Add Bookmark | Recommend this book | Back to the book page | My bookshelf | Mobile Reading

Free Web Novel,Novel online - All in hlnovel.com -> Prose -> my hot girlfriend

Chapter 72 Let go

Previous page        Return to Catalog        Next page

    ?

    Lying on the bed cowardly crying, sad in a daze, I have never felt so exhausted physically and mentally.  I've taken the poison of love, it hurts like bone marrow but there is no cure.

    It wasn't until the phone rang again that I finally regained my energy, especially when I saw that the incoming call was from an unfamiliar number, I seemed to clearly feel my heart beating gradually faster.

    I picked up the phone, but I didn't make a sound immediately. I was expecting and waiting. I hoped that I could hear that familiar and domineering voice. I hoped that my silence could bring me hope and dispel all my doubts.  Save yourself who is writhing and struggling in this vortex of pain.

    In my silence, the other end of the phone seemed to be thinking about something, and did not speak for a long time.  Finally, under the urging of my heart, I no longer cared about any emotions and waiting, and spoke first.

    "Hello¡­¡­"

    It seems that because of my voice, the other end of the phone finally spoke, but this voice made me more entangled and at a loss.

    "Yang Chen?" Hearing this sentence, to put it bluntly, I was very disappointed. I could tell that this was not the voice of Luo Qing that I was expecting.  "Who are you?"

    Feeling my disappointed attitude, the other party seemed to be a little dissatisfied. Just when I was about to hang up the phone in silence, she spoke again: "I am Zhang Jiaxin."

    When I heard this name, I couldn't help feeling nervous, Zhang Jiaxin?  The person I used to like the most and wanted to forget the most, I don¡¯t want to have any more contact with her, even on the phone. This name brings me only memories and regrets, and it reminds me all the time  Seeing my helplessness and cowardice.

    "What's the matter?" I tried my best to keep a calm tone.

    There was another silence on the other end of the phone, and then he said aggrievedly: "Do you hate me that much?"

    "I can't say I hate it, tell me, what's the matter?" I don't want to say anything more to her, the more I talk, the more I think, which will only increase my troubles.

    "Did you lie down, if not, can you come out for a while? I have something to tell you." Although Zhang Jiaxin's tone was a little dissatisfied, it was not obvious.

    "I don't have time, what can't I say on the phone?" After I said a word, I planned to hang up the phone.

    "Yang Chen!" Zhang Jiaxin suddenly got a little annoyed, "Can't you let me go, anyway, if you can't get out, you can figure it out, I'll be waiting for you in the central square, I won't go back until I see you  !"

    I laughed at myself, what is my relationship with you?  I think it¡¯s a bit too much to say that they are friends, because there has never been a friend who can hurt me to this extent, shed the most tears in my life, and is also the first person who taught me what is reality.

    "Whatever you want, I'm going to sleep." After I finished speaking, I hung up the phone. I didn't want to think about her feelings anymore. When I was sad, sad and lonely, who ever considered my feelings?  A person with a guitar on his back sings like an idiot downstairs in her dormitory, hoping to recover this relationship with his own efforts, but he has never heard a word of rejection, and all he gives me is a silent acquiescence.

    Lying on the bed, I deliberately wanted to forget about this incident. I told myself over and over again that a person can live without dignity but must not be spineless, and can live poorly but must not be cheap. She has nothing to do with me.  The relationship is nothing but her wishful thinking.

    But the more I kept cursing myself in a low voice, the more I couldn't let go of her, because I was very familiar with Zhang Jiaxin's temper, and no one could change what she decided. When I was in love with her parents  It was like this when I strongly opposed it, and it was also like this when I saw me begging bitterly when we broke up.

    Sitting up and lighting a cigarette, I can feel that the confusion in my heart makes it difficult for me to make the most correct choice. It is just a matter of thought for me to go or not, but if Zhang Jiaxin really suffers because of me?  I can't bear to be hurt.

    It's so fucking annoying, I cursed and stubbed out the half-smoked cigarette, got up, put on my clothes, and went out to take a taxi.

    "Master, go to the central square." It was nearly ten minutes after I went downstairs and got a taxi.

    When the driver heard that I was going to Sunshine City, a slightly *smiling smile appeared on his stubble-covered face, as if the words "I understand, I understand everything" were written all over it.

    Facing the driver's attitude, I can't refute anything, you know?  You don't understand!

    The so-called central square was not built in the center of the city, but in a corner in the south of the city. I don¡¯t know what the designer thought at the beginning.The name of the gas side leak.

    After paying the money and getting out of the car, I walked to the flower bed in the central square.  In fact, the place Zhang Jiaxin chose was a place we already knew very well. When we were in love, it was considered a relatively formal place for our tryst.

    When I walked into the flower bed, I saw Zhang Jiaxin squatting curled up under the flower bed with his legs hugged.

    "Isn't it cold?" I asked casually, and when I walked up to Zhang Jiaxin, she seemed to be the same as before. She was wearing a white coat, her bare legs were slender and white, and the braids in ponytails showed her student's personality.  nature.

    Hearing my voice, Zhang Jiaxin hurriedly raised her head to meet my sizing up eyes.

    "Tell me, what's the matter?" I sat casually on the flower bed beside her, which seemed to be a habit that was difficult to correct. When I was with Zhang Jiaxin, I always felt very casual and comfortable.

    "Is that all you want to get rid of me?" Zhang Jiaxin stood up angrily, sat beside me, and looked around, "Didn't you bring your girlfriend?"

    "What are you doing with her? She's not as idle as I am every day." I froze for a moment, adapting to the situation.

    "Is she so relieved that you will meet your ex-girlfriend?" Zhang Jiaxin looked at me and suddenly smiled, then looked up at the starry sky.

    "Aren't people afraid of the oblique shadow?" I feel the coolness of this autumn, and I don't plan to chat with her anymore. The weather is a bit cold, and what I do at this moment is meaningless.  Does she make friends?  It's unrealistic, let alone not necessary.

    "Don't go around, let's get down to business, if not, I'll go back!" I made a gesture and jumped off the flower bed, patted my clothes, and pretended to leave.

    Seeing my impatience, Zhang Jiaxin sighed and said, "Forget it, I just want to talk to you about Qi Tian."

    "I think if you want to mention him, then we really have nothing to talk about." I waved at her. In fact, before I came, I knew that Zhang Jiaxin would talk to me ninety-nine out of ten because he wanted to tell me about Qi Tian.  thing.

    "Did you come to Xingshi to inquire about the crime?"

    "Yang Chen, what do you mean!" Zhang Jiaxin was completely irritated by my words, "Am I as miserable as you think?"

    "Isn't it? Your boyfriend is in jail because of me. Apart from playing with me, your girlfriend is also making love to me?" The depression I had suppressed for a long time finally broke out.  He looked at her coldly.

    Zhang Jiaxin looked at me with dull eyes, a gleam of tears flowed from the corner of his eyes, and after a moment of silence, he whispered intermittently: "Yang Chenyou never yell at me before"

    Looking at Zhang Jiaxin's desolate look, and his pale cheeks frozen in the cold autumn wind, I finally couldn't bear it.

    "Forget it, I don't know if the grievances between Qi Tian and I are settled, I just hope he can take care of himself." I turned around and was about to leave, "From the day you said we broke up, we are two worlds.  I'm dead don't come to me again."

    After I finished speaking, I walked quickly in the direction I came.

    Although I couldn't see her expression at this moment, Zhang Jiaxin's heart-piercing cry finally made me stop.

    "Yang Chen, have you ever really loved me? Isn't it you who knows me best in this world? Why do you leave me? You said that you would never give up our love at any time  !"

    In this crazy society, what is commitment?  Aren't the words spoken by these red lips and white teeth the most humble existence in this reality?  You and I foolishly thought that this love would last forever, but you didn¡¯t hold on to it for four fucking years, right?

    "Xiaoxin, maybe this is the last time I call you like this" I finally turned around and walked to Zhang Jiaxin, who was covering her face in pain, and patted her on the shoulder, "The road is walked out step by step by myself.  We can no longer look back and forget those memories that were beautiful but too cruel to us now After all, we still have to look forward, you are still so young and beautiful, you can definitely live a better life."

    Before I turned around, Zhang Jiaxin hugged me suddenly, buried his head in my arms, and wept loudly.

    "It's my fault I abandoned our ideals at the beginning But I don't want to do this, I really don't want to Yang Chen Let us work hard again, please? It's the same as before"

    Seeing Zhang Jiaxin in my arms crying with pear blossoms in the rain, I couldn't push her away anymore.

    "I won't go back anymore No matter who we are, we are no longer who we used to be, let go" I closed my eyes and said softly, "I have found a love that can make me give everything for it.  I have a girlfriend" (Remember this website URL: www.hlnovel.com)Website URL: www.hlnovel.com
Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report