, I had no choice but to open the wooden door of a small room on the second floor with a door key.
Walking into the house and looking at the simple decoration of the room, I was really shocked. Besides sleeping, can this fucking room be used for anything else? I don't even ask for a computer, at least give me a TV to watch! This lonely man and widow, let me spend this long night
"Huh" Zhang Jiaxin lay on his back on the bed as soon as he entered the room, staring at the dark yellow ceiling in a daze.
I walked around the room twice, thinking about it, and still felt that something was wrong. Although we used to be the couple who knew each other the most, that was the past after all. Now we have already separated, and we are no longer together Walking on the track of life. Even if we sleep peacefully and do nothing, it will do harm to her reputation, which is something I absolutely don't want to see.
I just hope she remains a pure girl and finds the right person for the rest of her journey, the one who can give her everything she ever wanted.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at Zhang Jiaxin's misty eyes, I said softly: "Go to bed quickly, too late to rest is not good for your health."
"What about you?" Zhang Jiaxin reached out and gently grabbed the corner of my clothes.
"I just make do with the night on the ground when you fall asleep." Looking at the blood on the clothes on her chest, remembering her affectionate words to me before, my heartbeat began to speed up inexplicably. It's been a long time since I've felt this feeling, like a young couple who just walked into the hotel, full of longing and shyness, and are about to embark on a journey of growth for the first time.
"It's so cold on the ground, you'll get sick!" Zhang Jiaxin moved slightly on the originally small bed, revealing enough space for one person to lie on his side.
"It's okay, don't worry about me, you go to sleep first, and I'll sleep when you are sound asleep." I don't know why, but now I am a little afraid to share the bed with Zhang Jiaxin, not because I have so much self-control No, but she always has a natural temptation for me, a feeling that makes me obsessed and can't stop.
"That's all rightyou lie down first, or you'll wake me up later." Zhang Jiaxin said as he was about to take off his clothes.
"Stop!" I hastily stopped her movement, looked at her suspicious eyes, and explained, "The sheets and quilts in this small hotel may be dirty, so let's not use them, just make do with it for a night's sleep. "
Zhang Jiaxin sighed, nodded and agreed with me.
Looking at Zhang Jiaxin's soft eyes, I really couldn't refuse her request, so I turned sideways, facing the dilapidated wooden door, and lay beside her. I also tried my best to lean towards the edge, not because I was afraid of touching her body, but because I wanted to give her more space so that she could sleep more comfortably.
"Yang Chenturn off the light, it's a bit dazzling, I can't sleep."
Hearing Zhang Jiaxin's weak voice, I just slapped my head, cursing inwardly for being careless, forgetting that she had this problem before, and she would have insomnia until the morning if she didn't turn off the light when she was sleeping. When I was just getting along with her, because of this incident, she went to class with panda eyes on the next day, but was teased by her classmates that "a spring night is worth a thousand gold".
? Turned off the lights and lay on the bed again. The desolation of the winter night made me feel a little groggy. Listening to the clear wind blowing outside the window, I began to feel sleepy.
Lying motionless for a while, I didn't dare to sit up until Zhang Jiaxin beside me breathed evenly, and gently covered her with her coat. I knew that she was dishonest when she was sleeping and would always turn over, so I tucked the corner of the coat under her body again before getting up and preparing to leave.
As soon as I got up, the hand supporting the bed was tightly grabbed by a soft little hand. I turned around in surprise, but I met Zhang Jiaxin's cold eyes.
"Did I wake you up?"
Zhang Jiaxin also sat up, but did not let go of my hand. At this time, she looked at me expressionlessly, which made me feel cold in the dark.
"Yang Chen, in fact, you don't look down on me at all, do you?" Zhang Jiaxin's voice was very low, but it revealed incomparable sadness, "Everything you have done is not enough, just to comfort my heart, so that I can not be too sad ,Is it right?"
I looked at Zhang Jiaxin's indifferent eyes and shook my head: "I never thought about it that way."
"But Yang Chen, you are doing this!" Zhang Jiaxin threw off the clothes I put on her, "I don't need to be pitiful, even if I have fallen to this point, I don't need you at all." mercy!"
"Did you know that Yang Chen, in everyDay and night, what kind of torment am I enduring? I have never missed you that much, family, society, you, I have endured too much pressure, I feel that I have no meaning to live, and I am just a body without a soul wherever I go! "A drop of crystal tears slipped down her face through the bright moonlight, but Zhang Jiaxin smiled, "The only one who supports me to go down is you"
I lowered my head silently, not knowing what to say, and I no longer had the courage to look her in the eye. I was afraid that as long as I looked at her, I would be deeply trapped in it, and I would never be able to get out.
"Compared to me being your belief, you are the only thing I want to live on" Zhang Jiaxin finally let go of my hand, but I felt that my current situation was so awkward and unnatural, There is an incomparably lost emotion surging back and forth in my heart, but I can't explain it clearly.
"But don't you think you're to blame for all this?" I finally calmed down, no matter what you said to me, it couldn't change the fact that you had betrayed me, and this moment of despair was my heart. The eternal end of their love.
"If you can choose, give me 10,000 chances to do it all over again, and I will choose you"
"But there is only one chance, and you obviously didn't do it." When I thought of her unfeeling appearance at the beginning, I was a little indulged in the past mixed with resentment, and my anger was also aroused in an instant.
After Zhang Jiaxin listened to my words, she was completely stunned in place, looking at me with tearful eyes who spoke resolutely, and her delicate body began to tremble slightly, as if she was afraid of something happening.
Seeing her pitiful appearance, I sneered and turned around to open the door to leave.
"Yang Chen Since you want to know the truth, I don't want to hide it from you anymore" Zhang Jiaxin's voice covered me like a big net, making it difficult for me to move, and I turned around slowly to see She looked extremely pale. In fact, I really want to know the reason why she had to choose to leave me in the first place.
The moment I turned around, I was completely shocked and stared at Zhang Jiaxin in front of me, unable to say a word.
"See, this is the truth you've always wanted to know"
At this time, Zhang Jiaxin had already taken off her shirt, and her entire upper body was presented in front of me naked! However, what really surprised me was that her supposedly pure and flawless jade body was now covered with scars, some of which were light and blurred, while others were very heavy, leaving behind dark lines. The red traces are very scary, really shocking.
"Who the hell did this?" I ran back to Zhang Jiaxin in a few strides, looked at her scarred body up close, and asked a little at a loss.
"If I had a choice, why would I have been with that beast for more than a year" Zhang Jiaxin raised his hands to gently hold my face, and smiled hopelessly, "He is a complete pervert, a sadist Yang Dust, do you know? Suffering such torture every day, I don¡¯t know what else to do other than miss you numbly"
"Xiaoxin" I hugged her scarred body in my arms, tears poured out uncontrollably, "Why, why is this?"
"Because Although I am your girlfriend, I am also my parents' daughter!" Zhang Jiaxin's voice was very light, as if she was no longer burdened, and said calmly, "Father's debt is paid by daughter, I Dad, he lost too much money in gambling, sold everything in my house and only paid a fraction of the huge debt. The creditor came to collect the debt, and my mother was about to be driven crazy. I don't know where I fled to, and my father's leg was broken. I really don't know how to maintain this family But no matter how inhumane he is, he is the one who gave birth to me and raised me. I can't abandon him in spite of¡¡"
"Why, you didn't tell me at that time!" I shook her thin body vigorously, and shouted, "Why didn't you tell me!"
"Because my husband I am confident that I am the one who understands you best in this world. I know your family environment and your temper. I can't tell you, even if you can see a clue." Zhang Jiaxin lay on her stomach On my shoulder, a small but satisfied voice said, "Because I don't want to drag you down, I want you to fulfill your dreams without any burden"
"Fool" I put my arms around Zhang Jiaxin's smooth back and gently stroked her hair, "How can you be so stupid!"
"Then the beast promised me that he would help my family repay the debt, and the premise is let me be his girlfriend"
Listening to Zhang Jiaxin's plain narration, my heart is about to break. I really can't accept such a truth. I feel like a powerless ant. I am nothing in front of the Shangbeng Tsunami. I even Not even qualified to listen to this matter!
"ButYang Chen, do you know?" Zhang Jiaxin smiled suddenly, and whispered in my ear, "I am already satisfied to feel your emotions now."
I gently laid her flat on the bed, and then I also lay beside her, hugging her soft body tightly, smelling the familiar breath on her body, but my heart was in a mess, such an ending, I really Is it acceptable? (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)??, I feel like a powerless ant, I am nothing in front of the Shangbeng Tsunami, I am not even qualified to listen to this matter!
"ButYang Chen, do you know?" Zhang Jiaxin smiled suddenly, and whispered in my ear, "I am already satisfied to feel your emotions now."
I gently laid her flat on the bed, and then I also lay beside her, hugging her soft body tightly, smelling the familiar breath on her body, but my heart was in a mess, such an ending, I really Is it acceptable? (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com